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Caius Porthmeus ([personal profile] sumptus) wrote in [community profile] faderift2025-06-29 11:34 pm

temple of leaves | to be perfect is to be hollow

WHO: Everybooooody (yeeeeah)
WHAT: A group of Riftwatch agents take a field trip back into the Temple of Zazikel, to do a more thorough examination of the Gate now that they're not distracted by half the team disappearing. OOC post here.
WHEN: Right now
WHERE: Temple of Zazikel, in the Grand Necropolis, Nevarra
NOTES: CW: fire, implied drowning in ESCAPE, non-descriptive mention of a baby crying in ENTERING. Please use content warnings in your subject lines, especially for child and animal-related stuff.






1. ENTERING THE TEMPLE

They've been here before. Some of them, anyway. Through the towering stone halls of the Grand Necropolis and winding canyon paths beyond, down, down to something more ancient beneath. An elven site that serves as entrance to an Old God structure between the two.

Their Mortalitasi guides lead them to the entrance to the Temple of Zazikel, and those who have been there before might remember the way forward, though known, is not simple. A labyrinth of narrow hallways roll out before them, mirrored black onyx walls that slice their torchlight into a thousand wrong turns. The sound of their own footsteps bounces behind them, in front, around this corner or that, their own voices echoing and distorting as if taking on new shapes.

—is that a baby crying? It can't be. This far underground? Must be an animal. It doesn't sound like an animal. It brightens around a bend and fades before you can reach it.

A low hum drones out around them to replace it, the further they go, constant and unshakable as if it's coming from inside their own heads, or perhaps radiating from the stone ceiling above them. Not a song, but— bees? Lightning bees? (Some Rifters may know it.)

The deeper they go, the more they find that isn't quite what they remember. Loose rocks and broken pottery underfoot are abruptly interrupted by a bone— no, a tree root the size of Barrow's forearm that catches someone's boot. Stumbling past it causes a snick-crack of glass beneath someone's foot, and on the rough-hewn wall beyond is a steel shelf, screwed directly into the rock and filled with neatly-arranged bottles, baring clean little labels and a sharp, antiseptic smell.

And then there's an aravel. One minute, they're walking through a tunnel narrow enough to touch both sides at once, and the next veilfire torchlight is bouncing off wooden planks as long as a house. Sails stretch up fifteen feet to flat stone ceilings that seem to swallow masts and fabric alike. The chamber is barely wide enough to contain it, and at its other end the passage narrows back down so far they'll need to turn sideways to get through. A ship in a bottle.

If it's a remnant of the elvhen structure, why are its boards so fresh? If it isn't, how did it get here? Why is it here?

They've been here before, haven't they? How could they have missed this? What else have they missed?


2. THE GATE

Eventually, they do find the Gate. It takes longer than it should, but not quite long enough for anyone to reconsider the mission. There's important work to be done, after all, and a few strange occurrences don't amount to much in the face of what happens if Corypheus succeeds.

Maybe the whole world looks like this room. An open, lifeless expanse below a pulsing void. Blight twists in a perfect circle around the Gate. The channels in the floor have dried brown with old blood.

They know something about how the other Gate behave, and the time Riftwatch had spent on this Gate last time weren't wasted -- but they had other priorities, like half the team disappearing. This time, the equipment is set up, the notebooks come out, and it's down to business. 


3. ESCAPE

Supplies packed, notebooks stowed, they're well into the tunnels again before they see anything odd. Which is, in itself, odd. They'd discovered the aravel not long before the tunnels widened out into their main chamber, but on the way back, it's nowhere near as close. Neither is anything else. They walk for thirty minutes, an hour, in hallways so dark they seem to suck the light from their torches, passing nothing but cold black stone and oppressive silence.

Then there's a crackle. A soft pop, fizzle. Metal clanks heavy against metal in the distance, the jostling of armor and heavy boots rushing at them, and when the party rounds the corner to face the oncoming noise they find the aravel ablaze.

Flames engulf the room. Heat buffets the group, smoke billowing across the ceiling and descending lower every moment, forcing Riftwatch to run along a wall that suddenly contains not one exit, but infinite.

Fleeing down one leads to a smooth tunnel that slips beneath your feet, the ground freezing despite the blistering wind at your back. An icy lake spools out in front of you, and underneath there's something moving — someone still alive under there.

