Obi-Wan Kenobi (
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WHO: Obi Kenobi and anyone who wants to hang out with him
WHAT: Obi-Wan Catch-all
WHEN: Mid-Justinian onwards (before the rifter discussions)
WHERE: Kirkwall, ect
NOTES: n/a
WHAT: Obi-Wan Catch-all
WHEN: Mid-Justinian onwards (before the rifter discussions)
WHERE: Kirkwall, ect
NOTES: n/a
i. The Road Ahead
There was a puppy in Obi-Wan's travel-bag. It was actually fairly impressive, given the size and ambition of the mabari and the relative meagerness of the bag itself. It was more of a pack, really, the kind of thing meant to hold trail-food and the necessities to keep a body alive over the course of a few day's travel. Obi-Wan was not a man given to material wealth, otherwise expensive war-hounds aside.
"Cody," He warned, and glanced again towards the door— hanging ajar, open to the hall, now. Ah, that explained how he'd gotten in, again, "Now, we've spoken about this. You can't go in the pack."
The dog only whined and tilted its head, as if confused. Forty pounds and as spindly as a colt, there was no reasonable explanation of physics that could have united both dog and bag in the asked-for manner. But Cody persevered. Obi-Wan sighed to express his disapproval.
"Out."
Obi-Wan Kenobi, was having some difficulty.
ii: The "Ancient" Texts
Today was sunny in a way that, in Kirkwall, always seemed to be somehow qualified. Today, it could have been anything; perhaps it was only begrudgingly sunny in the bare hour before the afternoon rains, or too humid to be pleasant, or the smell of Darktown that's risen up through the streets in a cloud of foul-tasting steam. But, sitting in the Gallows courtyard, Obi-Wan couldn't smell Darktown, and didn't much care about humidity either way; he was writing. In his hands was a little book, and beside him another, both bound in plain, unremarkable leather. Both were handwritten, the one in his hands somewhat less so, and he seemed, despite his preoccupation, to be waiting for someone.
Or maybe he's just giving the sand-colored mabari puppy room to run; it's certainly doing its bouncing, cheerful best to encounter every single person with business in the Gallows to-day.
iii. Old Habits
Step, turn back, begin again. Second form, faster now; breathe, inhale, and lift—
Comforting basics, he'd run this form a thousand times and more. He'd mastered it. There were no fancy moves, nor clever flourishes in this calm ballet. The Lightsaber hilt was warm and comforting in his hand; familiar design, familiar grip, the hum a constant stream of nostalgia near his ear as Obi-Wan whirled it again into the third stance, then the fourth. It was never about hurting people, this way; they'd trained in a time of peace, with the hope of that peace in their ears. There were no targets, only patterns, circles in circles. Yes, a lightsaber was a deadly weapon, but it didn't have to be.
It didn't have to be— like this. None of this had to be like this.
Obi-Wan finds, abruptly, he's shifted off pattern. He stops, pushes the sweat back into his hair, and grumbles a sigh. Focus, Kenobi. How many times are you going to fail? Are you really this out of practice? Time for a break.
"I used to be able to get through this in one try, believe it or not," He says, by way of greeting, "Good evening."

Old Habits
He wasn't surprised there were others who came there - there were many who had been when he was there training and he was quick to find a quiet spot for himself or with Rey. When he sees Obi-wan he stops, surprised that he's speaking to him. He hadn't exactly been nice to the seasoned Jedi the last they had spoken.
"Ah- I don't think you're doing badly?" He rubs the back of his neck, eyes dropping to his feet.
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He regards Kylo with a half-smile, a little wry, a little sheepish. To someone with a face that young, however the hardship, he must surely have always seemed old.
"How have you been?"
As if he doesn't know, even.
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"Do you want me to agree that you're old?" He gives a half-smile of his own, amused that a man in his prime was calling himself 'old'. At Obi-Wan's next question he actually looks caught off guard for a moment. He hadn't expected Obi-Wan to ever want to know anything more than he did about him, not after their first impressions of one another. He hadn't exactly gone out of his way to change that perception either.
"I've been fine." Why?, he wants to ask. Instead, he elaborates, "Rey and I are settling into the new place, I think." He doubts it escaped the seasoned Jedi's notice that they were very much joined at the hip.
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He was not, as it happens, wondering any such thing. What Obi-Wan wonders is if, at a time like this, Ben would be pleased or otherwise to know just how like his grandfather he really is. A homewarming invitation is hardly worth mentioning, by comparison.
"Although I'm beginning to suspect I'm not wanted," Obi-Wan is joking, but he knows he has no place in what tends to form between two passionate young people, sharing a house: a family. Obi-Wan is too much himself to really forget it. Not again, at least, "Or maybe you were only trying to be subtle?"
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"I didn't think the two of us living together would be something that escaped you whether we were subtle or not." Though he feels his face flush a bit at other possible implications of what Obi-wan has said. Surely he's reading to into it. "I wasn't sure how much Rey tells you."
She would have told him they moved in together, surely? She didn't hide her feelings for him and skulk about it the way he did. In fact, he never told anyone outright about it because there really wasn't anyone for him to tell. Rey had her girlfriends, like Nari, and he had...? No one.
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The invective comes out automatically, and only after he's said it does Obi-Wan realize— and choke. Every time. Every time he remembers, and it's fresh and bright again, like a wet, red mouth that eats all the joy out of the moment. Oh, Anakin, as far gone as if he really had been killed, along with everyone else. And who did Obi-Wan have left?
"Of course I knew," He says it quietly, gentle, trying with all his uncertain calm to seem as unconcerned as he could, "No matter. You're entitled to your privacy, naturally."
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"You're practically her family, so it wouldn't be invading privacy to tell you." Her family, when the man had taught his grandfather and had been well loved by his uncle. He bore his name as his own, from birth, in remembrance of that bond.
