"Focus on the good, right? What remains and endures, rather than what was lost." He tries to do it, especially back home, but it's overwhelming when the losses pile up so much. Perhaps that's at the heart of the problem, here: it hits to close to home, and not in a good way. "It'd just be nice to see a place that was doing okay, that wasn't suffering for once. Seen a bit too much of that lately."