sidony venaras. (
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faderift2019-02-19 09:13 pm
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( open ) | i'm fired up
WHO: Sidony & you!
WHAT: Catch-all/open for the month
WHEN: All the month
WHERE: Various - library, garden, infirmary!
NOTES: N/A currently
WHAT: Catch-all/open for the month
WHEN: All the month
WHERE: Various - library, garden, infirmary!
NOTES: N/A currently
I. LIBRARY
All the books that Sidony had brought with her from Nevarra would never be enough to sate her curious nature, not when there was so much more for her to learn.II. INFIRMARY
She doesn't spend much time with anything that spends a great deal of pages discussing magic or the nature of how magic might aid health - she avoids them completely, skimming them with a turned up nose, frustrated, trying to find something else. She longs for the libraries of the Mortalitasi, what she was able to see, what Ilias had been able to share with her once, the knowledge she had been so close to obtaining before she was casually dismissed.
It's hard not to be frustrated by that, though she does try. Most of the time.
When she has a handful of books in her hand, she makes herself comfortable with practically an entire table, spreading them out and turning here and there to look at specific pages. It's only then that she stops and unravels her own parchment, frowning as she looks at diagrams of the human body - different to what she's experienced personally, but that's to be expected. Not many people, even in modern day Thedas, might have the access to the dead that she does. Another thing she ought not to mention to anyone.
It's there that she can be found for many hours of the day, her candles constantly burning low as she turns pages, often ending up squinting in the half-dark with people milling around her.
This is where she spends most of her time, even if it might not be entirely obvious.III. WILDCARD
Sidony is always careful to clean up after herself. The little area she had been given when she had first arrived is enough for her, a small section of notebooks placed at one side, a series of vials and jars of poultices and herbs settled on the other end. It's always incredibly neat; as if she fears inspection at any time, as if she imagines that someone might come and demand something of her, demand that she do or appear better than she is, as if she is not good enough. Sometimes, things from childhood are difficult to shake.
More often than not she is making notes in a little planner, settled comfortably, leaning on her desk. Even here she is dressed very well - handsome, almost as if designed to make her beautiful amidst all the hassle and dirt the infirmary might itself bring. If someone comes in she's quick to put her quill down and glance over at them, to peer, a small, thin-lipped smile on her face for a stranger and something a touch softer for someone she knows.
A squeak as her chair is pushed back: you have her attention.
( Find Sidony in the Gallows (her rooms!) or the garden, or somewhere else! Feel free to message me for a personal starter )

finel.
Idle thoughts had never settled well with her, and so she keeps herself busy.
It's with a pile of books in hand that she walks along the sections of the library, barely paying attention as she goes. She reaches for one a little higher than her slight frame, a few inches from the top of her fingertips, and she frowns, leaning just a little more, pushing herself -
before she goes tumbling completely into someone else.
Gasping, she stares down at the man she has dropped an armful of books onto, hesitating for a moment before she leans down to begin to gather them. She is, certainly, more embarrassed than she is apologetic.
"I beg your pardon. I did not mean to shower you in dust."
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As it is, he's knocked to the floor with the suddenness of the avalanche, corners and weighty volumes bruising against his limbs. Dazed, he stays where he falls for a moment before trying to pick himself up with a pained groan, rubbing at his head as he looks up at her, a little in disbelief.
"Ah...it was a little more than dust..." But he manages a faint smile anyway. That's going to hurt later.
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At least she doesn't sneer at him. That, she imagines, might be better than some people are given.
"Are you injured?" She's not going to reach out and start touching him - wildly inappropriate - but at least she might be able to do something if he is hurt. It is her area of expertise, after all.
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"Perhaps only my pride, a little." A bit embarrassing to be knocked to the floor by a pile of books, after all.
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"Nothing too serious, then?" Something like a tight smile settles on her face. "I am sorry."
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Finel glances at the books she's re-piled that had been on top of him only moments before.
"May I ask what it is you've been studying?"
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He's a little kinder than that.
"Medicine. I've read all of my own books so many times that I decided I might investigate what Kirkwall has to offer."
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Regardless, he perks up at her response.
"Are you a healer?"
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Awkwardly, she shifts, skirts curling around her feet as she shakes her head.
