CLOSED: a prayer that will be answered
WHO: Adelaide, Alistair, Anders, Hercules, Kaisa, Lena, Sabine, Teren, Velanna
WHAT: Some safety precautions
WHEN: Solace 1-7
WHERE: The Deep Roads beneath the Western Approach
NOTES: OOC post.
WHAT: Some safety precautions
WHEN: Solace 1-7
WHERE: The Deep Roads beneath the Western Approach
NOTES: OOC post.






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"Prospects? Being a seamstress, like my mother," she says quietly, "...growing into an old maid, unlike her. Though I suppose I've done that anyway." The corners of her mouth are pinched, her expression hard.
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"Would you have enjoyed being a seamstress in a village more than being one for a lady? I suppose if you're sewing in an estate you don't see a lot of the world, so travel isn't one of the things you get to experience. I can't... I don't know if you want to talk about being single or not."
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"I'm sorry," is his eventual response. "For what it's worth, I'm glad to have the chance to get to know you. Even if I think sometimes you're one loud noise away from stabbing me." The smile he gives her is small, just enough to show that he's teasing with the last.
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...but he's not such a bad kid.
"Nonsense," she says gruffly, "the knives are for darkspawn. I'd smother you with your pillow."
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"That would hurt less, but I think I'd still prefer the knife." He's spent enough time trapped in the dark, struggling to breathe. Sure, it had been panic that choked him, but the main point is the same. "Perhaps just a quick thrust. That would be the best option."
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Another shrug. "I was an apostate, ran an underground healing clinic, smuggled mages to safety, and then destroyed the Chantry. I've had a death sentence looming over my head for... something like thirteen years." Joining the Wardenshad given him a break, oddly enough.
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"No harm in being realistic," she concedes. It may be a morbid way to live, but she can hardly fault anyone for embracing the facts of their existence. "Lucky you've managed to keep your sunny disposition throughout." The words are delivered with sarcasm, but may, perhaps, contain a tiny bit of sincerity.
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"Would you believe I was an optimist once? I believed I could be free for a time, I believed I could find happiness in the Circle for a short time after that, I believed I could regain my happiness and gain freedom after that..." He'd been broken of those notions, of those habits of hoping. Eventually it had become desperation and defiance driving him, until defiance failed and it was only despair and fear and grief and anger.
"It's better in our little camp of tents. Sky, cat, and Nate. And people who don't entirely mind me. Or they like me better than they like my humming, at least." He gives her another small smile.
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And hanging is high on the list of ways he doesn't want to go. "My actions mean I'm not free, and I won't be free. Not that I'm saying I should be. It's simply that... I won't be."
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A beat. "So I take it you've not thought on how you'd prefer to go out, if you had a choice?"
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She's silent for several moments, either mulling that over or considering Anders' question. Then, "my only choice is that it be my choice." Her eyes harden. "I die in my bed an old woman, I heed the Calling and descend to the Deep Roads of my own volition. It would be the direct result of my own decisions, the path I've willfully taken, not becoming the hapless casualty of another's cruelty or carelessness."
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"I respect that." He doesn't know how likely it is that she'll get to die at a time of her choosing, but the Calling is a definite possibility. Anders studies her for a moment, truly looking at her and searching for signs of the Blight. He can't see any. That doesn't mean anything. "Let's hope the latter doesn't come for some time yet, though."
In the dark, alone except for Darkspawn... he doesn't want to go like that. And while he at least knows he won't go alone now, that's not much of a comfort. He doesn't want to think about Nate dying.
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"Like eating all the best snacks?" Why not go back to that with a tease? "But I know what you mean. There's always more work to do, always more that can be done. Life does not pause for breaks. And on that cheerful note, I think I should attempt sleep again. We'll need healing tomorrow, no doubt."
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