Ellie watches her back; understands what she's saying. Even understands why she's upset, it just-

"I know. And it's not that it doesn't matter, it just-"

Ellie shrugs, slightly.

"This is just reality here, Derrica. Something like this happens, we stitch it up and move on. Yeah... it hurts. We're scared. Like all the time, and-" Ellie breaks off, biting her lower lip.

"It's- easy to forget how fucked up that is from everyone else's perspective."