amygdalae: so I put a bullet in my mouth but the other guy spat it out (I got low)
Bruce Banner ([personal profile] amygdalae) wrote in [community profile] faderift 2016-07-07 01:29 pm (UTC)

[The mention of the spirit healer has Bruce pausing yet again. They're always a hard topic - harder now, considering Anders and what he did. It's not a lie that spirit healers were just a few bad days away from turning into the very thing that the Chantry fears, as is the case with Anders. But still, Bruce can't help but have a sense of envy towards them - he's the utter opposite of what they are, after all. The only thing he can ever do is to destroy with his powers. Its why he doesn't use them.]

Magic has already caused so much destruction - even that which tries to help usually ends up hurting instead. [Kirkwall being one famous example.] It's too unreliable, too volatile, and as much as we try to control it its never really in our control. The safer option is to not depend on it at all.

[Though with that said... Bruce sighs and rubs his hands, fingers idly massaging his bony wrists.] I've had years to wean myself off the conditioning; I only ever allow myself to use it in times of dire emergency. [Such as that one time with Zevran, or back in the Fade when Adelaide was in danger. It's only when every other option is exhausted then does he let himself do it.]

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