faderift | open | with the sound of my heart

Some shade of a smile curls Athessa's lips and she looks to the fire again.

"I found a traveling show outside Afsaana, a little port town where the air is thick with spices. It's warm and dry in Rivain, so the spices get picked up by the breeze and they just kinda... wash over you.

"I joined the traveling show as a dancer."

Oh, there's an unexpectedly sunny turn. Vanadi blinks, heartened by that as much as pleased by the information.

"You're a dancer?" he asks, sounding pleasantly surprised. "You must teach me a few dances, it's endlessly irritating not to know any of them around here."

Well, he does know at least one, the boring anyone-can-do-it party kind. That's not the sort he means.

A little belatedly, he adds, "You know, when everyone is once again all in one piece."

She chuckles.

"When I don't need to wear a sling, at least. But I can show you a few things."

Though he might not have the flexibility for the kind of dancing she did. Pausing in her life story, she looks over her shoulder at the hand that's been heating the water, and she gestures for it to hold with her good hand.

"Does this kind of spell take the same toll on you as the shadow magic?"

He'll take learning a few things. He'll take anything, as he discovers in himself a nostalgia for dancing he hadn't realized he had. Huh.

Her question brings him back, and he flicks a few drops of water off the hand in question before dropping it into hers, to thread their fingers. Shadow magic is a new term to him, but he has to admit it fits.

"Hardly," he says, with a shrug of the opposite shoulder. "This is a parlor trick at best."

He becomes a shadow, what else could it possibly be called? But it's a relief to hear, in any case. He already had to deal with the buckets of water, she doesn't want him using up his soul for her.

"Good," she says, running her thumb over his knuckles.

He watches their fingers for a few seconds, thinking — thinking how strange, that he can live through the events of the other day, and listen to the unavoidably distressing stories Athessa has to tell, and still be happy just to be here with her. It might be a bit pathetic and needy, but he supposes he will have to live with that.

He captures her fingers in his for a moment, the better to bring both hands high and brush a kiss against the back of her palm.

"And so?" he prompts. "How long did you dance? What sights did you see during the traveling?"

"Oh, I danced for about five years, I think," she continues, having gotten lost in thought about the same moment he did. Thinking about how she spent almost as long in Rivain as she did with her clan, about how few people she truly got to know in that time, about what Vanadi once said about not having anyone he could trust.

"We mostly stuck to the northern parts of Rivain, toward the western border with Antiva, but it's beautiful there. In Afsaana and Ayesleigh there are amazing views of Rialto Bay and the ships making port. It's a popular subject for artists to paint for good reason. And most of the beaches there are sandy, not rocky like we have here. But on the northern coast there are some pretty spectacular cliffs, too.

"When I stopped dancing, it was to join a small group of mercenaries in Kont-aar."

He closes his eyes, the better to try and visualize the sights of this world. He'd done a fair amount of travel in the last (though not all of it was voluntary, or scenic), and while he can't even imagine picking up to do the same here anytime soon ... the idea does lodge itself onto his eventual-to-do list.

His answer is a murmur, relaxed: "Is that where you learned to fight? Or had you begun to pick it up sooner?"

"I'd been picking up a few things from a the others in the troupe, mostly stage choreography, but all you need is a slight adjustment from that to make it real. I also learned a few tricks from people I'd take to bed with me."

Athessa closes her eyes as well, managing with enough focus to keep unpleasantness at bay. She conjures instead:

"There was a fighter, Mastani, who taught me a lot of the leg-holds I use now. The last one she taught me involved wrapping my legs around her neck."

So ya know. Her life was going alright.

He makes a low, impressed noise at the thought of it. "Well, no wonder you've legs like you do," he says, and drops a hand through the water to give one of said thighs a fond pat. A second later he realizes he's dropped the wrong hand, the one attached to a bandaged arm. The bandages are quite thoroughly soaked.

"Oh. Shit." He sighs at himself and returns the arm, a little uselessly, to its drape along the edge.

Athessa tsks at him, shaking her head. "I told ya."

