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[ OPEN ] The sky is on fire, at least that is the word out in the world

WHO: Adelaide LeBlanc and Various
WHAT: Adelaide returns to Skyhold
WHEN: mid Firstfall
WHERE: Courtyard, Library, Tavern, Garden, Battlements of Skyhold
NOTES: N/A, will update as needed

[ Courtyard A ]

The walk had been a long one. A long, boring, exhausting one- but one she'd made out to the mire and one she made back. Catching the odd ride from a cart on the way up the mountain had made stretches of it easier but her only concern now were a few requests and concerns as given to her by her students through the sending crystals. First thing was first: eat. Change. Rest. Then she could tend to the list of errands that brought her here.

Cloak dusted with snow and weight listing heavily against her staff with each step, she made a weary sight as she strode with unwavering focus to the Hold's doors. Students first, the rest would come later.

[ Gardens ]

Her concerns here were twofold- looking over the elfroot for improper trimming (recreational smoking, Andraste's ass, what were they thinking) and proper growth. Sleeves rolled up, hair bound back she knelt and checked every plant by hand to be absolutely certain, from root to shoot to leaf before moving on to the next. For elfroot, embrium, any plant with medicinal properties in the garden- and then a few that were not. The repetition and examination was soothing for her, a shred of familiarity that reminded her much of the time she'd done the same in the Spire's small garden.

Afterward- well. She began examining trees. For- meddling. Before seeking out a particular dalish mage. While it wasn't the only reason she returned, it had been a large part for her taking the walk back.

[ Library ]

Nothing on the plague as far as Bruce could tell while he was here- she hadn't passed him on the road but he'd indicated that he would be coming down to the mire to help when they last spoke. She did not doubt him his research- but the questioned and rather vexed swearing of the latest round of rifters had her seeking anything on the veil, the fade, and Tevinter magics. She could simply ask Dorian, she supposed, but his was more modern, less ancient. Mug of tea steaming at her elbow she picked through stack after stack of either horribly vague or horribly specific and useless information. Now and then she made a note or sat back, glaring at whatever she read, and muttered under her breath- "Bullshit."

[ Tavern ]

Evening found her at the tavern, eating with her students (glad for her return) and enjoying a solitary glass of wine. No books, no arguments over the state of the garden or the improper use of magic- just a meal. She might even be smiling ever so slightly while she listened to how they spent their days or the progress they've made in their studies in her absence. Now and then she wove her way to the bar proper to order another glass of wine for her other students or a mug of tea for herself, trying her best not to bump into anyone on the way there or back.

[ Battlements ]

Exhausted as the Mire had made her, long as her days have been, Adeliade did not find sleep easily. Between stress and frustration at not finding a cure or cause for the plague just yet or any manner of explanation for the rifters weighed on her more than it ought to. She never pretended to have the answers, never tried to know the whole of a problem. She was a healer and as much as it was in her nature to fix things- she wasn't certain if it was her own mind or Compassion that kept her from rest. Not wanting to bother her students (Roul minded the door in her absence) or anyone else for that matter, most nights found her on the battlements, bundled against the cold as she paced. Perhaps it would wear her out enough to sleep.

[ Courtyard B ]

Later in the day Adelaide can be seen coming up from a part of the hold, carting dust bins and cobweb covered brooms- more than a little dusty herself, and dumping the lot out, beating the broom against the stone side of the building, and taking a moment or two to enjoy the light and the fresh air before she wandered back down. Rinse and repeat, several times, until whatever room she was clearing out below was cleaned to her satisfaction. Needless to say it would take some time.

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She'd changed course when she'd heard the song, following it around just to be certain it's a person singing and not a Spirit. That happened sometimes, but it seems she's not quite as needed as previously thought-

even if the girl is distressingly close to the edge. Sitting on it, in fact.

Adealide hesitates for a moment, listening to the song without commentary. She does not seem likely to jump and Compassion does not prick at her for any manner of intervention. It's fortunate, Adelaide isn't certain she'd have the patience or grace for one tonight. "That's a beautiful song."

