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[Semi-Open (Elves)] bad news on the television

WHO: Nari, Fern, Sorrel, and whoever else has pointy elf ears (sorry Qunari/Vashoth frens) and wants to get something rude off their chest
WHAT: A good old-fashioned yellfest about the Chantry Forest fire
WHEN: Backdated to mid-Guardian, a day or so after the Quarantine lift
WHERE: Gallows kitchen storage cellar
NOTES: CW: Dalish being Very Dalish, human bashing, mentions of character death. Salt is a way of life down here.

The cellar is cramped, but the walls are thick, the hustle and bustle of the kitchens is loud enough to further dampen the sound of incredulous and irate voices, and there are plenty of places to perch. Nahariel is sitting on one such stack of crates looking like a stormcloud, although every so often she jumps down to pace back and forth like a caged cougar, absently picking at the scar on her thumb. Her head snaps up when you come down the stairs, her lips pressed tight like they're trying to keep her helpless rage compressed inside her.

They fail.

"How could they?" she blurts out violently, as if every human in Kirkwall had held a torch and lit the underbrush on purpose.

[Let's just do this all in one thread for maximum hubbub :D just try to be aware if anyone's getting left behind]

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"How could they?"

Her violent outburst is not going to be remotely off-putting to Fern, who, with tears streaming down her face and a muffled cry at the back of her throat, just walks right up to Nari and throws her arms around her.

She's not nothing to say yet--just plenty of tears (and maybe a bit of snot, pls forgive her) to deposit directly into the older woman's shirt.

(sniff. :c)

Nari's rage diffuses slightly as a sad elf-shaped projectile thumps against her chest. Her arms come up quickly, her earlier fierceness channeling into the tight embrace, her cheek flat against Fern's hair.

Tears and snot accepted.

The anger was what was stopping Nahariel from crying herself, however, so her eyes begin to shine as well before she slams them shut.

"...to believe that it's an accident?!" Sorrel descends the cellar stairwell already mid-rant, "As if anything is a damn accident with these people. Accident, to burn down a stand of trees taller than most of the buildings. You notice none of their homes--"

He stops, reaching the bottom, mid-way through an angry gesticulation.

"Fern. Oh, Fern," The sympathy is real, but anger isn't really a logical force, because the next thing he sees is Nari, "Creators, Nari this is all wolf-shit."

So consumed by the destruction of the forest itself, Nari hadn't even realized the lack of damage to the surrounding homes. So they chose. They chose and chose and it was always them and theirs. Yes, fine, the People did the same, but elves were rafts tossed on a brutal ocean of humans.

Despite the hardness Sorrel's news had renewed in her eyes, she opens her arms to him too, an invitation to create a small huddle of anger and grief around the small seed that was Sina in their hearts.

Sorrel hesitates, caught between a nervous energy that makes him want to pace and snarl and threaten even the walls as he passes them, and the very real need to be close, and to hold as tightly as he can the things that matter in this world. Family. Clan. People.

He goes to them, puts his arms around them both, and anchors himself there, angry impulse turned toward another kind of strength.

Adasse holds back on the hugfest - not uncomfortable but this is something all three of them needed. They all loved Sina in a way that he couldn't have, without knowing her. Instead, he sat on the steps, twirling one knife around his fingers with a brooding expression.

"It's the same, all the time. The city elves get something good and the humans have to piss all over it. The Dalish do something to help honor human sacrifice ... and the humans piss all over it. Makes me want to burn and piss on things myself."

Another twirl of the knife, his expression more bleak, "Sina saved us, this winter. Without the food and the wood from that forest, the alienage would have starved. Fucking human bastards."

Now, his anger kicks in, that deep seated rage against humans as his knife flicks away from his hand, and into a nearby stack of crates.

The shared embrace is needed--maybe more than she realized, until this moment. To feel enfolded by people who cared for Sina too, and cared for the gesture she'd made in helping to raise that forest--only to have it destroyed... it matters.

Adasse's rage is real, and it pulls her out of her grief. Gently disentangling herself from the arms of her friends, she looks back to him and, even recognizing him from his visit to the stable that one night months ago, finds it unexpectedly easy to set that dislike aside. (Maybe it's part of growing up. Who knows.)

She frowns and looks from back to Sorrel and Nari, lifting up a hand to hastily wipe away the last remnants of her tears. "I wish I knew what to do now," she tells them all earnestly, curling her fingers in the fabric of her tunic over her chest.

It's a shared wish. The shock-anger-grief of the loss has left a numb hole in Nari, although the rest of her feels electric with the need to do something. Anything. She shakes her head, disgusted, sweeping her gaze across the other three.

