[Luckily, penance is on the docket already; if he weren't under constant supervision, Cade would have gone to the chapel already. But it's a private and sacred place, and he hates being watched when he prays.]

Yes, ser.

[Penance. Secretarial duties. Cade would be angry that he got himself so worked up over things that aren't so terrible, but he's too tired, has been running on sheer adrenaline for too long.
There is one question, however, that he asks before he stops himself.]

...will I remain in the Order, ser? [He can't leave this room without knowing for certain. His tone is pleading.]