Katniss blinks up with surprise, before she clears her throat. Clearly, compliments are not something she is good with, because she lifts her hand and waves it off. "It's nothing. Something my father used to sing, to put my sister and I to sleep."

She sighs, as she looks back at the cloak, her fingers careful in the stitching. "I'm no bard, either. Just ... another lost soul, I suppose. Haunting the battlements." A faint smirk, "So, fellow ghost, what floats you my way?"

"That is a little macabre for a lullabye, is it not?" But if it helped a child sleep, it helped a child sleep. She knew precious little of parenthood aside from what was written in the odd letter from her sisters.

One did not question what helped a child sleep. They just did it and thanked the Maker they slept.

"Insomnia." It was honest enough as she stepped into the light, gradually coming to rest her arms on the battlement next to this young girl. "I had thought returning from the Mire would grant me rest. Apparently, no."

"Hmmm, yes, but it was for warm summer nights when our fancies were taking us all over the place. There was another one, for winter, to lull us when we were scared."

Katniss's lips curved into a sad smile, "He always knew what we needed."

For that was what parents did for their children. Or at least, the good ones.

She looked up from her stitching, "Nightmares? Seems to be the common ailment here." She sighed as she looked out across the hold. "Maker and Sylaise know, I can't sleep but to face my own monsters. I suppose coming back from the Mire means you have all new ones."

"...Maker and Sylaise?" Now that was unusual. One or the other she had heard before and, while she did not know much of them she did read of some of the Dalish Creators. The information was old and outdated and likely half bullshit but that name was among them.

She thought. She could be wrong.

"In the Mire, whispering spirits. Here? Too many questions unanswered." Nightmares were rarely so simple a thing for Mages.

Katniss's fingers paused, before she lifted her head and then took one hand away from her stitching to point at herself solemnly, "Half-blooded. My parents taught me to worship both the Maker and the Evanuris. They wanted me to be able to accept both sides of myself, even if the world wouldn't."

So now, strange blonde woman, you can leave in a huff if you want. Katniss has had quite enough of being snubbed for her heritage, thank you.

For the record, Adele, you are not wrong.

"Well, I can understand the whsipering spirits. Here -- if you have an unanswered question, you literally have thousands of people who might have an answer." She tilted her head. "Unless this is more - I don't know - philosophical like."

For a moment she was silent- honestly she had heard of elf-blooded people but she had never met one, let alone one that spoke of it so openly. A family that taught their child of elven heritage while looking as human as anyone else was- unusual but then much of the Inquisition was a little odd. "Ah."

It wasn't the most eloquent response, but she was not about to walk away. Adelaide turned her gaze back out to the horizon, or at least what she could see of it in the dark.

"They are questions we are all asking for the most part. Why the rifts, how do they work, how are they pulling rifters through, etcetera."

Katniss waited, for a long moment, before her lips twitched up at the edges. Well, that was the most succinct response she'd ever gotten to it. And the woman just accepted it, and moved on.

She went back to her stitching, but the woman's question drew her grey eyes back to her. She pressed her lips together thoughtfully.

"Well ... this, Corphy-arsehole, he opened it, right? And now it's opening all kinds of things. But they can be closed - the Herald opened them and closed them before she died." She shrugged, "Sounds like he was trying to get somewhere."

"Or pull something particular to this side. Tear the veil and all sorts of things become possible." If the texts she'd been reading earlier actually told her anything instead of postulating vague ideas, she'd have a more solid understanding of what to expect.

"Maybe ... but honestly, it wouldn't last long. Think about it. A world torn open by the Veil is going to be one where 'loyal subjects' are going to thin out pretty fast." She frowns, "What's really in this for him?"

"The usual, most likely. Power and control. That is what most wars are fought over." Anything else was a variation on the two.

"Then he's as big of an idiot as the rest of them." Katniss pulls the stitch a bit tighter than she needs to. "If any of what has happened should teach us -- is that power and control are a illusion. Blown out as easily as a candle."

She looked down at the stitching, her voice quiet, "Just like all the innocent people who get caught in the middle." Another tight stitch. "I look forward to putting an arrow right between his arrogant eyes."