Down another hole, gnarled roots bend up to tangle feet. Their sturdy trunks stretch impossibly tall into the dark, and where their limbs split it almost looks like human arms, hands, fingers — faces locked in the bark, their jaws twisting wide in silent screams.

Tunnels seal up to split groups. Walls close in. Floors fall out from underfoot. Riftwatch is scattered, and as their fears begin to sculpt the walls around them, time stretches. Do they have enough water? Enough food? How long have they been down here? Do the hours pass with no sun to mark them? If you fall asleep, who's to say it isn't forever?


4. AFTERMATH

Whether it feels like hours, days, or years, eventually the temple releases them. Those who threw off the shackles of their inner demons may find themselves crawling up through fistfuls of sand and gravel, beaching themselves on the open ground beneath a bright blue sky.

Those who didn't free themselves from anything in particular may not find so easy an exit, but exit they do. A wall gives way into the bottom of a crevice, and while there's no easy path to freedom, there is a sliver of daylight, and walls close together enough to shimmy up. Thankfully, neither exit is far from the other, and those too exhausted to climb may get help from those who escaped first.

The Mortalitasi will need to be notified. Something will need to be done about the spirit who caused this. But first, everyone finally has a moment to breathe.
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[personal profile] altusimperius 2025-07-30 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
"Heartening," Benedict snips, beginning his search anew in another patch-- where would she have been, in relation to him? Why isn't she up yet? He pulls at the loose gravel like a digging dog, no doubt chipping and scuffing his pristinely tended fingernails to match the dust and grime in his usually lustrous hair.

"I don't give a fuck what you want," he continues, pitch rising in desperation, "I know what I saw. Where,"

he swats pointlessly around at the scree, none of it disturbed by anything other than himself.
"ABBY!" He looks like a madman, shouting at the ground-- until he turns to shout at Cassian instead. "HELP me!"
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[personal profile] armd 2025-07-30 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
Abby's always thought of herself as somebody who would take herself off to die alone if she got bitten and started to turn, she's imagined the situation so many times. I'd deal with it myself. She's said this aloud to other people. The reality of the situation is desperate, clingy and she can't make herself let go of Benedict. If it would save him she would but he isn't breathing funny or choking on whatever is crowding Abby's throat, he isn't overwhelmed. He's scared, like she is.

When he peels the muck from her face it comes off her mouth and nose. Abby gasps suddenly, coughing as damp air rushes into her lungs. She turns and thrashes, reaching up to scrub at her face but she's so coated she can't get any purchase on what's left.
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[personal profile] altusimperius 2025-07-30 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Benedict gasps at the same time as Abby, frightened by the suddenness of their success; she thrashes away, and he hisses "wait," tentatively reaching out to stop her from scrubbing at herself so he can do it with greater precision.

"You're still there," he whispers, as much to himself as to her, as he starts to clean her face, and whatever disgust he may have felt is overridden by the optimism of seeing his friend unblemished beneath the rot.
"Hold still. Hold still."
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[personal profile] portalling 2025-07-30 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
“That’s readily apparent, yes,” Stephen says, which is an unhelpful bit of snippiness, but the sudden appearance of an icy wintry lake in an underground hallway has been rattling his nerves. (And more than that, there’s a familiar crisp bite to the air: fresh and cold in a way it shouldn’t be down here. Too alike memories of a Nebraskan winter, stinging and fierce.)

He keeps his balance on the ice floe, legs spread, trying not to rock the surface. “Not for the first nor the last time,” he continues, as lightly conversational as if they’re discussing a hypothetical, as if there isn’t water somehow seething beneath his feet, “I find myself missing being able to fly—”

He’d have been able to just glide over this entire obstacle. The Cloak whisking him to safe solid ground, not needing anyone else’s assistance to get him out of this stupid predicament.
Edited 2025-07-30 18:52 (UTC)
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[personal profile] portalling 2025-07-30 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Some part of Stephen, after this particular spring, finds that he’s starting to yearn for a vacation; it’s not a sentiment the workaholic often experiences at all, if ever, but he can feel it starting to rattle around beneath his skin lately.

“I’m always joking about a Rivain beach trip. Could you make it happen as personnel officer? Call it a company off-site. We can discuss our annual Key Performance Indicators and then have margaritas on the beach,” he says, part-wistful. Har, har. He still throws out these unintelligible modern references sometimes, even though Cosima’s probably the only one who could catch it.

