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WHO: Alfsigr and you
WHAT: Various activities about Skyhold
WHEN: Throughout Haring
WHERE: Skyhold
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By this point Alfsigr has more or less settled in to life at Skyhold, though she still isn't precisely sure where she fits in the grand scheme of the Inquisition.

She's not quite an academic or scholar, though she spends a good amount of time in the library reading just about anything she can get her hands on. Whether it's an educational text or a work of fiction. (She's read Hard in Hightown half a dozen times at least. Consequently, any time she happens to occupy the same space as the book's author, she gets just a little bit giddy, even if she tries really hard not to let on.)

She's no herbalist, but she helps tend to the various plants in the courtyard all the same. While they don't exactly thrive under her care, she hasn't killed one yet, so that's a plus.

She's certainly no spirit healer, and so far as anyone knows, she's no battlemage. She doesn't even have her own staff, but she makes due with what she can borrow from the stores when it comes time to practice. It isn't that she isn't enthusiastic about her craft, but she seems reserved. Like she might actually be afraid of what she could do, except that isn't quite it either.

She's no drinker, either. Despite all continued efforts at it. She spends a decent amount of time in the tavern - she finds the people terribly interesting, and she enjoys the taste of wine even when it's not great wine. But she doesn't hold that wine well. Half a glass in and she's usually rosy cheeked, slightly drowsy, and definitely giggly. One day she'll giggle in the wrong person's direction.

So, Alfsigr knows all the things she isn't. Surely that should eliminate enough to tell her what she is. No? Well, no matter. Nothing seems to dampen the young woman's spirit as she passes through the various public areas of Skyhold, inquisitive but quiet, seemingly without desire to cause a nuisance of herself, unless spoken to.

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"If you were a guest of my family," Vergil assures her, "you would receive every honor that was your due."

Again, this not quite equal to the truth. Being laetans, Vergil's house has some legal and social standing, but they are hardly the inviolable, not when the altus families do indeed hold every seat in the Magisterium. To be fair, it is less fear than simmering resentment and the occasional out and out quarrel. But Vergil is not sober enough to untangle this skein in a way that is safe for a first encounter. And anyways, the promise of a trip to distant Tevinter is not actionable, not yet, not by a long shot. It is no more than a fantasy he wishes to draw her into.

"You speak of an unwillingness to change to someone from the oldest nation in Thedas," Vergil says, grin going crooked, "if anything, I hope to find a much greater flexibility here. I am banking on a willingness to change." Albeit in the face of crisis. "The trouble with a glorious past is that it lures people into imagining there is some way of returning to it. But the river only ever flows one way, unless the Maker deems otherwise. The South must always look to the future. That is what I hope to win. A future."

But this is much too serious a point of discussion. Fine to broach, fine to let her see his enthusiasm, his progressive outlook, his appreciation for her heritage (a heritage the full scope of which he does not yet recognize or understand). But to linger on lofty matters? Bad for a first encounter with a pretty girl.

"I am also hoping to learn a few new dance steps," Vergil says, by way of turning the page, "I'll confess, I've been hoping to hear the bard play something I recognize, so I could take you in hand with confidence, but I suspect that when the time comes you may have to take the lead."

Sure, maybe if she always wore her hair down, or creatively plaited to cover the shape of her ears that have always been enough to draw suspicion from those with a prejudice. (Nearly anybody outside of her Circle, in Alfsigr's experience. Her parentage was never in question there.)

She seems about to comment on that, or about the nature of rivers and futures, but he seems keen to move things forward, and he catches her off her guard again with more talk of dancing. "I'm afraid I'll just step on your toes." Alfsigr takes her wine glass in both hands and takes a drink, then shrugs. You know, because of reasons.

He ought to notice her ears. Evidence of mixed parentage is all over the Imperium, a grim reminder of the legacy of slavery, the products of unequal social relations more often than cross-cultural romance-proper. Yet if he has noticed, he hasn't mentioned them. Perhaps his recognition is unconscious, and his social presumption a function of the ease he feels dealing with an inferior. Maybe she's just too pretty for him to care. Maybe he's just drunk enough not to notice.

Either way, he doesn't retreat. Vergil hasn't gotten this far in life through meekness.

"A slight thing like you? I doubt it'll cause me pain. Tread without fear."

His eyes say 'trust me', though his smile makes it hard to say precisely what she should trust him to do.

"If you stumble, I promise to catch you."

To be fair, she's made a habit of hiding those ears of hers. There's less she can do about the almost too-wide eyes and the shape of her nose, but there's a lot a person can rationalize away. People have a funny tendency to see only what they wish to.

"Do you?" Her eyes sparkle for a moment, then she reminds herself that this is all just a silly fantasy, and some of that delight is tempered. Though not entirely extinguished. "Are you always this charming?"

Rose coloring is the least of distortions when seeing the world through a lens of wine and desire. It doesn't help - or in another sense, it helps a great deal - that wide eyes and elfin nose are comely features. Nothing is more readily aestheticized than otherness, after all.

"I try always to be gracious," Vergil says, invitation still suspended in the air between them - he is persistent, if nothing else.

"But for you I'll confess to exceptional effort."

What can he possibly see in her? Alfsigr contemplates this as she takes a drink from her cup, her eyes staring into their muted and claret-tinted reflection. Would it be so terrible to entertain this notion? She could afford the fantasy for a night, couldn't she?

An insidious thought creeps into her mind: Are these the same thoughts that had gone through her mother's head?

"I'm nobody, sir," she murmurs demurely. "Hardly worth your effort, let alone the amount of time you've spent on me so far."

"Nobody? Preposterous."

Vergil does not truly see the struggle going on within Alfsigr. He is blind to it, just as he is blind to her mixed blood, despite the signs that can plainly be seen- her hesitation and self-deprecation as clear to the eye as her elfin features. But these, too, provide no disincentive to Vergil. If anything, they serve as encouragement. Debate is, after all, one of his specialities.

"I assure you, my dear, you do have a body One that youth and good fortune have been so good as to grace with two strong legs, and fine feet to match."

Vergil steps closer, letting his voice drop low enough to make the address as private as it can be managed in the hubbub. It is as if he is imparting some sort of secret, though what he says is a poet's formula likely older than the Chant of Light itself.

"Why waste those gifts? We have them for so little a time."

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