Open | Words in my mouth

[keenly]

WHO: Colin + you
WHAT: Catch-all for February
WHEN: February/Guardian
WHERE: Kirkwall
NOTES: Starters available by request.

Clarke - Apothecary

Once the ghosts are gone and Colin is permitted back to work, he finds himself short of almost everything. He's come back from the garden with a fresh batch of winter herbs to dry and is hanging them in the closet when he hears the door open.

"Right with you!" he calls out, voice muffled by the wooden walls. A second later, he's walking out and shutting the closet door behind him, giving Clarke a searching look.

Cade

There is a knock at Cade's chamber door; upon opening, he will find Colin there, looking a little uneasy but smiling wanly and holding a box.

"You didn't pick this up," he says, offering the lyrium.

Julius

Colin arrives at Julius' work space with a box of cookies. He gives a little wave and sets the box before him. These are spicy, chewy things with bits of candied ginger. He heard how bad things got here, and it sounds like Julius could use a lot of delicious cookies.

Byerly - Lexie's apartment

"So." Colin shows Byerly in to where he has light refreshments set up--tea, anise seed cakes, and buttered bread. A small smile is on his face. "I had to learn your name from someone else, but at least I got it."

It's a light jab; there are no hard feelings here. He pours tea for his guest.

Lexie & Byerly - Lexie's apartment, a while after By arrives

Of course, it's too much to hope they could chat in private about things no one is supposed to know about. Colin asked the servants to take a break when By arrived, but didn't realize they hadn't stopped working after they left. It's not really an underestimation of them as much as of Alexandrie, who he has slowly come to realize has way more of a past than she will ever admit to him. Which is just.

Fine! It's fine. It's, it's fine. It's fine!

Myr - Delivery

A package is delivered to Myr's doorstep. It is full of sketches. The first is an abomination, not drawn in great detail except for the tattered remains of an apprentice's robe around its waist. There's page after page of hands, the same pair of hands in various positions--clenching, scratching, clawing, clinging to brick and mortar. There's an almost informative sketch of a fortified wall--two layers of stone sandwiching crumbling clay. A templar with a terrified face. The Great Doors, shut so tightly not even light can get through. Wide-open faces of screaming mages. Shallow-eyed corpses. A glimpse of a lake beyond broken brick. Dirt under fingernails, a pair of twisted legs learning to walk.

Wildcard

Comments

you're both in trouble

[coquettish_trees]

The look on Marceau's face when she'd come home had been such that Alexandrie had closed the door quietly and stilled the call to Colin she'd opened her mouth to send ringing gaily through the apartments.

A moment and short quiet explanation later her mood is dampened, and a stealthy tread aided by lesson, rug, and house-slippers and a listen at the door to get some idea of why Byerly is visiting Colin gives her enough information for the dampened mood to turn thunderous. She considers briefly whether it would be more useful to sneak to the entrance and call out as she'd planned or to simply knock, decides on the former, and a few careful minutes later:

"Colin, cher," how bright and cheerful she sounds! "The man who imports the Antivan preserves you like is back at the market, do let us go pick some out!"

[keenly]

She wasn't supposed to be back yet. Colin starts halfway to his feet before realizing he hasn't done anything worth getting in trouble over. Still, she's on to something, which makes it hard to keep from blushing.

"Not a good time, Lexie. Um. Have you met...?"

He gestures between her and Byerly vaguely as if a handwave is a proper introduction. Which it is not.

[bouchonne]

Byerly's smile is faint. He sips carefully on his cup of tea, and murmurs, "We're acquainted."

Then he leans down, and sets the cup of tea on the table, and rises to his feet. "It's all right," he says to the boy. "Go and find your preserves. Your presence is much desired, it seems."

[coquettish_trees]

"I hardly wish to interrupt," she replies, "you are most welcome to guests after all, Colin." Nearly every part of Alexandrie, from stance to voice to general mien, looks and sounds perfectly pleasant. Her eyes are dark and hard as sapphire.

(She is angry. She is brilliantly, incandescently, angry so she does not have to think about the way it hurts to simply watch him unfold to stand. To watch his hand place the delicate porcelain back on the table. To have him in her house at all.)

"Although I admit, I am surprised! What brought Monsieur Rutyer to our doorstep?" A perfectly innocent question, posed by a perfectly innocent lady waiting patiently to catch someone lying to her.

[keenly]

Colin is good at reading people--a skill picked up out of necessity. But he is not used to people who are good at not being read.

"We were just catching up after Ghislain," he says gently.

[bouchonne]

"He saved my life," says By cheerfully. "Little saint."

[coquettish_trees]

Wrong answer. How deeply disappointing.

She will give Colin another chance, once they are alone.

"Quite like him!" Alexandrie exclaims, bestowing a smile on the mage. That, at least, has the ring of truth to it. Her voice fills with sympathy as she looks back at Byerly, the hard glint of her gaze replaced with too-easy brightness, "you must have had quite the grueling schedule to prevent an earlier reunion. Scoutmaster Ashara insists upon quite the work ethic." A quick light frown, as if remembering something, "Ah, no. Ambassador Amsel." How quick her correction! How apologetic she looks! "I have written far too many letters for her recently, and my mind is all awhirl."

[keenly]

Colin casts an eyeroll at Byerly.

“I talked to him to keep him awake,” he says for the record. “That’s all.” Because that much is true, at least. Lexie’s dropping of Beleth’s name doesn’t register as a concern to him, assuming Lexie got muddled. “Not very heroic. Um. Should we continue this another time, Byerly?”

