"No, I - it feels like I did experience. I know I experienced those things
in person. I know I did because I didn't dream them. I mean, I did but -
God, I hate this!" he snarled, jerking to his feet in frustration.
He let out a shaking breath, taking up his pacing again.
"Both? Worried about how it happened, worried about... about what it means
if I ever go back."
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"No, I - it feels like I did experience. I know I experienced those things in person. I know I did because I didn't dream them. I mean, I did but - God, I hate this!" he snarled, jerking to his feet in frustration.
He let out a shaking breath, taking up his pacing again.
"Both? Worried about how it happened, worried about... about what it means if I ever go back."