And yet, he can’t help the gloomier, more pragmatic turn as he adds: “The war would catch up to you, though. A rift would probably open up in the sea just off your shack so you’d have to stare at it all day.”
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[personal profile] portalling 2025-07-30 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
“A combination of chalk and magical glyphs,” Strange says, “in case conditions wore away at one or the other. Instead, they both seem to have vanished, or maybe these aren’t even the same hallways. More fool me for thinking the Hansel and Gretel breadcrumbs thing would work. Still, had to try.”

He pauses to check the wall, a thumb brushing at the dirt, but there’s no sign that this is where they’d walked on the way down.

For all that the two of them hadn’t started off on the right foot, his irritation with Rowena MacLeod hadn’t lingered, and he addresses her now like any other colleague; his temper was usually a mercurial thing, quick to flare but then quick to subside as the moment passed. No one’s at their best when they’re still recovering from a stab wound.

“The last time we investigated this temple, half of our number vanished and seemed to be transported elsewhere in a winding labyrinth. Magic’s certainly involved. We’re not literally in the Fade, not like Yvoire,” he knew she’d been there too, had seen the woman’s red hair in the distance (although it’d also made him double-take, thinking her to be Wanda for a moment), “but conditions remain… odd, down here.”
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escape

[personal profile] portalling 2025-07-30 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Is there a doctor in the house, Stephen thinks once they cross paths, with a strangled near-laugh.

There’s something almost eerily familiar in all those shards, like shattering slivers of the multiverse, different fractal selves folding in on themselves. There are flashes in the mirrors of women he’d seen in passing in another world what feels like a lifetime ago; he catches a glimpse of one which is certainly Alison, but he’s not paying much close attention to it when Cosima’s almost doubled over hacking and coughing. He speeds to his friend’s side and reaches out a hand to help steady her, to lean her weight on him instead of the cave wall.

“What happened?” he asks, looking at her red hand and what seems like blood.

He’s perhaps a little more nervous about that thready cough than others might be, knowing her history and fearing: relapse.
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[personal profile] interroga 2025-07-30 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Cassian stands there looking at where he’d indicated, eyes narrowed, searching for the signs that had presaged Benedict’s own arrival: the slight ripple in the ground, the tremor of loosened pebbles, shifting dirt underneath their feet. There doesn’t seem to be any movement he can see: just the other man, nails torn and dirty, his face frantic, shouting.

He knows of Abby. She was the first person he’d met when he came in from the cold to join Riftwatch. The woman’s huge, bigger than both of them; it’d be beyond apparent if she were clawing her way out of the ground nearby.

Still. Unlike before, there’s nothing to be lost from trying a rescue for a little while, just in case. So he hunkers down beside Benedict, dislodging a stone here and there to make room for the other man, helping to sweep the dirt out of the way as they dig with their hands; but it doesn’t seem to make a difference. There’s nothing to see besides empty dirt and a growing hole of nothing.

“Artemaeus, there isn’t anything there,” he says, but the other man isn’t listening to him; just digging more, like a dog thinking it’s on the verge of finding a bone.

“You need to stop—”

“She’s not—”

More digging, ignoring him. Bloodied nailbeds, sweat slicking his hair to his forehead, wearing himself down in a hysterical panic over nothing.

Cassian weighs it over for a second, considering— and then, making a decision, he suddenly flings himself forward until his shoulder rams into Benedict’s, knocking him over and away from the hole. An arm goes around the other man’s chest, locked in place and hauling him backward, the pair of them an ungainly scrabble of limbs in the dirt, kicking and thrashing. “She’s not there,” he hisses into Benedict’s ear. “She might be coming up somewhere else—”
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[personal profile] altusimperius 2025-07-31 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
A sound of shocked outrage as Benedict is shoved out of the way, and he rounds on Cassian with a hot and indignant fury that unmistakably resembles his mother's; he'd hex the bastard for certain, if he weren't so utterly depleted by the day's events. He struggles against Cassian's insistent grip instead, stronger than he used to be but still outmatched by someone truly determined to keep him in place, his long legs scrabbling for purchase and only slipping around on the loose stones.

"You fuck," he rails, "you traitor, bastard--" And begins to lose steam as his adrenaline drains, becoming increasingly aware of the arm around his chest and how it holds him there. The horrible pointlessness of it, the unfairness of this person being here instead of Abby, holding him in a way that Benedict would never willingly admit he's longed for-- it overloads his already fraught emotions and he relents with a shuddering sob.

