open
WHO: Matthias, Nikos, Salvio (tbd if Doki, Val, and Darras will get open stuff. how did I get all of these characters) + YOU
WHAT: just open stuff, man
WHEN: NOW
WHERE: various
NOTES: tiny bit of self-harm but it's so small and it gets fixed so fast
WHAT: just open stuff, man
WHEN: NOW
WHERE: various
NOTES: tiny bit of self-harm but it's so small and it gets fixed so fast

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Easy, I just didn’t realize. What do you usually do around here? Surely not, uh, just paperwork?
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Yeah, well. [Fine.] Forces isn't paperwork. Just this bit is, the assistant bit. I do loads of other things, missions and all. We're what it sounds like. The force bit of Riftwatch.
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[He squats down to pick one up.]
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These aren't that. Paperwork for Forces, I mean. They're--mine. I'm working on something. It's not important.
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You are up to something!
[Edgard, laughing, folds his arms over his chest, satisfied, and waits for Matthias to explain further.]
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[--Defensively, but, ugggh. He's clearly settling in, there's no getting around this. Matthias puts the page back on his desk.]
It's mage stuff. So it wouldn't mean much to you, as you're not a mage. Just--lessons and things that I want to learn from the enchanter that's teaching me, and it's not anything big, all right, so you haven't got to crow over it or tell anyone.
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Alright, keep your shirt on. Even if I wanted to tell, which I don't, [Edgard's no snitch] I've got nobody to tell. But, you're right, I don't know anything about mage stuff.
[Teasing] Probably shouldn't be giving one such a hard time, but I never had much sense.
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[Explode, after the abomination, is a word with some weight to it. Matthias feels it. That weight is also why he uses it. He pushes at the crumpled page until it is tucked up against a ledger book, left there after his actual work day.]
And it's not that special. I mean, it is, 'course, but it's like anyone learning anything. I just don't want anyone thinking I'm skivving off my actual work to do it. I can manage both.
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[Edgard laughs, he has no inclination to stop giving this kid a hard time anytime soon. He waves a hand to say nevermind.]
I'm not here to judge, secret or no, special or no. You seem very responsible, just a little messy. But, [shrugging] I like messy.
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I'm not that messy.
[--a little stupid.]
I'm just working on it and it's not easy, coming up with--y'know, this sort of a list. Haven't you ever worked at something before?
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[And failed at most of them.]
Usually trying not to care too much is a good place to start.
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Right, only I do care about this, so it wouldn't do me much good to try not to care.
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I don't mean don't care at all, I just mean--sometimes when you try too hard, then its kind of like not trying.
[He's not expressing it well, but Edgard actually has a lot of experience with this concept.]
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[--With flat teenage affectation. Matthias looks down at the pages on his desk again and curls up one corner with his thumb.]
So, you're a mental. Got it.
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You know what? Maybe I am.
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Reckon you'll fit in all right here, then.