"Not a healer, no. A surgeon. A physician."
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"If you don't mind me asking, what sort of skills do you have?"
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"I can set bones, repair bleeding, create non magical pastes that can aid against swelling and damage and I can treat an imbalance of the humours, as well as the needlework needed for any kind of surgery."
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"Would you mind terribly if I came to observe your work sometime?"
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"If you like. I cannot promise it will be the most novel of experiences."
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"I'm just interested in learning as much about different types of healing as I can. Magic isn't always the best solution for everything."
wysteria.
She might, however, do it to drag Sidony out by the ear. She can almost hear the hissing of her full name; Sidony Calogera Allegra Venaras, remove yourself from this place at once, think of your station -
A little lost in her thoughts, Sidony barely hears the sound of the door opening or someone coming inside until they're already halfway in, and before she turns she thinks, briefly, that it would be truly horrific if it was her mother coming to tug her back to Nevarra. A sharp turn and glance over her shoulder reveals a woman, instead, and that has her breathing a soft sigh of relief. One woman is far less trouble than Portia Venaras, certainly, and the smile on her face is something gentile, careful.
Walking around her desk, she tilts her head.
"Are you hurt?"
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She says all of it in seemingly one great breath as she steps down away from the doorway and sweeps to the nearest open table. There, Wysteria begins unloading the contents of the basket: mushrooms and gnarled bundles of roots and scrapes of lichen and dark colored moss.
"Not that I mind, really. Being left out of the tending, I mean. Winter gardening is rather dirty work. I've been contemplating stepping away from the task entirely to focus on other things in fact, but I find a few hours here and there spend in the fresh air does a person good. Don't you agree?"
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Sidony's nose immediately wrinkles and she pushes herself up, walking around the tables inside the infirmary to head towards the other woman. There's an urge to slap the basket onto the ground and throw something of a fit, but that would be wasteful as well as drawing attention, which she does not want. Instead, she reaches out and begins to look through the herbs that have been brought, fingers touching here and there.
"I work here. As a surgeon." Said with an air of casualness, but she stands a little taller, quite deliberately. "But it is always good to get more herbs for the infirmary. We need to make sure we are well stocked for potions and pastes, and given the way the Inquisition is going now..."
She hums, sighing.
"The fresh air cannot hurt."
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And she's off, chattering along at a clip as she takes bundles from the basket and lays them out in neat little piles. "Of course, in all fairness, I should say that there are women physicians in Kalvad, but they're a very particular breed of course. I've never had the interest in the practice myself, though I must say I admire types like yourself with the discipline. And after that ordeal and Ghislain! My, that would have frightened me off the prospect entirely. You're all very bright, determined sorts aren't you? I imagine you must have an iron stomach. --Have you any twine? I believe these should be tied into packets."
This last part must be in reference to the assortment of thing laid upon the table.
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Her eyes flick over the other woman carefully, drinking her in, before she hums quietly.
"I have to admit that Ghislain was something quite remarkable, but I managed to survive." Reaching to the side, she brings out a set of wound up rope, offering it out to Wysteria with a nod of her head. "Shall we work on it together, then?"
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She's already begun to pull apart the great clumps of moss, dividing them into more manageable sections and stacks to be bound in. --And then she pauses, laughing suddenly. "Oh, here I am chattering away without any manners whatsoever. You really must forgive me. I'm Miss Poppell. And you're--" Another pause here, followed by a spark of pleasure over recognition, followed by an immediate flicker of. Well, don't be rude Wysteria. She's hardly the first young lady with questionable taste in friends, now is she?
"You know Mister Rutyer, do you not? I believe I saw you in his company during Satinalia."
Those masks really don't fool anyone, do they?
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Why must everyone assume she is magically gifted? It knots her stomach and colours her with something sour, her hands flexing a little as she musters the will to quiet her own ire. At least the introductions are distracting enough for now.
"It is certainly a pleasure, Miss Poppell, I am sure. My name is Sidony Venaras, lately of Nevarra City." Her eyebrows raise and she looks over, frowning for a moment, sharp and intense, before she lifts her head and focusses on the plants again. She's hardly ashamed of her relationship with Byerly; he is something of a sentinel to her in this place, with all that has been happening in her mind.