It's not exactly the picture of dignity, but at least he's stopped fighting.
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[personal profile] altusimperius 2025-07-31 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
His eyes lighting up a bit, Benedict is dangerously close to taking the proposal seriously, but Stephen's language manages to trip him up out of scheming too deeply.

"Key performance-- what?" what does that mean

At least his stint with the NYC gays taught him all the most important cocktail names, which yields a yearning pinch of his eyebrows. How could you.

"Yeah," he admits sadly, "or worse, I'd have to close it."
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[personal profile] youwonscience 2025-08-02 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
The genuine relief she feels at seeing Stephen is easy to catch on her face. Anyone from Riftwatch would have been welcome, but he's one of the people she trusts most — when did that happen? A question for another time. Relatedly, he's one of the people she'll have to do the least background explanation for, which is handy. She takes his support gratefully, transferring her weight from the wall to him.

(Oh yeah, that definitely does appear to be blood on the hand not pressed to his arm.)

"Range of options," she says, mustering an admittedly shaky smile as she manages to catch her breath. "Best-case scenario, some magic effect is mimicking the symptoms of the disease I had the first time I was in Thedas. Worst-case scenario, some magic effect actually re-triggered the disease I had the first time I was in Thedas somehow. I cured it back home, but I don't have the ... It's a gene therapy, we haven't even managed penicillin yet." She takes a deep breath to calm herself, trying to stop the mental anxiety cycle that she's clearly been battling for a bit before he arrived. Mixed success, since the deep breath triggers another coughing fit.

"It's congenital," she manages after a moment, "so at least you can't contract the disease either way." Yay?
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[personal profile] aberratic 2025-08-03 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
"Of all the things to lose access to," Ness agrees, taking Stephen's snippiness in stride—they neither of them are at their best at the moment, it's to be expected.

Alright. Alright. She takes a deep breath, centers her thoughts. Stephen's taught her to do this: ignore everything else. Work the problem.

"How can I help? None of my spells have any particular utility here—unless you want me to suppress your fear?"

It's not an off-handed offer, necessarily, but it's certainly not one Ness expects Stephen to take her up on. He's very good, better than her, at cutting away the fat, as it were: narrowing his focus down to the problem and its solution. Discarding everything extraneous in order to arrive at the brutal, beautiful calculus of cause and effect, maximum gain for minimum loss. Fear is not the debilitating factor for him that it could be for others.
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[personal profile] dirthsal 2025-08-03 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
The path around them doesn't respond... but Talin's not sure he really expected it to. Spirits may be People, but they don't think like people. Maybe this spirit thinks it is helping them by putting them through this, or maybe it doesn't care about them at all, and feels no particular inclination to curry favour with the Dread Wolf.

"No," he admits to Cassian, smiling wryly, "but it's always worth a try. Spirits often don't realize that what they do is upsetting to us."

Better to try to get through to them first, before resorting to blades. At least then he can say he tried, that he's better than the shemlen who see Wisdom and cut it down as Pride.

In the distance, a sound of clattering rocks. Talin spins toward it, but when he faces one direction, the sound shifts, and appears to be coming from a different end of the path altogether. He grits his teeth, annoyed—

"Then again, some of them do know."
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gate;

[personal profile] anthracite 2025-08-05 08:44 am (UTC)(link)
"In an aravel?"

They're a half hour past that, but Strand was paying better attention then: The easy way one of their number clambered up and past, knowing just where to grip. It hadn't been the elf.

Reflex to even mention it. Reflex, and foolish to betray that much — the way a hunted man grasps for any edge. He reaches up for what must be the twelfth time, daubing knuckles to nose, as if expecting absent blood.

(The longer he listens, the worse it feels; the worse it feels, the greater the need. Picking a scab. Peeling a wound. If they've his attention, then he has theirs, then listen to me,)

Strand's arm stretches. He catches it, folds instead over lanky knees; crowded on himself like a spider. Flat eyes turn on Cassian.

"The Deep Roads have never shown me the Fade."

If that's what this even is.
Edited (in this tag: i dont remember what colour cillian murphy's eyes are) 2025-08-05 08:47 (UTC)
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[personal profile] magike 2025-08-09 01:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"Is this the labyrinth?" She tries to keep her tone neutral, to ask the question honestly rather than make it an expectation. Though when they were continually becoming lost it certainly seemed likely that this could be a labyrinth.