"We retaliate, it's trouble for all of us. We make a fuss, trouble. We do nothing, they keep thinking we can't do a void cursed thing. 'It's not our loss'," mimics Nari, the helpless anger making her tongue drip with venom, "'We didn't have the right to grow it in the first place'. Fenedhis lasa, none of them did anything with that broken crater. That's no monument to anything but the wounds of the living!"

The thunk of Adasse's knife into the crates is satisfying beyond belief. She doesn't know him yet, but she likes him well enough immediately.

"We can't do a fucking thing," Sorrel scowls at that sentiment, if only because he knows its exactly right. Then he scowls at the knife and at-- no, not at Adasse. The scowl is there, but more with his anger than against it.

"I couldn't even regrow the forest if I wanted-- I know how," He spreads his arms with a jerk, as if to emphasize his own impotence, as if to defend it somehow. When he continues, it's more quietly, "...Sina taught me."

Sina, smiling in the dappled light, her hands tangled with root and soil, eager with joy at the telling of their shared Magic. There was no dappled sunlight there, now. Only ashes trod down and made into mud.

"We can't just do nothing. It isn't right."

Adasse glowered at his own knife, feeling his impotence and rage grow all in one. He looked over at the other elves, at Fern and Nari, then over at his Sorrel, before he rolled to his feet in a predatory manner, going to yank the blade free.

"You think Beleth would let me off my leash? I could rob them all blind. Use the money to buy food for a year for all the elves." He twisted the knife again, dark eyes suddenly widening.

"Wait. What? You can ... what?"

"I said I can't," Sorrel replied, aggrieved, and after a moment couldn't bear to hold Adasse's gaze, and had to look away, "Sina grew that whole place by herself. It isn't complicated to do, if you're trained in Keeper's magic, but the power you'd need? The control? Sina was twice the mage I'll ever be."

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"They'd just yell 'blood magic', burn it again, and worse. They couldn't hit the Inquisition, we're too big, but the Alienage--" Nari wishes fervently for a knife of her own.

Something cold and hard came over Adasse's face then, as his gaze went from surprised to murderous rage in a heartbeat.

"If they come near the alienage I don't care what they yell. I'll slit all their throats before they can say a word or a whimper."

He put his hands on his hips, exhaling slowly. Thinking hard.

"...listen, I'm no mage and I'm no Dalish, but who says this has to be out in the open?"

By now, Fern's eyes have grown wide, and while there is still evidence of her tears, and her anger, Adasse's words have clearly put a different kind of fright in her expression.

"Wait," she blurts out, "wait a minute, just--just stop." She extends her hands out and looks amongst all those gathered. "We aren't really going to hurt anyone. We're not thinking about that. ..Are we?"

She turns her eyes almost desperately to Nari, seeking reassurance from her.

Nari shakes her head, placing a hand heavy with that desired reassurance on Fern's shoulder. "No, we're not," she says. It's not just for Fern's benefit that she says so, although she doesn't look at either of the men. "Not if they don't come after us. As much as any of us might want to, it would just make more trouble, and most of it for elves."

It was always mostly for elves.

"But we do need to do... something." That said, she's at a loss. For all that she'd sent to them, Nahariel isn't a leader. Now she does look at Sorrel. After all, he's her First now.

“You’re not going to hurt anyone.” It would be thematically appropriate for both her words and the whole bard spymaster thing if Beleth had just materialized from the shadows. But she’s not quite that leveled up on barding, so instead she appears at the doorway, arms crossed and expression grim. “Some of us can do it without it being tracked back to other elves.”

Her eyes flick to Sorrel and Adasse as she walks into the room. They, perhaps, are aware of the entire gang that overnight had mysteriously vanished, to the last man.

“Though, that means that we’d lose the message that we’re sending. It would just be done to punish them. Which they deserve, of course, but that has to be taken into account. Though—we should do something that we can be obvious about.” She trails over to Sorrel now, standing next to him, chin set, and eyes hard. It’s been a long couple months since Sina’s death, and Beleth’s patience for shemlen bullshit has been long gone.

“There should be some noise made about this. Some push back, besides them all just getting their faces kicked in. They need to hear us, because we’ve suffered in silence for too long. Let them know that’s not going to fly anymore.” There’s a brief pause as she muses over her own advice. “We could send letters.” The bane of all politicians.

"Who would you send them to?"

Myr, on the other hand, is about as stealthy as a small blond bear--which is to say, not. He's also not often in the habit of poking into basements, but Beleth's voice and the muted sound of others, half-recognizable, drew him here to the top of the stairs.

