"No," Cade sighed, realized how pathetic he sounded, and cleared his throat to amend it with "...maybe." He glanced at Bull and away with a frown, not entirely sure what he himself was playing at. Posturing? He'd never been any good at it, and now seemed a poor time to start. And yet... it made an odd sort of sense, for someone always on the lookout for ways to punish himself.