Rowena sighs, a release of breath rather than any frustration, even though she feels it at these trapping walls.

"The next watery surface we see, I'd like to try something." She doubted the man carried a mirror.
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[personal profile] interroga 2025-08-13 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
Benedict is taller than him, more gangly, with more height and length of limb to account for; but there’s wiry muscle to Cassian, the functional non-magical strength born of someone who’s been climbing Minrathous rooftops and running for his life and tackling city guards for years.

So he keeps dragging him backwards and away from their makeshift hole in the ground — there’s a moment when a flailing elbow catches him in the stomach and the breath is driven out of him with a gasp, fingers curling into the neck of Benedict’s shirt — until he can hear and feel the exact moment that the mage gives up, with what sounds like a sob caught behind his teeth, and Cassian sags backward into the dirt.

Is the other man crying? He’s glad, for a moment, that he can’t see Benedict’s facial expression. They’re a sprawl of disorganised arms and legs, Benedict half on top of him and Cassian’s knee probably digging into his side, but at least he’s not fighting back anymore.

“What exactly am I betraying?” he asks, dryly. Humour, or at least something which looks like it if you squint; he can be an asshole when he wants to be.
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[personal profile] altusimperius 2025-08-14 06:25 pm (UTC)(link)
The words are like a prod, one more stimulus adding to the awfulness of the situation; Benedict tries to get up but can't untangle himself, and all it does is frustrate him further-- he is definitely crying and definitely wishes he weren't.

"Fuck you," he gives in place of a rational answer, still scanning the horizon for movement that isn't coming. A gasping breath, and he ducks his head, inadvertently pressing back into Cassian, deciding for the moment to ignore him in his grief.
"She was right there," he breathes shakily into his enclosed hands.
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but they’re so faMOUSLY blue

[personal profile] interroga 2025-08-17 07:00 pm (UTC)(link)
“In an aravel, underground, visiting a Gate,” Cassian says, with a breeziness that doesn’t quite reach his eyes as he cranes his head to look at Strand, trying to remember who he is. The name doesn’t come to him. Both of them new enough that he hasn’t marked his identity yet, hasn’t managed to make a mental dossier on the other man. But only one kind of person has such casual familiarity with the Deep Roads —

“You’re a Warden, then?”

Not were. Even above and beyond the allegiances that Cassian’s signed up for, that’s the sort of membership card you don’t get to trade in.
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[personal profile] interroga 2025-08-17 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
There’s that awkward moment when he finally realises the position they’ve landed in, and now somehow settled in. It had been a fight, an unthinking wrestling match, all of which had been fine; but now it just feels like he’s embracing the mage, the pair of them entwined on the ground.

A thing he’s fine doing with his friends and loved ones, except that they’re not friends, far from it, and so Cassian finally shoves the other man off him and starts to crawl back to his feet. They’re both covered in chalky dirt, the crumbled stone of the Necropolis, Benedict looking the worse since he came crawling out more recently, like the shambling undead so common around here.

“She’ll make it out,” Cassian says. The reassurance sounds more brusque and flat and factual than consoling. “If your noodle arms could claw your way up here, hers will for sure.”
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[personal profile] interroga 2025-08-17 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
“I’m not too experienced with them yet.” It’s a practical and pragmatic admission: strengths and weaknesses, what he does and doesn’t know how to wrangle. “I’ve heard they can be manipulative.”

Which is really underselling the point, as that sound seems to perpetually shift around them, the noise darting around and behind, splitting their attention through the shadows of the ancestor trees. (Because that’s what they are, of course. The bark isn’t supposed to warp and show the faces of the dead inside them, but Kassa had always pictured it as such, with a child’s superstition.)

As he’s staring out into the darkness, letting his eyesight try to adjust and see what’s stalking them, there’s that flicker of movement again —

And. Without seeing her actually appear, there’s a young girl standing between the trees as if she’s always been there, carrying a swaddled bundle. Five, maybe six years old; she’ll always be six years old to him. Dark tanned skin, dark watchful eyes and tangled hair, wearing colourful patchwork Dalish clothing, her expression small and sad.

There’s some echoes of physical resemblance between the two of them, if you’re looking.

