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Bastien ([personal profile] cozen) wrote in [community profile] faderift2019-06-01 02:24 pm

open: lol never mind.

WHO: Open!
WHAT: A memorial that doesn’t go as planned.
WHEN: Justinian 1
WHERE: The Gallows
NOTES: Nah.


The ceremony takes place in one of the side courtyards that’s been converted into a garden, where the oppressive architecture is offset with flowers and trees. There’s a small pyre, for those whose traditions call for pyres, but no bodies to burn. Instead there are tokens, flowers, favorite foods, treasured possessions—not yet lit.

(For the others, the Dalish and Nevarrans and anyone else with a different wish, their friends and family will have made different arrangements alongside the pyre, probably, if they aren’t universally reviled.)

Anyone who wants to speak, whether it’s a prepared speech or a single spontaneous sentence, can do so. The tone is respectful but only so solemn. It’s been more than a week. For many, the worst of the shock has passed, and the sun has continued to rise and set, and there’s room between bouts of misery for fond memories and occasionally laughter. The memorial is a door that’s closing—slowly, kindly—and tomorrow, on the other side of it, the war will continue.

Today, on this side, the only people judging anyone else for crying are the assholes.

***

Across the harbor, more than a dozen filthy and tired people come to a stop on the docks, and the loitering ferryman pauses to take stock of them, then starts laughing. There isn’t even any local mythology about ferrymen and the dead. It’s just that funny to him on its own, that he’s been rowing miserable people around all week, and here’s the source of all that misery, dirty and tired but significantly less dead than believed.

When he stops laughing, he offers to dunk everyone in the harbor before rowing them over. For the smell, you know. No one is going to be happy to see them if their eyes are watering too much to actually see them. Then he laughs some more at his hilarious joke.

But he does eventually load up his boat—and maybe there isn’t room for everyone all at once, maybe some dramatic reunions will be delayed, maybe some people will be even more fashionably late to their funeral than the others—and carries everyone across the bay, still chuckling intermittently.

***

In the courtyard, the speeches and anecdotes (and singing, perhaps) wind down to long silences peppered with murmurs or sniffling. Someone is preparing to light the pyre. And then the gate creaks open.

writteninblood: (Taraxacum officinale)

Sorrel | OTA

[personal profile] writteninblood 2019-06-01 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Sorrel takes in the scene. The empty pyre, the weeping faces, the solemn words tumbling from the mouth of the poor sot tasked with memorializing this motly crowd. This wasn't just a funeral, this was a funeral, the kind of thing that happened after a massacre, or a battle. This was— this was their funeral.

One gets so few chances for these things, in a lifetime; Sorrel holds out a hand to put the pause to whoever's just behind him. His hair is wet, his clothing is stained and like the rest of them he is little more than a bedraggled survivor with nothing in either pockets or belly, but he wouldn't be Sorrelean Ashara if he didn't lift his voice above the somber noise of the mourners and heckle his own funeral.

"Who died?"
justice_is_blond: (Actually let's go with that idea)

Anders, OTA

[personal profile] justice_is_blond 2019-06-01 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
He hangs a little back once entering, feeling a mix of guilt and a familiar desire to be invisible. There are probably people hurt by the thought of his death, and there are probably people relieved. Anders brushes back greasy, dirty hair, looking around.

'I've made better entrances' gets considered and hastily discarded because he's also made worse. He settles after several moments on "Afterparty in the baths, then?"
pinprick: (By the lives that wove the web)

[personal profile] pinprick 2019-06-01 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Miserable and completely forlorn Nathaniel doesn’t even look back at once. His mind has been in a rut since yesterday, when he heard the news. But when there are gasps, he turns his head with a scowl at whoever is disrupting—and it’s the very people being mourned here today. He freezes for a second, then bolts across the room so fast his feet barely touch the floor. He pushes someone aside, looking, until he hears that voice. His hands cup that beloved face, gazing and taking it in, and it’s really, absolutely him underneath the dirt. His arms are suddenly flung around Anders, lifting him off the floor and spinning him around.
justice_is_blond: ([MHawke] Warning: jumps Hawkes)

[personal profile] justice_is_blond 2019-06-01 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
The sudden charge has Anders throwing a barrier up on himself and a few around him on instinct before he sees that it's Nate. Anders clings to his husband, breathless, eyes closed, treasuring the moment.