"It's not as if I had anyone to tell about it." That was the sad truth, really. In times like these he realizes that he's been here for months and is still just as isolated and closed off as he's ever been. It suited him fine, he thought, but sometimes he was envious of Rey having so many people who cared for her. It made him feel cut off from her, in a small way.
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ii
She isn't so bold as to lean in and see what he's writing, but she is curious as she sits down next to him, dropping her own pack by her feet.
"What are you working on?"
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Obi-Wan smiles to see her, and nods his greeting. Then he promptly shuts the little notebook and tucks it away, with care for its security. He offers her the other, the one sitting aside, and finished, a dense little volume, bound in nondescript leather of poor quality, but sturdily made.
"See for yourself," He says, with an encouraging little flourish, and sits back to give her the time to do just that, "I think you might find some of it useful."
It's not quite a training holocron. But it's something; rough sketches of forms and intermediary movements, names and histories and great deeds, the Jedi Code, and all he can remember of their teachings. Including the ones that were lies, helpfully labeled as such. Some of them even come with explanations as to why they were to be lied about-- there was some educational value, to deception.
"When I vanished, you and Padawan were left... alone. I can't guarantee I'll always be here for you, any more than you can the reverse. But, that doesn't mean...Well. You can see."
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"This is wonderful. I-I tried to do what I could with what you've taught me, but..." It had been difficult. She hadn't known what to do, and there's still so much she doesn't know about the Jedi and her own power. Even with her connection to Ben making learning a lot of it easier, she's no closer to being a Jedi than she was two years ago.
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"The old Order, my Jedi Order, is gone. What a Jedi is, what we are going to be... it can never be was it was. What I've written down for you here is, it's just a starting direction. A light in the dark, for when you're uncertain where to go, and need to know where we've been," His smile ticks down a little, remembered sadness, lost joy, "My master, Qui-Gon Jinn, was a Grey Jedi, like you. And, like you, most of these rules never seemed to apply to him. I wish I could have been a better teacher for you, but never doubt that you are becoming a very fine young Jedi."
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Him saying that she's becoming a fine young Jedi means more to her than she can possibly say, and she smiles despite the crease in her brow, before her expression grows serious again.
"What's a Grey Jedi? I didn't realize there was more than one type of Jedi. It always seemed like... there were rules that are to be followed if you want to be a Jedi. Rules I've... definitely broken."
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He holds a hand to indicate the two sides, swaying first one way, towards the sunlit inner courtyard, and then back again, into the shadows under the side-passages, where the roofs closed in to guard the dormitory entryways from the sun.
"Most people, most Jedi fall into mainly either one camp or another. The Light representing stability, serenity, new life, and the Dark... chaos, imbalance, passion. Neither is more or less of the Force, but always the Jedi have always strived to bring our students into the Light: three Sith is enough to destabilize the Galaxy, and bring about terrible suffering. The Light is... better, for everyone."
He drops his hand, then, as if to refute the point, or declare it all moot. Obi-Wan's glance is significant.
"But— not for every individual. There have always been Jedi, very rare, who ignore the council, and who walk the line between Light and Dark. They're guided not by what is most balanced, or what is best for the world overall, or even what they've been asked to do; it's about what's right for the situation. They can't be called Sith, because they don't fall to the temptations of the Dark Side, but neither do they adhere only to the Light. To be Grey is... the middle road, the path less traveled."
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ii
In a sudden movement she reaches out to tweak the poor dog's tail and leaps away with a burst of laughter as Cody whirled towards in surprise. She bends, hands on her knees, and immediately begins running around Obi-Wan in circles as she plays some sort of game of tag with his dog.
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Yes, the person.
The person who's down on all fours chasing 'round with him is another thing entirely, and he's not.... entirely sure.... what to make of that. But then, it takes all kinds of beings to make a galaxy, surely.
"...Hello?"
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"Ack--no--!" She cackles and finally manages to sit up, still half tangled with the dog.
"Hi!"
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"I'm fine! Takes more'n that to get me down." She tilts her head in a rather bird-like way to look at Obi-Wan.
"Myira. 'M Myira."
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Cody barks his own greeting, a scratchy, over-eager sound. A young sound, like a boy not yet grown into his deeper voice: a mabari's ferocious bellow. For now, though, he's not so ferocious, and mostly just wiggly.
II
Heading into the courtyard, Inessa instantly brightens upon seeing a mabari pup come up to great them. Garahel, wagging his tail excitedly, begins to lick the (relatively) tiny one as his mistress stoops to let the pup sniff her before she offers to stroke his head. "Hello, there! My, but you're a sweet one. And so handsome, too."
She darts a smile over at Obi-Wan, always warmer with a fellow dog-person. "What's his name? Or are you still deciding?"
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It was a good name, a name with square edges and a strong back. A nice, humble, workmanlike name, perfect for a trooper— or a mabari. Cody barks at the sound of his name, a scratchy, screeching sort of sound, entirely his size. One day he would be a broad-chested war hound that inspired fear in the hearts of men; but not just yet.
"I'd apologize for his interrupting your way, but..."
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She points to her satchel, trying not to say the word 'treat' because Cody will likely understand and decide for Obi-Wan.
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"As if you've done anything to earn it," But his tone is gentle, almost amused, despite the harsh words, "Go on, then."
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Garahel immediately stands at attention, and when prompted, lifts his paw. Rewarding him with a treat, she turns back to Cody. "Shake?"
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"Don't look at me, you got yourself into this."
Bereft, Cody returns his attention to Inessa's hand, then seems to find his inspiration and pounces on it, two-pawed. Twice as many paws means twice as many treats, right? Obviously.
Obi-Wan hides his smile behind his hand. Oh no.
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