"I would imagine that you did. He and I are dear friends to one another."
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Not that she cares at all, but surely no one deserves to be so miserable for long.
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No, there are other things that might destroy Byerly and she was privy to those, too.
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Wysteria passes another bundle to Sidony for tying. "But I suppose talking about such things is very dull to someone such as yourself who spends all day discussing wounds and health and so on."
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"Most seem quite recovered, at least those that have visited since." Sidony begins to twine, carefully, lifting a shoulder, her skirt flowing perfectly around her as she does. "But I do not mind. This is the path I have chosen, after all, and I see no reason to find it boring or dull. I enjoy my work, Miss Poppell."
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It is nice and it's a true enough thing to say, but Wysteria says it and finds herself-- well, she has only herself to blame. She finds the topic of Byerly Rutyer always puts her in something of a sour mood, and she should know better than to poke at her own bruises if it's going to result in her being sullen over every little thing. It's very cynical to feel any bitterness or jealousy whatsoever toward a young lady she hardly knows simply because she enjoys her career.
Ah well. Don't be a bore now, Wysteria.
"If you didn't study in a Circle, how did you come to your work? I've heard quite a lot of interesting things about Nevarran mages, but very little about their practice of science."
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Which is not a lie. Sidony spends hours reading and making notes, comparing what she leans with what is written in her books, developing her understanding of the world and not pausing to hesitate. What she learns in private - the bodies that are brought to her, that she can quite literally sink her fingers into - are for her eyes only, at least for now. Perhaps one day she will be able to write it all, but with the Chantry as it is...
She wrinkles her nose, biting back her sigh.
"I was tutored, quite extensively, while I was in Nevarra. Most eligible men do not want a dullard for a wife, my mother once said."
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(Uh Wysteria, try poor people for starters.)
"My mother said the same and I can't say that I would have had any education in surgery at all even if I had shown an interest. Is the practice of medicine so very robust in Nevarra that even young girls are taught it?"
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But that is hardly the point, and she focusses on her twined herbs.
"Not at all. I'm afraid I had to beg and bully my tutors to get me the books I wanted, as well as engage in some subterfuge to get what was necessary."
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No, she'd been riding around the countryside and sneaking out of lessons and being awful at playing the flute on purpose. A profession? Spirits, no. It would have never occurred to her. The fact that it eventually had must even now be considered a horrible failure in raising her according to her mother.
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It's not that Sidony had not been raised to imagine that was her future - she had discussed it enough publicly that she knew one day that particular chain would come for her - but she had never allowed it to stop her in the moment. The future is for her to live in a handful of years; this is her now.
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It wasn't all music lessons and embroidery, thank you very much.
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It's not as if she can lie about it. Her mother will find her, and then. Well.
anders.
If she is the best no one else will question her.
Still, she realises eventually that the candle has burned quite low and her eyes are tired, the kind which might demand cucumber and wine if she had the funds for it. Instead, she decides that tea might be a better option, slipping away from her desk for a moment to gather the kettle, the leaves, to brew a handful of cups. She is not the only one working late, after all, and it seems logical enough for her to make more than one cup if she is going through all the trouble.
It takes quite a lot of her patience to stop herself from tapping as she waits. Not everyone has the benefit of magic to warm their drinks, she thinks, as sour as ever about the nature of magical talent in Thedas.
Eventually, the tea is ready and she takes her own plus a second, slipping around her own area and up to Anders, placing the cup in front of him and nudging his shoulder. It's the kind of friendly camaraderie she would never have imagined possible for herself when she had first arrived, but it seems that time is wearing her down. She's yet to decide if that is unfortunate or not.
"Drink."
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"I can hardly disobey an order like that." Anders takes the tea in hand and sets down his pen, leaning back in the chair. Further notes can wait. He has company. "What brings you over to this part of the Clinic? There's nothing all that exciting going on tonight, unless you count Isaac the Cat getting tangled while stealing my scarf again."
Said hairless cat is currently snoring on a cot, covered by said scarf in a way that suggests it might have actually been given to him.
"Have a seat?" He nods his chin toward a stool before sipping his tea. It's nice. Warm, which is the most important thing when it's cold out, but also flavorful.
