Another sigh. "Probably. Guess I just got used to thinking 'they're ok' while I was gone that I don't want anything to change that." He would have to do it sooner then later.

The hand on his leg is comforting with the current thought, but it draws him back, changing it to the other subject. "Gavin didn't come in with the rest of the group though?" He doesn't remember Cyril mentioning him along with the others.