[bouchonne]

Byerly smiles, the expression carefully calculated to be the precise degree of wryness. That mistake - that slip of the tongue - was clearly intentional; he's not certain what Lexie thinks she heard, but it would not be ideal if she was eavesdropping long enough to hear the word spy uttered. So.

The key, then, is to distract her.

"If I was unwelcome in your home, Alexandrie," he says, in the precise tones one would expect of an ex-lover discovering that let's still be friends was not in fact genuinely meant at all, "you ought to have simply said so."

[coquettish_trees]

Unfortunately, trying to distract Alexandrie after she has already seized upon something is like trying to distract a hawk that is already bound in its kill. It knows it for a ruse meant to take away what it has won, and is only induced to sink its talons in further.

Byerly's is a hand she would have come to, before. Would have tamely allowed the swap of catch for offered tidbit, feeling assured that they were on the same side. Not so, now. Now she lets her eyes flash, her shoulders rise tensely for him to see before she smooths them down: an angry fluff of feathers. Then, of a purpose, she takes the offered swap as a gauge: how clever does he think her? How clever does he believe himself? Can she fool him, still, or will he sniff out her ruse and make only play of confidence that he has succeeded?

So she clenches her jaw, releases it, and lets it slowly clench again as if she is unaware it is doing so. "Ah, non, have you been made to feel unwelcome?" Alexandrie asks, all false solicitousness.

This is no play, no pups tussling to test their teeth. This is in earnest.

(And it is easier, somehow, to believe you don't love someone when they look directly into your eyes and draw steel.)

[keenly]

She's clenching her jaw. He's referring to being unwelcome. This is looking increasingly like Drama. Colin, being deathly allergic to it, and already having a spinning head from looking back and forth between them, steps toward the door.

"I'd better get to the preserves shop before they close," he says, not too loudly because she might pull him back into this.

[bouchonne]

And to this, Byerly answers with a wry, "Indeed - preserve yourself." And then he winks at Colin, bows to Alexandrie, and turns to go.

[coquettish_trees]

Alexandrie's lips thin to see that wink, immediately eyeing Colin in her peripherals to check his reaction even as she's nodding stiffly at Byerly's bow.

[keenly]

Colin tries to suppress the little smile at the wink, the little blush that touches his cheeks, but all he can do is look away and bite down on his lips. Very subtle.

[bouchonne]

And By is a model of unconcern as he makes his way to the door and, cheerily, strolls out. But he does call over his shoulder - "Come, then, Colin. I'll walk you to the market. It's on the way to where I'm going."

[coquettish_trees]

She supposes nearly everywhere is on the way to the Void.

"Oh! How kind." Alexandrie does look a little disappointedly at Colin, then, "I suppose we may have our excursion later then, if you prefer it so."

[keenly]

This is the opposite of what he wanted, guys. Like, the exact opposite. He might have gone with Byerly, but now it's just weird. Now, he's standing directly between two strong-willed and highborn people, being asked to choose between them over a jar of preserves. And for some reason, and he's just guessing, he has the distinct feeling that each of them wants him alone so that they can complain about the other.

"I'm going alone," he clarifies, looking at each of them before reaching for his coat.

[bouchonne]

And Byerly answers with a shrug - carefully indifferent. "As you will," he says. "Don't get robbed, dear boy." And then he slips out, and closes the door behind him.

[keenly]

Colin doesn't get robbed, but he does take a long, brisk walk around Hightown. He spends more time than necessary at the market because he just does not want to face Alexandrie until she has calmed down. Also, that's what markets are for. He finds himself distracted by pretty things, by colorful things, by tasty things. He winds up coming home with a few jars of preserves--not because he needed them, but because all that talk of them brought on a craving.

When he returns, it's nearly dark. Hopefully Lexie has calmed down by now. He spots her and gives a cheerful wave.

[coquettish_trees]

With the end of a glass of wine dangling in one hand, and looking a bit paler than usual, Alexandrie does not wave cheerfully back.

"Which did you pick?" She asks quietly.

[keenly]

"Silverberry." A little shrug and a smile as he takes the jars out to set on a table. "Which is red, by the by, not silver. I also got apricot and lemon. They'd serve beautifully on palmiers. The silverberry'd be a bit too runny, but it could bake into a tart."

[coquettish_trees]

"You bake so well, mon cher," she replies. "Can that not be what you continue to do? Make little tarts? Heal the ill, the hurt? Surely that serves the Inquisition as well as anything else you might do for them."

[keenly]

And there it is. Colin resists the urge to grind his teeth or throw something. A moment of rage and frustration passes; he reminds himself that she is only worried and protective. How many years did he want someone like that in his life? He lets out a long, slow breath, takes one of her glasses, and comes to sit beside her. Wine is poured. He doesn't drink yet.

"It does serve the Inquisition," he sighs. "Just not in the way they need me to serve."

[coquettish_trees]

She lets him refill her glass with no comment, and looks into it.

"You do enough," she says, stubbornly holding to the idea, "We have fewer healers than are needed, surely she knows that." Who 'she' is is left ambiguous. It could be several. Alexandrie will let him choose between them.

[keenly]

"We also have fewer spies than are needed." Colin sips his wine, then sets it aside and wraps an arm around her shoulders. "And I'm pretty low-level, you know. Day-to-day work is still herbs and other herbs. But now and then, I'll be sent somewhere to disappear into a household and listen closely. I have definitely survived worse."

Assuming her worries are for his survival. He can't imagine what else she'd worry about.