"Both. They don't try to get to me, they try to get to him."

She has her arms folded tightly against herself.

"I've always thought they're just trying to possess me. Except I'd never let that happen. I've never really been worried about that, I'm very good at remembering to chase them off when they try. Then other times, like now, I think I might really be protecting him in the Fade. That we're sleeping at the same time and I've found him. But...I'm the one who's afraid. So if I'm seeking him out, then I'm the one bringing the demons. I'm the one putting him in danger. No matter why the demons come, whether it's for me or for him, I'm putting him in danger."