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[acreage]

WHO: Holden, you!
WHAT: A catch-all for the month(?)
WHEN: After Satinalia and onwards
WHERE: Kirkwall, Gallows
NOTES: There'll be post-murderhaus stuff in here, so there may be references to some of the horror movie occurrences!

Starters will be in the comments! I'm sorry, I'll write a real log one day.

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[acreage]

He accepts the mug and sighs, holds out long enough to at least enjoy the smell the coffee before answering. He hadn't, as a point of fact, been looking forward to this.

"The mission went fine," he clarifies wearily, before actually explaining with, "but the place where we stayed stopped to sleep was run by a psychopath."

There's a note to his voice, something like: what are the odds? or Apparently that's a danger here, or maybe just I fucking miss space.

[innerharbor]

The note, the implication, the human interaction that goes between raw facts and clenched muscle and the urge to kill, that's all left out of Amos' analysis. Amos isn't amiable today. He's just Amos.

"He dead?"

[acreage]

"He's dead. It's over."

Important that he's able to grant that reassurance, both for Amos's peace of mind and all of theirs. This is no Cortázar, gone who knows where and doing who knows what.

(Oh, Dawes says it's all in hand. Because Dawes is, of course, someone they all trust.)

He holds the mug two-handed, otherwise untouched, and keeps his attention on Amos.

"Everyone got out alive. And I'm okay."

There's the except, of course. Everyone got out alive except Gawen Pickney and his bride, those other Dalish elves, and who knows who else. That's guilt, but not a burden Amos needs to carry.

[innerharbor]

Something untangles in Amos' chest. His posture shifts. Less obvious displeasure. A breath. He finds a place to sit, and sits. He even lets himself lean back, resting his feet on the edge of Holden's cot.

"This shit happen a lot?"

[acreage]

Amos relaxes, and Holden offers a brief smile in response. And then, at last, drinks that promised coffee. It's a little lukewarm but strong, thank God.

"Considering everyone seemed as surprised as I was," he says dryly. Though he remembers something, and then goes on, "But I remember hearing something about ice cave demons. Didn't get the full story at the time."

They were a little BUSY.

[innerharbor]

Amos feels two thoughts bubble to the surface of his mind. He voices one.

"This place is worse than I thought."

The other is the desire that he'd brought to cups of coffee. But- no, there's a third.

"Next time, I'm going with."

[acreage]

"We both underestimated the danger here."

Everything's changed, different from what they know, but how much of an excuse is that? That's been their lives since the Cant.

He looks over at Amos and, after a beat, nods.

"We'll go together next time." A sip and, "I wouldn't have minded having you around as backup when we were dealing with that asshole." And only then. He'd never wish the experiences beforehand on an enemy, let alone a friend. "He was old as shit, if you can believe it, but fucking spry."

Incredibly embarrassing actually to get fucked up by a wrinkled dude who could've blown away in the wind.

[innerharbor]

Amos shrugs. "There's fucking magic here. Dunno how people trust anything. Anybody can just break the rules. Like Ilus."

But also, yes, fuck old people, and that one specifically.

[acreage]

"It's their normal," he says, face scrunching up as if to say what he thinks of that. "We're the ones who are going to have to adapt."

That is, maybe, an admission.

[innerharbor]

Not touching that. That is an ugly shape that only Naomi is qualified to suture and mend. He just nods and goes along with it.

"Y'know," Amos says, "before the war, they used to keep mages cooped up? I figure it'd 'cause of the magic stuff. That's how they adapted."

Okay, not touching, maybe poking with a stick.

[acreage]

His eyebrows pull together, shoulders tensing into a sharper line. He knows, he knows that he can't just throw himself at every battle in the universe. That he isn't qualified, that it's arrogant, that it's stupid, that it's futile, and that it's only likely to end in his own death, and probably others' too.

He doesn't have to like it, though.

"We have to do good," he echoes slowly, "where we can, and when we can." Naomi's absence feels like more of a bleeding wound than any physical cut, but maybe this is the only way to deal with it. "That's not going to be everywhere. Fine. It wasn't back home, either. But it will be somewhere, sometimes. Riftwatch might be our best bet to do that while we're here. It's the only real bet I know about, anyway."

He looks at Amos as he says it, steady, but soft. It's a question, not an order; it's trust. Amos's opinion is valuable, and he wouldn't let Holden lead them off a cliff.

[innerharbor]

Amos considers it, like tasting brandy that's too expensive for him to ever drink. This isn't his thing to decide, really. The only think he can decide is if Holden's decision is worth following.

He thinks of Sawbones' wide, sad eyes.

"Yeah," he says, "this place is a real pain in the ass."

[acreage]

He sighs, leans back against the pillows and takes another drink of coffee.

"We'll figure it out."

[innerharbor]

"We gotta," Amos agrees. "What the hell happened to you, anyway?"

[acreage]

He does not...put down...his mug.

[innerharbor]

Amos doesn't blink, but he does slowly begin to lean forward.

[acreage]

This coffee is not too warm anymore, so it's pretty easy to keep...drinking...for a long moment here.

[innerharbor]

He's smiling very... gregariously.

[acreage]

God, okay, fine.

"You ever hear of an iron maiden?"

[innerharbor]

"Nope," still smiling, "use small words."

[acreage]

"Yeah," he sighs, because he expected that. "Big coffin full of knives. Including, in this case, one particularly big knife."

[innerharbor]

Amos is silent for a long time, staring at Holden's midsection. "So," he says quietly, "if I hold you up to the light, can I see through you?"

[acreage]

"How about we don't try finding out."

He is finishing his stupid coffee!!

[innerharbor]

Amos shrugs; he'll take that under advisement.

"How'd you get out?"

[acreage]

The absoluTE disrespect. He drains the mug, lowers it to his lap and taps his fingers along the side.

"I had help. Have you met Richard Dickerson? We were in the same room; he was cuffed to a table. I don't know what that crazy motherfucker planned to do when he got back, but we didn't have to find out."

He has more of an idea than he'd like to, just considering that Dalish elf who'd also been — actually no, he goes still briefly. Not finishing that thought, nor revisiting that memory.