Cassian’s gone absolutely still and motionless. (Prey, being hunted.) “Do you see her too?” he asks Talin through a mouth gone dry. He needs to be sure that he’s not hallucinating on his own, not swatting at ghosts and memories.
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[personal profile] portalling 2025-08-17 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
“Who can say? It might be. Anything’s possible.” It’s wishy-washy and not exactly a firm answer, but that was the blessing and curse of magic to begin with; what Strange loved about it, and what could make it so frustrating to deal with at times.

At Rowena’s suggestion, he absentmindedly pats down his pockets and coat just to be on the safe side, wondering if he’s carrying a reflective surface. He has poultices and potions tucked away in a belt, but no mirror; sadly, he’s not vain enough to carry a hand-mirror into the field. If he was trapped down here for days again, the beard would just have to grow more unkempt.

“There ought to be some subterranean sources of water nearby; there was some last time, so we didn’t dehydrate to death. What are you going to try? Would a bottle of liquid work?”
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[personal profile] portalling 2025-08-17 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
“At least you can close it,” Stephen points out, a little brightly. “Better than being completely powerless against one.”

The silver lining of having a shard embedded in your hand slowly killing you.

“Anyway, KPIs are—” pointless, but he wants to run with the joke, “a professional performance evaluation thing. The agreed-upon measurable benchmarks of whether or not you’re doing well at your job or not. I imagine for Riftwatch it might be number of rifts closed, number of demons killed, number of academics horrified with Research proposals.”
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[personal profile] portalling 2025-08-17 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
“No,” Stephen says, flatly. He doesn’t couch it with a defensive I’m not afraid, because— well, he’s been trying to be better in-tune with his own emotions these days and there is something specifically about the sight of this frozen-over water which is already putting him off-balance both literally and figuratively. He doesn’t like it, nor the memories it stirs up like dirty soil in water. “I need you to levitate me over, or firm up the ground beneath my feet.”

But her magic is so specifically oriented around telepathy and others’ minds, weaselling her way into them, charming them. That does nothing for him now. Unless…

“Your tentacles,” he considers; a word which might have sounded shocking anywhere else, but they’re alone down here. “You’ve been training. Could you use them to grab things? Grab me?”
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[personal profile] portalling 2025-08-17 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
The way the doctor’s mind seizes on and starts to work the issue, considering problems and solutions, it also tends to catastrophise a little, casting himself into the future and imagining plans of action.

If it’s really back, if her cure’s undone itself and Cosima now has an untreatable terminal illness again (fuck) —

Well. That’s going to be a problem and a proper investigation for later. For now, there’s nothing to be done about the root cause down here, trapped underground as they are, in winding passages and claustrophobic stone and stale air. What they can do in the short-term, maybe, is make her comfortable and stop her from hacking up a lung.

“Tell me about the symptoms,” he says as he takes her weight. They hadn’t needed to cover the specifics before, since it had been a moot point, already cured; when he took over the Head Healer position, there hadn’t been old charts going back that far for him to look up the notes on her illness and treatment. “If we need to, we’ll get you to a spirit healer once we get back above-ground. Is it a pulmonary disease?”

It’s a different side of Stephen that she hasn’t been on the receiving end of, yet. Fewer jokes, more brusque and to-the-point. He’d never particularly cared about his patients as people before, in his older life; it’s a perpetually aggravating point that now he does.
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cw from here on for illness and death talk (but not actual death)

[personal profile] youwonscience 2025-08-19 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
The code switching would almost be funny under other circumstances. In these, though, she meets him where he is. Even if she suspects the physical body she's in right now has never been sick, she still has memories of all the months of frantic research and experimentation from home. Being able to talk about it like a scientist has been a coping mechanism before now.

"Autoimmune. It attacks epithelial tissue; the original intention was to make my sisters and me infertile so we weren't spreading copyrighted DNA into the general population." Which is horrifying and almost certainly wouldn't have held up in court as a piece of intellectual property protection, but hey, she's a biologist not a lawyer Jim. "I had access to perform an autopsy on one person who died of it, she had tumors on several major organs, though I think the state of her lungs was the most likely immediate cause of death."

A beat, and then: "For me, the symptoms were mainly respiratory, but I also had periods of serious fatigue that left me in bed. Occasionally seizures. It wasn't great. But spirit healing did help, the first time I was here." So at least there's that. It didn't cure her, but it kept her from getting worse.

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