"I'm very aware," she promises, and here is where she would be wringing her hands in front of her from anxiety if she were not holding herself so tightly controlled. "I've read a lot, and heard from others, I know how bad this would look to anyone who doesn't understand rifters. I'm working on gaining control of it, and until I do that I have no intention of leaving the Gallows."

It would be very suspicious to add so please don't tell on me to Enchanter Julius so she doesn't, and very carefully doesn't even think it too hard. ...but please don't tell on her to Enchanter Julius.