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π–žπ–”π–š π–‘π–”π–›π–Š 𝖆 π–˜π–™π–”π–“π–Š ([personal profile] ipseite) wrote in [community profile] faderift 2019-01-21 12:27 am (UTC)

Petrana weighs what she says next for what feels like a very long time. It is long enough to stretch the silence awkwardly, and the way she continues staring fixedly ahead of herself isβ€”

Neither of them are terribly well-suited to the conversation that they're having. There's a reason that she's avoided having it.

β€œI didn't know what my husband's crime was, when I followed him into exile.”

She isn't changing the subject.

β€œHe had been convicted. By the grace of his uncle's great love for him, he was not executed, but instead permanently exiled from the empire. I had been engaged to marry him; we had had such dreams. We had thought to use the influence and power we might, in our small way, wield to push incremental changeβ€”that we might teach our daughters to read even had we a son, and make such a thing unremarkable. I was pregnant, and very young, and I followed him. He was very reasonable, when he explained to me. He was very persuasive. We would be alone. Unprotected. He could not be with me always. I would have to learn some means of protecting myself, our child. I was so small. It would be foolish to give me a blade. He would teach me witchcraft.”

Every step along the path had made sense when she took it.

β€œI would be safe at his side, then, and no where else. I would face execution, if I fled him. It was not something I considered, when he was working his enchantment into my ring, that he would always know where I was. He did this for my protection. I understood that this was necessary.”

(She doesn't wear it, any more. The enchantment on it had broken when she fell into Thedas, and it is in a box, in a drawer, to be thought about another day.)

β€œBy the end, my husband was my emperor. He did not kill me with his hands. It isβ€”improper for a wife to leave her lord. It is high treason, when he is sovereign.”

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