"It's been so long," he whispers. A few months, in truth, but it's felt like an eternity since he last saw his husband. Since he last felt remotely safe. Then the whole of the situation hits him and he realizes he might not be the one struggling the most right now.

"Are you all right?"
pinprick: (Edged with tears)

[personal profile] pinprick 2019-06-01 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Nathaniel nods mutely against Anders’ shoulder, heedless of the filth and smell. He pulls back and kisses him over and over before cupping his face again and gazing into it. There are tears in his eyes.

“You’re really here?” he says hoarsely. “This isn’t a dream?”
justice_is_blond: (Wouldn't that be something)

[personal profile] justice_is_blond 2019-06-01 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
He returns the kisses and gaze, to the sounds of disgust of someone nearby. Possibly Kostos, but Anders isn't looking around to check. The only person that matters is here in front of him.

"I'm really here, love. If I'm not dreaming of being reunited with you, then you're certainly not dreaming." Anders loops his arms around Nate's waist and leans in again, feeling the bulwark of Nate's presence settle in around him.

"When did you..." Another detail hits him and he trails off before continuing with a great deal of regret in his voice. "I lost your locket and ring. They took, I'm sorry. I didn't give them up easily."
pinprick: (Default)

[personal profile] pinprick 2019-06-01 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Nathaniel pulls away far enough to draw a chain out from around his throat. Hanging from it is the locket as well as the silver ring. He wastes no time unclasping it and passing both back to Anders.

“They were given to us as proof of your deaths,” he explains, face going mottled with red as he speaks. “They said your bodies were burned.”
justice_is_blond: (A small atonement)

[personal profile] justice_is_blond 2019-06-01 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
His breath catches as the chain's pulled out and offered back. Instead of taking it, Anders holds up his hand.

"Will you put them back on for me?" Proof of death. The ferryman had illuminated part of the situation, but now more of it is clear. Nate's here for the funeral. He'd genuinely thought Anders dead, and for good reason if he has those. His poor husband. "As a reminder that we're both here. Together. For real."
pinprick: (Won't you say something?)

[personal profile] pinprick 2019-06-01 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Nathaniel nods and moves around Anders, clasping the locket around his throat. He comes around to slide the ring onto his finger, and his face crumples when it is done. His arms wrap around Anders again, and he kisses him deeply this time rather than frantically. He’s back. He’s alive. They’re together, and he can’t remember being so happy after such sorrow except, perhaps, when he learned Delilah was alive.

Now he must step aside to allow others to greet Anders, while he looks for Teren. But he doesn’t go far.
justice_is_blond: (A dark joy)

[personal profile] justice_is_blond 2019-06-01 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
He reaches out to let their hands graze when Nate steps back. The pulling away makes sense, there's a crowd and Nate's far from selfish, but he wants to make sure Nate knows for certain that he's here. On the other hand, Anders is selfish and he's missed his husband. Every fraction of a second he gets he'll greedily, desperately take.

"I love you," he whispers as Nate moves to the side. Then there's a flash of amusement in his eyes. "Don't let any rumors about me feeling up someone else the other day dissuade you of that."
altusimperius: (what the shit)

[personal profile] altusimperius 2019-06-01 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
The voice providing commentary is familiar, and Benedict turns to see who spoke it, doing a double take when it clicks in his mind who exactly he's looking at.
He stands there in awkward bewilderment for a time, watching the reunion with Anders' husband, and when they finally break apart he spares the man a confused if melancholy smile. what the fuck man
keenly: (tú bendita en las mugeres)

[personal profile] keenly 2019-06-01 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
A couple of people get to Anders first, but at last it is Colin’s turn, and he throws his arms around him.
justice_is_blond: (Need an aspirin)

[personal profile] justice_is_blond 2019-06-01 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
He gives Benedict a tight smile back. That's more along the lines of what he'd expected, since Nate being here hadn't been a possibility that hit his mind.

