She doesn't move for a few moments as she thinks over this question. The idea had been to drink until she forgot, but she's not sure if she can drink that much and still be conscious. And while not being conscious is not necessarily undesired, she'd like to at least be somewhere private for that. But she's getting off track.

"I told someone I had feelings for him," She whispers it into Cade's sleeve, voice starting to shake. "But he didn't feel the same. I was stupid--no one's ever liked me like that, why would they start now." Her tone grows sullen. Not quite angry--more akin to pouting. "There's something wrong with me."