She knows that she's babbling but this is a silence she has to fill, she needs Ellie to talk back to her, or- pull her arm away, do something, act normal, she's just... sitting. Staring into the distance. Abby wonders if she's finally cracked or if she's having that same baseball bat to the head moment of realisation Abby had the day after they got here: we're actually back. Oh, fuck, we're home, and so is everybody else. She had to take herself away from the group and go put her head between her knees.

"Yeah, but they're gonna freak out if you walk in looking like that!" To say nothing of herself, the blood spattered all over her face. There's viscera in her hair, "Do- you want to hide it? I think I have bandages."

It'd be difficult, but Abby thinks they could do it. They could find Glimmer, she could cover for Ellie.