He nods. It does sound like something to get to later on rather than something to do now.

"I guess patience is also going to be part of it," he muses. "It was sort of a revelation to do it at all, you know? I don't know how it feels for a woman, but up the arse? Very painful if you're not careful. Very, very painful. So I was thinking about how it didn't really hurt, while trying not to remember back when it was...you know. Nothing but hurt."

His gaze goes a little distant, one hand coming up to scratch at his throat. What was he saying?

"But I liked...I liked him being part of me. I loved it. And when it felt good, it felt incredible. I want to do it more. A lot more."