"And what will you say to persuade them?"

Reassured by Nari's hand on her shoulder, Fern takes a small, instinctive step nearer towards her, then looks towards the doorway again as both Beleth and Myr appear. The sight of a division head here makes her eyes widen a hair--shit, are they busted?--but then Beleth weighs in on the discussion in such a way that it becomes clear that no, no one here is in trouble. Maybe they all might be soon, though.

She keeps quiet, worrying her lower lip.

There are several parts of Nari which would like very much for Beleth to make a few of the "entrepreneurial" woodcutters disappear. The leaders, whoever it was that started the fight that led to the fire. Her eyes are hard, but Fern is using her as a shelter right now, and she can't bring herself to be another harsh voice near the fragile-seeming girl who'd loved Sina.

Besides, the others had that avenue covered.

"The Scoutmaster's letters might have more impact than anything the rest of us could write," she says. "Couldn't speak for the rest of you but I certainly have no influence whatsoever."

Beleth's lips press into a thin line at that, but she nods. "I'll...see what I can do. The letter may carry more wait, but as the Scoutmaster, I have, ah. Constraints on what I can do. Publicly." There's more than a little politics at work here, and Beleth has to maneuver through them carefully. Her job is to do what's best for the Inquisition, and even if she...didn't always strictly adhere to that, it's one thing to have private side projects, and another to attach her name to a very public opinion.

"But you shouldn't discount your voices. Even if I'm the Scoutmaster, I'm just one person. If I send them a letter, even if I say 'and other people are mad, too' all they'll get out of it is 'oh we pissed off the scoutmaster'." She gives a wave of her hand, with a frown. Idly, her eyes turn to Myr, and then Fern. They are not people prone to agreeing with bouts of casual murder, and may have to be maneuvered around in order not to stop on their toes but also do the whole murder thing.

Nari...seems opposed, but maybe that's just for Fern. Beleth has heard what Dahlasanor does to humans. Surely a few disappearances aren't that big of a deal.

"What's important isn't making my voice heard. It's making everyone's voices heard. Loud enough that they can't ignore us. As for who..." She tilts her head, hands on her hips as she thinks. "I don't know. I doubt Bran will care, really, but at least if we go and petition to him first, we can say that we tried."

"... okay seriously, can I just - " Maker that got out of of hand really quickly before Adasse could toss in a word edgewise. He cleared his throat, rubbing the back of his head for a moment as he looked around once more. To Sorrel, to Beleth, over to Myr, back to Fern and then to Nari.

"I'm not saying we secretly murder people. I'm saying we secretly set up little magical groves right under their noses."

He looked over at Beleth, "You're powerful boss, no lie, but Bran's main goal in life is to Not Cause Waves."

"No-- I have an idea."

Sorrel has been sitting quietly, brow furrowed ever since Nari looked to him. That wasn't the glance of a friend, of someone who shared pain and needed support. There wasn't mere solidarity there, it was... She wasn't looking at him, she was looking to him. He felt the weight of that settle like a heavy coat.

"Small groves hidden everywhere will only start a hunt for more, nd any that get found will turn into firewood. We need something safer, something right in the Alienage that even the shemlen can't justify burning down or cutting up," He tilts his head, one hand spread open, palm-up. There's only one thing in the Alienage that the humans can't really do away with, not without serious repercussion, "With a little luck and some magic, we could grow fruit on the Vhenadahl."

"With a little luck and some magic, we could grow fruit on the Vhenadahl."

Finally--a solution to the problem that makes the knot of helpless feeling in Fern's chest loosen a little bit. She looks to Sorrel and smiles some.

"I could help with that," she ventures, stepping a bit out from under Nari's protective shadow.

Silent with concentration, Myr feels his way down the stairs to join the (rest of?) the conspirators; perforce he ends up standing some way away from them, the better not to go stumbling over crates or barrels or bags in uncertain array. (He tries not to think about the distance.) “But what will you say?” he persists at Beleth. “Simply that there’s discontent over what happened? That Kirkwall owed more to Sina’s memory? That they still do?”

Sorrel’s proposal gets a surprised noise out of the blind mage. “It’s an oak,” isn’t it? Theirs in Hasmal had been; elven transfers to the Circle usually spoke of oaks in their alienages. “Keeper magic can do that?”

Magic is something Nari leaves entirely to mages, trusting her friends to make the right decisions about it.

Seeing that Fern has found a positive idea to latch on to, and fellow mages to do so with, she moves to speak more easily with Beleth and Adasse.

"I suppose getting the branches to graft to the Vhenadahl would be our purview, then."

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