Luckily she has clean bandages and healing salve in her room; she can dress it for him.

Somewhat along those lines, she sits upright to reach with her left arm for the soap. They have to actually wash sometime.

"You did," he says dutifully, "And I'll never doubt you again."

He sits up a few beats after Athessa, and requests the soap with an open palm out expectantly. Since he is, apparently, back to the use of two arms again, with one of them pointless to try and keep out of the water anymore, and two arms do beat one.

It's true that two arms beat one in this odd version of rock paper scissors called one arm, two arms, legs. So Athessa relinquishes the soap into his hand and pulls her hair off of her back and over one shoulder, baring her spine.

"Have you always slept better alone?"

He sets to work methodically, sudsy hands gliding over her skin, and pauses only briefly for her question. That's hardly fair, is it? How can she go noticing things that happen while she's sleeping?

"No," he says regardless. And then, "Do I ... keep you up?"

She shakes her head, no. It was partially a guess, now confirmed, but also a bit of her training paying off.

"You sound different when you've been sleeping," she explains. She's heard the husky quality of his voice when she called him and woke him up, and he rarely (if ever) sounds like that when she wakes alongside him.

It's a small relief, at least. It leaves him with a wry smile, begrudgingly appreciative of the detective work.

"I've never needed much sleep," he says, by way of explanation, which probably isn't much of one. But then, after a thought, "I hope that isn't untoward. I don't believe anyone ever wrote an etiquette handbook on staying up alongside a sleeping lover."

"I wouldn't know," she shrugs slightly, only the left shoulder this time, to spare the right. "I get around but the only people I've actually slept with can be counted on one hand."

Ciara, Derrica, Loxley, and him.

"I just don't want you to lose sleep because of me."

"It would be well worth it, if I did," he says, and sluices water over one of her shoulders to clear it for a light kiss. And he does, really, but it's never been an issue. It's a simple matter to catch up later. A little more helpfully, he adds, "And, you know, they say naps are good for one's constitution."

It's not a particularly heartening answer, complimentary as it may be. It makes her feel selfish, even if he doesn't think of it that way.

A soft breath, huffed out through her nose.

"I haven't heard that about naps. Maybe I should take more of them."

"There is a slim chance I've made that up," he muses thoughtfully. "Perhaps a line I tried on my parents after some accusation of laziness, one day."

He winces a little after he says it. Not the topic of parents and family in general, it would be silly to think that was off limits, but ... to flaunt his casual disregard for them. It seems tasteless.

He moves along quickly. "Actually, some elves of my world don't sleep at all. We can get by with merely a few hours spent in a trance, if need be."

"A trance?"

Athessa turns slightly to look at Vanadi over her shoulder, curiosity piqued. Not least of all because of the stories she's heard of uthenera, the trance-like state elves used to go into when they were immortal.

"Just what it sounds like — a sort of meditation, I suppose," he offers with a shrug. It's an unremarkable subject to him, without much need of explanation. Thoughtfully, he adds, "I don't think I can do that anymore."

Just another of the strange, generally small changes he's seen in himself.

He certainly takes a lot of things in stride, doesn't he? She appreciates that about him.

But perhaps uthenera wouldn't interest him, as similar as the concepts seem on the surface. He likely wouldn't want to venture into the Fade, find the gods, and come back enlightened. Knowing what she does, he might find that endeavor rather unpleasant.

"I wish I'd been clever enough to use the line about naps with my parents," she says instead, backtracking a step. Just in case. "Maybe shirking my duties would've gone better for me."

Ah, back to this again. Perhaps he'd read it wrong, but the guilt of squandered parents remains regardless.

"If it's any consolation," he says, "I don't believe they took it well. Here, turn around, I'd say this back is very well washed."

"Well," she starts, though the word is somewhat absorbed into a sound of effort as she uses one hand on the edge of the tub to leverage herself around to face him. "Mine took it pretty well, but I think they would've appreciated the wit. As it was, my father played a nasty trick on me and got a stern talking to from...everyone in the clan, just about."

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