WHO: Adalia, Alistair, Freddie, Herian, Loghain, Medicine Seller, Melys, Nathaniel, Notas, Teren. WHAT: Rescuing a king, maybe. WHEN: Early Wintermarch WHERE: An island off Seheron, the Fade NOTES: Violence, disturbing imagery.
His back hits the wall--or what he perceives as a wall, anyway, damp and cold and emanating the feeling of prison in a way that Loghain hasn't felt in decades. But the kiss, something long desired yet never known, never consciously acknowledged, consumes his focus, driving out the memories of what brought him here in the first place. (A rescue, yes, but the details grow foggy, shrouded from his mind's eye now as if by bits of hanging moss--)
His hands find the planes of Maric's face as he remembers them, his fingers slipping through hair gone white but still brilliant, still soft as it had looked to his eye in decades gone past. He hitches one shoulder against the uncomfortable stone, a sound muffled against Maric's mouth, but Maker help him, he'd rather drown than let it end. Let it be a different dream, a selfish corner of his mind pleads with them both, a better dream, let it be one that can be made real, one day. One day, if they can only...
Reluctantly, he breaks the kiss, but not the intimate closeness, cradling Maric's face near his, stroking rough thumbs across his cheekbones. "Come home with me, Maric, let me free you from..." he starts to say, but then a furl forms his his browline. Yes, he knows he's come here to free his king, to bring him home, but the how of this suddenly feels so inaccessible to his mind.
“You can’t be serious,” says a voice from further down the corridor.
The voice belongs to Alistair, who has had enough Fade bullshit to last his entire life—he’d had enough Fade bullshit to last his entire life two seconds after the first time something like this happened, actually, thanks—and couldn’t honestly say that this is the worst thing he’s ever seen. He’s seen broodmothers, and an archdemon, and a writhing pit of thousands of darkspawn scrabbling desperately toward a buried old god while its old song rattled the cavern walls, annnnnnd...
That’s it. Broodmothers, Archdemon, nauseating swarm of darkspawn rabidly clawing their way toward the Sixth Blight, and Loghain making out with Maric Theirin. Those are the four worst things he’s ever seen.
“I mean, as far as personal nightmares go, this is really very creative—good job, Fade—“
Maric has moved away from Loghain. Not far. The distance is companionable, still, if not intimate, and he doesn’t seem remotely embarrassed. Only faintly bewildered, squinting down the dimly-lit corridor.
“Cailan?”
There’s a pause, on Alistair’s end, and then, “No.” He isn’t hurt. Being hurt would be stupid, because why wouldn’t Maric expect the son he raised instead of the bastard he saw once at a distance, and also what is even going on. He has no idea, at the moment, and he covers for that and for whatever else he may or may not be feeling by turning to the closest of whomever has accompanied him this far. “Has the Fade made me blonder? I don’t need that right now. Not on top of everything else.”
Nathaniel appeared a split second after Alistair and he's squinting ahead, deciding Alistair is embarrassed enough for the both of them, so he doesn't bother being embarrassed. Being something of a military history buff, he finds he can actually sort of get behind this ship.
"This is Alistair," he intones gravely, because fuck this, Alistair deserves to at least be recognized by his absentee father. "Your other son," he adds helpfully. He hasn't seen King Maric since he was a boy, dragged to court by his father in a fit of I guess I have to train my son for his job. To his dismay, he has the same internal fanboy squee he had back then, even now that he's old enough that he's supposed to have some dignity.
Though no longer in rags, Teren appears rather as she did when she first joined the Wardens, thin and haggard and frightened as she walks out of nothing to stand behind Nate. She looks around like a nervous hare, aware that this is the Fade, wondering what new horrors it's about to throw at them, and hating every helpless minute of it.
Following the sound of Alistair's voice, she moves to stand by him, caught between the warring impulses to either protect him or hide behind him. Only now does she see what greets them, but, naturally, doesn't recognize the man with Loghain.
The transition from private, intimate moment alone with Maric to having this moment suddenly laid bare before other eyes--before Alistair's, Maker help him--is abrupt, and leaves Loghain feeling as though he's been struck by something. He stands where Maric leaves him against the stone wall, his eyes still vague, but only for a moment longer.
It's painfully apt that Teren's appearance is what jogs him back into the moment; the stab of guilt, of shame that follows can't be dealt with now. They don't have the time.
"Maric," he says again, his voice a little hoarse but with growing confidence, because he remembers now and can feel the fingers of the Fade slowly loosening their hold on his mind. He remembers. "We've come to Seheron. For you."
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His hands find the planes of Maric's face as he remembers them, his fingers slipping through hair gone white but still brilliant, still soft as it had looked to his eye in decades gone past. He hitches one shoulder against the uncomfortable stone, a sound muffled against Maric's mouth, but Maker help him, he'd rather drown than let it end. Let it be a different dream, a selfish corner of his mind pleads with them both, a better dream, let it be one that can be made real, one day. One day, if they can only...
Reluctantly, he breaks the kiss, but not the intimate closeness, cradling Maric's face near his, stroking rough thumbs across his cheekbones. "Come home with me, Maric, let me free you from..." he starts to say, but then a furl forms his his browline. Yes, he knows he's come here to free his king, to bring him home, but the how of this suddenly feels so inaccessible to his mind.
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The voice belongs to Alistair, who has had enough Fade bullshit to last his entire life—he’d had enough Fade bullshit to last his entire life two seconds after the first time something like this happened, actually, thanks—and couldn’t honestly say that this is the worst thing he’s ever seen. He’s seen broodmothers, and an archdemon, and a writhing pit of thousands of darkspawn scrabbling desperately toward a buried old god while its old song rattled the cavern walls, annnnnnd...
That’s it. Broodmothers, Archdemon, nauseating swarm of darkspawn rabidly clawing their way toward the Sixth Blight, and Loghain making out with Maric Theirin. Those are the four worst things he’s ever seen.
“I mean, as far as personal nightmares go, this is really very creative—good job, Fade—“
Maric has moved away from Loghain. Not far. The distance is companionable, still, if not intimate, and he doesn’t seem remotely embarrassed. Only faintly bewildered, squinting down the dimly-lit corridor.
“Cailan?”
There’s a pause, on Alistair’s end, and then, “No.” He isn’t hurt. Being hurt would be stupid, because why wouldn’t Maric expect the son he raised instead of the bastard he saw once at a distance, and also what is even going on. He has no idea, at the moment, and he covers for that and for whatever else he may or may not be feeling by turning to the closest of whomever has accompanied him this far. “Has the Fade made me blonder? I don’t need that right now. Not on top of everything else.”
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"This is Alistair," he intones gravely, because fuck this, Alistair deserves to at least be recognized by his absentee father. "Your other son," he adds helpfully. He hasn't seen King Maric since he was a boy, dragged to court by his father in a fit of I guess I have to train my son for his job. To his dismay, he has the same internal fanboy squee he had back then, even now that he's old enough that he's supposed to have some dignity.
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Following the sound of Alistair's voice, she moves to stand by him, caught between the warring impulses to either protect him or hide behind him. Only now does she see what greets them, but, naturally, doesn't recognize the man with Loghain.
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It's painfully apt that Teren's appearance is what jogs him back into the moment; the stab of guilt, of shame that follows can't be dealt with now. They don't have the time.
"Maric," he says again, his voice a little hoarse but with growing confidence, because he remembers now and can feel the fingers of the Fade slowly loosening their hold on his mind. He remembers. "We've come to Seheron. For you."