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faderift2016-07-04 11:16 pm
chainlightning) wrote in faderift2016-07-04 11:16 pm
you don't own the green pines
WHO: Merrill and open!
WHAT: An open log.
WHEN: Justinian 20th - mid-Solace
WHERE: Skyhold and the surrounding area
NOTES: Some talk of violence, injuries, death.
WHAT: An open log.
WHEN: Justinian 20th - mid-Solace
WHERE: Skyhold and the surrounding area
NOTES: Some talk of violence, injuries, death.
late justinian through early solace | healing tents
[ Justice is dead, but he nearly took many others with them -- Merrill included. She's in a bad way for a few days, especially after; her cheekbone is broke, her ribs mostly intact but her internal organs badly bruised, along with various and sundry scrapes, cuts, bite marks, bruises, and burns.
Still, she's a decent patient. She stays put in the tents, at least, though they can't quite get her to stop talking when she's feeling well enough to sit up and do so. Visitors are allowed at the discretion of the healers, but Merrill isn't going to turn anyone (or anything) away. ]
early solace | around skyhold
[ When she's allowed to leave the healing tents, it's not full-time. They don't want her going down to the Warden camp to sleep, but she's allowed to wander Skyhold as long as she's careful. As a result, Merrill mostly relaxes -- visits with friends or with potential new friends, sits in the garden, watches the birds.
She likes to go visit the griffons, when she can, though she has to be careful. They're less good about watching for injuries. ]
early-mid solace | camp shady fucker
[ When she's allowed to move more, when she's more patched up between a combination of time and magic, Merrill gets to work. Sleeping in a tent isn't new, but the events at Weisshaupt have shaken her. If they need to get out, she wants to be able to move quickly.
She starts to gather supplies. Wood, mostly, but any who know much about the Dalish may recognize what begins to take shape or the plans that Merrill checks every once in a while: an aravel. ]
wildcard
[ you know what to do ]
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I can, [ she says, firm. She doesn't have to kill anyone.
...Although- ]
I've only done it on the eluvian. Never anything living, though I suppose there's something odd about eluvians, since everyone always thought the Blight could only infect living things. But that's a step, and-
[ Right. Camp. Talk at the camp. ]
Now?
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[ Due to Herc. There's a certain weary stoicism--they've all lost people, this way and other ways--but the fact that it gets easier also makes it worse, somehow, like not being terribly cold but also knowing you'll never feel warm again, ever.
Unless Merrill can fix that with blood magic, too. ]
Does Bethany know? Or Anders?
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Anders knows. He's not sure what to think- with Justice and himself feeding into each other for so long, everything got twisted up. I think now that he's without Justice, he might come around to the idea that it could actually help people without looking constipated.
[ This is said rather serenely, all things considered. Anders looking constipated because of Morals isn't anything new to Merrill. ]
Bethany knows a bit- I'm not entirely sure what she gathered from before she became a Warden and what Hawke might have told her after, and how much she actually thinks is true versus Hawke embellishing only a little less than Varric.
[ Beat. ]
For the record, I'd like to not be imprisoned or murdered or anything for all of this. I'm not exactly sacrificing people or using mind control, after all, and I'm not a follower of the Chantry anyway.
[ conscript her or something if you have to, Alistair ]
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We're very good at secrets, [ he says--that's why he's sad--and lowers his voice: ] There's not a Warden alive who hasn't been involved in at least a little blood magic. We've got you.
[ And lower still-- ] I'll slip Anders some prunes.