WHO: Athessa, Madi, and YOU WHAT: post-Dream catch-all WHEN: after part 2 of dream time WHERE: The Gallows/Kirkwall NOTES: tags will be slow, brain still bad
Mado opens his mouth to speak, then closes it with a thoughtful frown.
"Perhaps I'd better not say," he muses, "they may have secrets of their own that they'd prefer not be blabbed about." He shrugs helplessly at Athessa, his smile returning. "One never knows."
"Yeah if there's one thing Riftwatch has an abundance of it's secret-havers." Bloody typical, innit. "Are you...worried about them telling someone? Or worried that they know or...?"
Mado's smile is soft, and he sighs out at the skyline.
"I don't know," he admits, "I don't know what I'm worried about." Kick-kick go his heels on the stone below. "I suppose that when you have lived your life one way for so long, you want to hope that, when it changes, it might be on your own terms."
"That's fair," she says, also kicking her feet loosely. After a moment of mulling it over, she shrugs a shoulder.
"I think you still have a chance for that, actually. I mean, unless someone made an announcement I'm not aware of, whoever it is that saw you change in the dream hasn't told anyone. Or at least nobody who'd say as much. So if you wanted to make sure it was on your terms, even if your hand's been forced, I think you can.
"And if nothing else, I think here's probably the safest place for that secret to get out."
"Colin won't tell anyone," she says automatically, completely certain of that. She would of course love to ask how Edgard knows, when until today she thought it was just herself and Yseult who were privy to his abilities, but he's back on the dream and she decides not to press.
"Do you think you might be able to do that for real? Jenny-Lou can—could do that, and it was really helpful when we were all stuck in the Donnarks."
"I could try," he muses, and taps his finger against his lips in thought.
"I haven't thought to do it yet. I don't even remember when I started being a dog! It just sort of happened one day, I thought about it and then I could do it."
"Your mental image is generous in its majesty. I think it's more likely I will have feathers and a beak and a bare human bum as I fall from a great height to my death."
"Maybe you should try to turn into a bird while standing so you don't fall from any height? Because if that's the scenario, the bare human bum thing would be pretty hilarious."
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"Perhaps I'd better not say," he muses, "they may have secrets of their own that they'd prefer not be blabbed about." He shrugs helplessly at Athessa, his smile returning.
"One never knows."
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"Yeah if there's one thing Riftwatch has an abundance of it's secret-havers." Bloody typical, innit. "Are you...worried about them telling someone? Or worried that they know or...?"
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"I don't know," he admits, "I don't know what I'm worried about." Kick-kick go his heels on the stone below.
"I suppose that when you have lived your life one way for so long, you want to hope that, when it changes, it might be on your own terms."
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"I think you still have a chance for that, actually. I mean, unless someone made an announcement I'm not aware of, whoever it is that saw you change in the dream hasn't told anyone. Or at least nobody who'd say as much. So if you wanted to make sure it was on your terms, even if your hand's been forced, I think you can.
"And if nothing else, I think here's probably the safest place for that secret to get out."
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"It may have only been Colin," he admits, thinking back, "...and Edgard, but he already knew." Don't ask.
A little smile flickers back onto his face.
"I also dreamt I could be a bird."
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"Do you think you might be able to do that for real? Jenny-Lou can—could do that, and it was really helpful when we were all stuck in the Donnarks."
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"I could try," he muses, and taps his finger against his lips in thought.
"I haven't thought to do it yet. I don't even remember when I started being a dog! It just sort of happened one day, I thought about it and then I could do it."
A goal for the future, perhaps.
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"If you do try, I wanna be there for it. In case it works."
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"More likely it won't," he admits, "is that what you really want to see?"
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He gestures vaguely with his hands, moving them as if weighing something invisible.
"Some parts change and others don't. It can be a mess."
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"So you mean...you might end up with wings instead of arms but otherwise look normal?"
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