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sulahnan ([personal profile] sulahnan) wrote in [community profile] faderift2020-11-06 10:47 pm

open | with the sound of my heart

WHO: Athessa, Madi, Lucien, Skull, and YOU!!
WHAT: catch-all
WHEN: mostly Satinalia and later
WHERE: Kirkwall and The Gallows
NOTES: post-murderhaus h/c is gonna go here






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[personal profile] cozen 2020-11-23 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
“I am if you are.” And with careful enunciation for someone who’s apparently picking up the language: “C'est bon pour mon cul.”
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[personal profile] cozen 2020-11-24 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
"That is good advice," Bastien says, and she might hear it twice: once from the crystal, and again from the corridor leading to the dining hall, sound growing louder and more distinct as he comes closer. "But do you think it is possible for a butt to be too good? You would warn me, wouldn't you—"

And there she is. He lowers the crystal and doesn't do anything to disguise that he's checking her over while he crosses the room, cheerful banter aside.

"—if it started to draw too much attention to itself?"
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[personal profile] cozen 2020-11-26 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh, that would be horrible. Thank you," Bastien says. He touches his heart, miming relief, while he comes closer. Then he touches the loose sling hanging around her neck instead, giving it a little tug that's half chiding, half curious.
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[personal profile] cozen 2020-11-26 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
A hum, accompanied by a satisfied little chin movement when her arm is back where it's supposed to be. Then he says, "Byerly is worried about you. He didn't say why. He just said I should talk to you."
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[personal profile] cozen 2020-11-27 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
"He is," Bastien agrees, bumping her shoulder a little while they start walking. Aerie it is. "And obviously I am a hard-hearted bastard who could care less if something is wrong."
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[personal profile] cozen 2020-12-07 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
"To be fair, that is a lot of shite," he says, because he likes the way she says that. Better than the Orlesian sheet he's prone to. "A lot to ask anyone to deal with. The other day, you know, I spilled some ink on a letter I was writing, and I was ready to quit right then. What is even the point of anything. We are all going to die."

Not that he said that. Or even thought it. He did, however, genuinely take a moment to stare at the page and feel defeated, so it's not a lie.
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[personal profile] cozen 2020-12-08 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
Bastien lifts his chin and looks at the stone ceiling overhead, doing a review. He's never been more injured than scrapes and blisters, in the course of his work for Riftwatch, and never more captured (recently, anyway) than that time he and Darras had trouble talking their way out of the Orlesian Navy, but he was there when Sidony and Sonia were in danger or fresh out of it. He can extrapolate.

"I think he might, uh," Bastien says, dropping his voice as if it's a hush-hush secret, "care about you. Did you tell him didn't want to talk about Churneau, too? Or—"

A pause, at the foot of the stairs.

"Will it jostle your arm too much if you ride on my back?"
Edited 2020-12-08 05:44 (UTC)
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[personal profile] cozen 2020-12-09 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
Decisively: "Ouais."

He drops onto one knee on the lowest step for her to hop aboard.

While she's doing that—hopefully, it'd suck if he dropped her before they even started—he says, "He might feel helpless, you know? When people he cares about are hurt, and he didn't stop it and he can't fix it. It's not my favorite, either."
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[personal profile] cozen 2020-12-12 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
If she weren't injured he might pretend to struggle or trip or threaten to tip backwards—always a good time. But she is, so he when he stands up and starts up the stairs with her it's damn near graceful.

Slow, too. Two steps at a time, as advised, at an unhurried and even pace that won't kill his breathing.

"He might be mad," he says, "but I am sure it isn't at you. Just... the world, for being the way it is. Maybe himself, for not stopping everyone he cares for from ever being hurt. Did you wind up telling him what happened?"
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[personal profile] cozen 2020-12-13 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"That is fair," Bastien says.

At the first landing, he stops, but he also holds up a one moment finger. He's not putting her down. Just pausing. A few breaths.

"But I think it is also fair to be worried, when something bad has happened someone you care about, and for 'wait for the report' to not make you feel much better."
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[personal profile] cozen 2020-12-15 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
It's subtle. The mildest form of the sort of muscle-clench around the lungs that might accompany jumping into cold water, or trying to control breathing after a hard run, or preparing to take a hit in the gut. Most of it is in his stomach, but some of it is in his back.

Then he relaxes. Willpower and habit.

"Ouais, that does not sound like the sort of thing he would take well." Lightly. Bastien takes everything well, see. "Is he handled? The madman?"

He starts up the next flight.
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[personal profile] cozen 2020-12-15 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
“Good,” Bastien says, with more relief than vengefulness.

He’s not still a danger. Athessa still has all her major pieces. If anyone else had died he would have already heard about it right now. It’s very possible he would have pressed for the full story anyway, if she hadn’t just told him how little she wanted to talk about it, but since she has—he nods, and gives her knee a friendly one-two squeeze where he’s holding it to help keep her on his back.

“Do you think there was anything you could have done to stop it?”