"Not, I just wanted to see..." She trails off, sighing loudly through her nose. "I don't really know. I guess I wished to see if I could make sense of anything."

Tiredly, Ciri picks at a loose thread with a hum. "My trip, if I am to be honest, was mostly to say goodbye. I never truly got the chance when it happened but there was a second at my Joining, you know. Her name was Mistle and she was... incredible, she was everything I wished to be. She was my everything."