"Things didn't... go as planned. Clearly," he offers up. Only a couple of weeks ago he'd offered to be there for Benedict, and then he'd not shown up when expected. It can't offer any sort of confidence.
altusimperius: (lol ok)

[personal profile] altusimperius 2019-06-01 11:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Contrary to what Anders might think, Bene isn't offended-- if anything, he's relieved, and certainly bewildered. "...that's an understatement," he says with a smirk, and steps forward to clasp his hand familiarly.
He's not much of a hugger, though it happens sometimes.
justice_is_blond: (Wouldn't that be something)

[personal profile] justice_is_blond 2019-06-01 11:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Anders holds Colin back, tightly.

"I'm sorry," he whispers. "I didn't know, I couldn't have changed anything if I did, we moved as quickly as we could, but..." But nothing. He'd hurt people around him and he hates it.
justice_is_blond: (Just a little amused)

[personal profile] justice_is_blond 2019-06-01 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
The smile warms and he grasps Benedict's hand back, covering it with his free one.

"Contrary to popular belief, I'm prone to understatement. Most can't handle the full truth of the matter. How are you?" It's really good to see Benedict here. Wren had tried to get Anders to give up on Benedict, write him off as a lost cause and just advocate for the southern mages, but Anders hadn't been willing to do so. He feels more justified every day.

"And if I pull you into a hug would that be unwanted or acceptable?"
elegiaque: (077)

gwenaëlle feat. iorveth | open

[personal profile] elegiaque 2019-06-01 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
( the scene into which they return doesn't immediately make sense to gwenaëlle, exhausted and filthy, hair tangled into itself, holding onto iorveth still both for the comfort of his proximity and because she's rapidly approaching the point at which she no longer wishes to be standing up at all—

she has the brief, insane thought that they're supposed to be in the pyre, which is not the most useful way her mind could have made the connection that this is their funeral, and she says,
)

Oh, fuck,

( with the abruptness of someone who had been so focused on surviving to return she hadn't considered what if they think I already haven't. has anyone been murdered already. where is her family. )
exequy: (125)

shortest thread ever.

[personal profile] exequy 2019-06-01 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Kostos—standing in the back of the crowd, out it respect for everyone who knew the dead more intimately, dry-eyed but grim and still, with his arms folded behind his back—hears the gate in time to turn his head in the silence. That gives him a second to narrow his eyes in reflexive disbelief before Sorrel opens his mouth, and when he does speak that disbelief is fading, sort of, into good old shock, the kind that doesn’t leave a lot of room for being guarded.

So he says, who died, and Kostos’ face and shoulders both twitch from the effort required to chase the laugh that’s trying to make a break for it and swallow it back down.

But a second later it’s gone and he’s grim again, and while the realization ripples through the rest of the crowd, and whoever has claim and interest in hugging Sorrel or anyone else sees to that, he moves briskly around it to make sure no one actually lights anyone’s shit on fire.
indissection: (239)

sidony venaras | ota

[personal profile] indissection 2019-06-02 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
The ceremony is a little too much, even for her, especially looking as worn down and frustrated as she does presently.

There's a level of something awkward and intense about Sidony as she steps forward and wanders through, looking around at the people. There's no one she recognises immediately, and she's quite glad for that, but something knots in her stomach. There are no bodies being burned. There are people crying, weeping, staring in despair, and she's not sure what to make of it - funerals were never something she particularly enjoyed attending and things were somewhat different in Nevarra, for the most part.