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"You're learning fast." She's not the kind of person to be disobeyed, after all. There's something quite soft about this, she thinks, almost comfortably domestic, and she realises quite sharply that she has a place here. She belongs with these people, with the other healers, and it leaves a rather nice warmth in her stomach. She's never really belonged before.
Drawing the stool closer, she sits, smoothing out the dress under her before settling with her mug on her lap.
"I thought it was time that I had a break. If I needed a break then you could certainly use one as well." She's fond of Anders, she thinks; he works as hard as she does and he has been nothing but kind to her. "You'll wear yourself thin otherwise."
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"It was easier to take breaks when I'd someone around who would be bothered if I missed them, I'll admit it." Anders takes a breath and regathers himself, puts himself back in the moment. Her company is nice. It's good to know a non-mage who works with medicine from an actual learning perspective rather than a 'cut them here and see what happens' angle. They bleed and get weak. That's what happens.
"Thank you. The notes... there's a spot where any number of words won't help, it's down to a matter of testing and figuring something out and that's not going to happen any time soon, unfortunately. Has there been anything interesting on your desk today, or is it all the mundane, regular complaints?"
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If Anders is the healer that he seems to be - he had done something good for her ribs, even if she was unwilling to admit it or accept it initially - then he likely needs to have some kind of rest, some kind of break to make sure his mind does not end up exhausted. It wouldn't be a benefit for the Inquisition to lose a healer, magical or otherwise, and she settles, tilting her head as she watches him.
"Oh, the same, I think. Someone has requested a kind of surgery, but there has been nothing interesting, particularly. I'm not suggesting that the Inquisition goes to war again but I would like to do something a touch more interesting if I can."
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"How do you feel about sewers?" There's a little amusement in his eyes and voice, though he's rather serious about the question. "Somewhere messy, and smelly, and with bugs, but all sorts of interesting ailments and injuries. It's not somewhere a lady would be... expected. Or a gentleman, for that matter. Nobility tend to look the other way."
Darktown always holds a challenge. A gang fight, giant spiders spilling out of a long-forgotten tunnel, a cave-in, new illnesses, there really wasn't such a thing as a dull day down there, unfortunately.
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"I don't care about being in the sewers at all. I work with bodies - bugs are nothing when you are trying to stitch up organs and flesh regularly." A lift of her shoulder, a smile on her face. "I haven't been a proper lady since I first stepped into this city. If it wasn't for my sparse wardrobe people wouldn't know at all."
Which is, of course, completely ridiculous, because Sidony carries herself as only a noble lady might.
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"I go to Darktown most weekdays, after my infirmary shifts. And a meal." When he remembers. Nate's departure had made meals a lot easier to forget. "Would you like to come along with me one of these days? I've a Clinic and school down there, a lot of patients, a few students, and never quite enough medical help. But I should warn you that bugs doesn't simply mean the small ones you can step on. Nearly man-sized ones are not common, but I do see them at least once a month or so. It's the tunnels. The gangs and Coterie and Cartel can't keep them all clear, and no one knows where some of them go."
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"I would enjoy that, I think. I have never been to Darktown - only Lowtown, for supplies." Which, of course, is obviously not something she has considered dangerous at all. Nose wrinkling, she breathes out for a moment before she sits up a little taller, trying to appear strong. "I haven't had any formal weapons training, nor do I have magic, but I have a dagger."
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"I won't make you come down alone, or go back up alone. I'll walk along with you, and send someone with you on days I can't. I'm not asking you to be ready to fight for your life. Especially when you've friends."
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"That is kind of you. I appreciate the offer, truly, and I am sure it will be a marvellous addition to my training."
ii.
"Can you do something about this?" he asks, and turns his lifted chin into a head tilt so he can show her the side of his face. The scar he acquired at Ghislain has shrunk considerably, over the last few months. It's only a thin line, now, and smooth enough, but it's pale against the rest of his skin, and also, he hates it. A lot.
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Finally he speaks and she lifts her head, watching, chin resting on her fingers as she turns in her chair.
"That?" Reaching up, no hesitation in her movements, she uses her free hand to trace the line of the scar. It's not too terrible a thing - she has seen worse - but vanity is certainly something common to their shared blood. Her thumb presses gently and she offers him a small smile. "I think I can do something. Will you sit?"