[ The air in the healing tent is suddenly stifling, and Merrick feels like can't breathe because his chest hurts too much, why does his chest hurt? He's dizzy, too, like he's falling, like the ground is suddenly far beneath him, and it's all very reminiscent. I feels like on the rooftop with Ellana but worse, so much worse, because he'd always known that had been a silly little boy's crush, but this...
He needs to leave. His entire body aches with it. He has to hit something, has to scream, anything to get away from this. It hurts so much, help, stop this, make this stop-- ]
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He needs to leave. His entire body aches with it. He has to hit something, has to scream, anything to get away from this. It hurts so much, help, stop this, make this stop-- ]
It--it's fine.