Moving forward, not looking herself at all, she crosses her arms and gazes around at all the attendees, trying to work out what in the name of - well, someone, not being quite the believer as others - is happening. Unlike her natural attempts at being beautiful and winsome, she looks almost... Out of place, dirty and downtrodden, in torn clothing with what she's sure are twigs and dirt in her hair no matter how hard she's tried.

She's exhausted, and it shows, even as she tries to put on a brave face, turning to the nearest person.

"Would you mind telling me what is happening?"
gottakeeponejumpahead: (Solemn)

Re: Sorrel | OTA

[personal profile] gottakeeponejumpahead 2019-06-02 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
"Who died?"

The words struck Adasse like lightening, and he pushed his way through the other mourners to the back of the crowd, his dark eyes wide as he took in the band of Very Much Not Dead People. In the front of that crowd was the man whose ring Adasse has tied around his neck.

He let out a strangled noise, "... Sorrel? Is that you? Are you - are you not --- you're not a spirit, are you?"

He could be. Kirkwall was cruel like that.
Edited 2019-06-02 01:32 (UTC)
heirring: (why this)

wysteria | ota

[personal profile] heirring 2019-06-02 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
Her shoe, having been across the terrible heat of the wastes and having traversed the Deep Roads and passed finally over a cursed mountain if all things more or less intact finally - finally! - fails her. It's just as Wysteria's stepping up out of the ferry that the peg heel, much abused and thoroughly battered, catches on a small hole in the ferry's combing and snaps.

She falls forward, narrowly missing cracking her skull open on hard stone of the Gallows' landing, and slips with an aborted cry into the cold black water of the harbor. It takes some minutes to wrestle her from the water, longer still for her to recover from the indignity of it all, and so by the time she finally trudges into the courthard in her soaking wet clothes and ragged squelching stockings, she has missed the dramatic moment entirely.

For a second or ten, Wysteria just stands stupidly there at the edge of the festivities with a broken shoe in her hand. Dumbfounded, she turns to person nearest and asks: "What are we celebrating?"
writteninblood: (Rhamnus frangula)

[personal profile] writteninblood 2019-06-02 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
At first, Sorrel doesn't dignify that with a response, only takes a step towards Adasse, then another, and then he's forgotten what happened to the rest of them because he's throwing his arms around Adasse without a care for propriety or the cleanliness of his clothes. Damn them both, he missed you.

"No," He says, fervent, desperate. He's pretty sure he's offended by the implication too, or would be if he weren't so bone-tired and hungry, and just so, so happy to see Adasse after all the long hard road, "And if I were, I'd certainly not come hang about in Kirkwall."

It is a terrible place.
Edited 2019-06-02 03:38 (UTC)
rowancrowned: (085)

thranduil - open

[personal profile] rowancrowned 2019-06-02 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
He is stoic. He had his fit when the news first came to him, the horror that had punched a cry from him like some wounded animal, and then the stillness that had come later and set iron against his spine, sorrow freezing his features into court placidity. He had risen from bed and bathed and eaten and done his work each day, and slept in his bed, Hardie as lank and quiet in the loss of his mistress as Thranduil was.

He had made plans, and then, this morning, he rose and donned tunic with whitework at the cuffs and collar and hose, and he went to the memorial, more presence than corporeal form, to mourn.

He does not sing. He does not speak. He does not trust himself to, the grief close to the surface and behind that, the rage. As others fuss, chat, turn, he stands stoic, hands folded in front, and watches the pile of wood that will become the pyre.
toujoursdroit: (les toros rêvent d'un enfer)

[personal profile] toujoursdroit 2019-06-02 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
[Her grandfather is hard to miss, in clothing probably worth about as much as the entire cost of the memorial. Perfectly correct, an Orlesian duke in mourning.

...and then he is less than perfectly correct. The moment it becomes clear that something is happening and he looks around for what, he catches sight of her. No one present has ever seen him move at anything other than a stately walk, but he hurries to her, careless of propriety for this one moment. She'll see him coming. So can everyone.
]

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