"If all it took was a little blowing I think, perhaps, the Herald would yet be alive, the Dalish would have their Dales, and there wouldn't be a Civil war in Orlais." If wishes were horses- well. She would have an empty stable. "That it is not so easy for those in the middle makes that it so easy for those causing this all the more distressing. We never asked for this."

The people of Orlais and the world in general- mages and the Templars that thought they were doing good work. The People of Thedas that were weary of war and Blight and death. "And yet it is we that shall fix it. Perhaps if we blow hard enough we can make it plain we do not intend to let this happen again."

"That's the point though. It doesn't just go one way." Katniss sighed, "And let's face it, the Dalish would have lost the Dales purely on the fact that they're a stubborn bunch of assholes who can't get along with anyone." She pauses, and sighs, and adds, "... Some of the clans are that way. But you're right. We never asked for any of this."

She looked at the woman curiously, "There is still a lot of hope here, isn't there? That we can do all that we said."

Yes, she said 'we'. She's in on this crazy mission to save the world.

"That we can finish what the Herald began." She had never met the woman- but those she knew that had? Spoke well of her. Honored her, respected her. That was more than reason enough to continue in her memory, if not only for their own survival. They would manage one way or another, or they would die trying.

"Then why are you worried about questions that we haven't found answers to yet?" Katniss asked quietly.

"Because having no answers leaves me uncertain. Mages cannot afford to be uncertain. It invites trouble at the very least and demons at the most." Stability, certainty, safety- these kept mages from possession along with a good deal of will. Right now- she has little.

It is distressing.

She frowned at that, before she pulled another stitch through the cloak. "So ... if you don't feel like you're in control, or at least, that you have all the answers, that makes all the mages more likely to, say, destroy the world?"

She muttered softly, "The Circle must have been hellish during the adolescent years."

"Less destroy and more petty infighting and looking for trouble or playing with things beyond our comprehension in an attempt to get the answers we do not have." A beat. "You have no idea. The sheer amount of attempted spells for seeing through clothing, being made invisible, or teleportation happens every single year and it is quite- frustrating. None of them work but the fallout is both humorous and migraine inducing."

"Are you telling me that mages all have this undeniable curiosity to just ... test the world to see how far it will go before it snaps back and hits them in the face? That they have to know everything about everything or they go a little snippy?" Katniss paused herself for a moment, "... and I cannot say that spell would not be good - for some people - but - "

She puts the cloak down, lips pressed together, "What about faith?"

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"Not all mages, but most that I have known all have their pet cause or question they unerringly seek to understand. Those without such questions simply seek to perfect the methods already available to us." Such had been her life- perfecting the nuances of Spirit Healing, teaching it where she could, learning more as best she was able with the resources at hand.

"It helps those that have need of it. When Faith is less a concept and more a spirit one might find- or not find- it takes a different meaning."

"Huh. Well, I guess all genius needs it's focus." She leaned back a little bit, mulling that over, "... Not that I really know about genius but, it makes sense."

"So there really are spirits of Faith, and Compassion? And ... can you all believe? Or do you all have to know?"

"Yes. I work with one." Adelaide turned a hand over, wisps of blue light pooling in her palm, swirling as she lets some of Compassion manifest. "They help me heal. There are spirits of Justice, of Compassion, Hope, and Faith. Manifestations of these thoughts and emotions in the Fade that can speak to us on this side."

Her fingers curled in as the light dimmed. "Some can. The pious mages- and as strange as it sounds they do exist, are happy to believe. I prefer to know. To understand."

She jerks a little, when the blue light starts to pour from her hand, but she doesn't run. Instead, she watches it carefully, and once she knows that it isn't going to attack her? "It's pretty. Although I suppose Compassion would have to be."

She thinks on that for a moment, "Doesn't that make it harder for you? Not ... everything can be understood."

"I did not need to know quite so badly before the Spire fell. I was secure in my place, researching more efficient and effective techniques for healing. It was all I needed. Now...So much has changed." She shrugged. "The more I understand now, the better I am able to help others, the easier it is for me to sleep."

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