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WHO: Petrana + ?
WHAT: Nuggalope training.
WHEN: Current-ish.
WHERE: The Gallows.
NOTES: No content warnings currently applicable. You are not hallucinating, this post does look familiar; it was originally posted end of last year, but mod plot took precedent so I have deleted the untagged original post and am recycling it for reasons.
WHAT: Nuggalope training.
WHEN: Current-ish.
WHERE: The Gallows.
NOTES: No content warnings currently applicable. You are not hallucinating, this post does look familiar; it was originally posted end of last year, but mod plot took precedent so I have deleted the untagged original post and am recycling it for reasons.
It is rare, for much of the Gallows, to see Mme de Cedoux out of her office. Rarer still to see her out of her office and not presently engaged in being on the way to an office, possibly hers. Their respective obligations mean that more often than not, it is Enchanter Rowntree who takes Vysvolod for his constitutionals; her outings tend to be more Hightown-oriented than not. If she does take her nuggalope—yes he is named the Black Divine, no she doesn't see anything at all wrong with it—out for his constitutionals, it is typically somewhat further afield than merely nearby the stables and the docks.
And yet.
The physical exercise has done her a world of good, much as it has taught the Black Divine skills that she hopes will never be necessary and knows the sense in hoping; she is sufficiently confident, after some months, in both her own ability (less rusty than it had been) and his (unlikely to cause a catastrophe in front of an audience). So there is no need to take him as far as she's accustomed to doing for the sake of keeping both their hands in, and anyone nearby the dockside stables can,
if they so desire,
be treated to the unusual sight of Mme de Cedoux, in full skirts and corset but sans her sensible shoes, standing at her full five foot height atop the back of a saddled nuggalope, instructing him apparently by subtle shifts of her weight, and
there is a flurry of skirts. A running leap—and nothing beneath her bare feet but the opportunity that decent people will ignore to get a glimpse of knees and ankles until she lands hard and upright on her mount, beneath her at precisely the right moment, and precisely the right angle.
“Very good.”

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With amusement,
"Is this what you do in your free time?"
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She gestures, loosely— “In a pinch, one might make do with an untrained animal, but in the event it is necessary, again, then we can both only benefit from his having the experience.”
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"Well, I know what you'll be doing if cryptography doesn't work out for you."
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“Fleeing assassins?” she hazards, certain that can't be what he means.
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Clarifies, "Nuggalope tricks. You could put on a real show if you wanted to."
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But it can come as no great surprise to anyone who knows her even a little that her mind would not, naturally, run along lines leading toward the circus.
“I suppose I could, at that,” she concedes, patting the Black Divine on his neck, affectionate. She says a short word that sounds almost like Orlesian, and he obliges her by rearing up onto his back legs and holding in place, the angle of the saddle and Petrana's confident seat the only things keeping her from spilling off the back immediately; Jim is treated, briefly, to a perfect view of the nuggalope's enormous hand-feet flexing in the air.
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But that doesn't mean he can't appreciate the skill she's demonstrating, whether or not she's ever thought about the circus.
"I'm not kidding," he says, offers a brief round of applause. "What you're doing is impressive." But she's not, he thinks, one to linger on compliments, so — "Is he yours?"
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Yes, like in Tevinter.
Yes, she thinks she's hilarious, although she delivers it as if it's a perfectly reasonable thing to have named a war nug.
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He crosses his arms loosely, eyes bright with humor. It's possible, of course, that she got her nuggalope from an Orlesian with a very particular sense of humor. But even if she did, she's the one who chose to keep the name.
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"We can hope the other Black Divine's as even-tempered as yours."
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Imagine. Probably not going to happen under absolutely any circumstances.
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He says it with a wave at her Black Divine. Like, she already has a great track record, clearly. Barring that, he knows from experience how well her Stern Tone can put the fear of God into people, so there's a two-pronged strategy here.
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He has his hands full--a big heavy ledger book, a satchel that mostly contains pencils--and while he might juggle these things so he could cover his eyes, he won't. That would be stupid. He also won't stop and stare. But is it strange to say nothing? Probably. He doesn't want to look like a weirdie, certainly not in front of Madam (Madame? Lady?) de Cedoux, so--
"I've never seen a nuggalope," is the thing Matthias comes up with to say, and immediately feels an idiot. "Er, so-- Yeah. Well done, as well."
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“Have you not! You must come and meet him properly, then,” lowering herself from her feet to seat, encouraging the beast with a nudge of her knee to change directions to intercept.
Placidly.
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He looks around and finds a nearby barrel, and ditches the ledger book and satchel there. Presumably he'll need to give the nuggalope a hand to smell or something. That's what you do with animals, right?
"You're even good at riding." Because she is, thoughtlessly graceful. "I'd as like fall off as not."
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It's not even as if he were just already named that when she got him; she chose to call this beast the Black Divine.
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"Wouldn't know," he confesses. "I've only spent more time around horses 'cause they're common. Riftwatch is the most riding I've ever done. And I'm not as like to be doing any tricks, even if they are only practice."
He pulls himself up a bit to stand taller in the presence of the Black Divine. Which, even thinking of that, is funny. A grin pulls at the corner of his mouth.
"Can I ask--well, what's with the name, m'lady?"
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However unintentionally.
“We were discussing the name of my hound — Vysvolod. It is an old name from an old tongue, where I was raised; it means lord of all he surveys. Mssr Rowntree suggested that this, perhaps, accounted for his demeanor; he proposed that had he named his horse the Black Divine, he might have had more difficulty bending the beast to his needs.”
Her grin is conspiratorial. “But you see that I have had no such problem.”
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"Not a single one, no." Firm agreement. "You look born to it. I reckon it's as you said--you were, sort of. Still, it's madly impressive."
Carefully, Matthias extends a hand toward the Black Divine, to coax the nuggalope nearer and give it its chance at having a smell, if it wants. His limited understanding of what animals care about places a great deal of emphasis on smell.
"I didn't know you knew Enchanter Rowantree," he says, as casually as he can. The title has twice the appropriate amount of reverence to it, probably; that can't be helped. "He's brilliant, I think."
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His horns gleam in the sunlight. She probably polishes them.
“Mssr Rowntree lives with myself and Enchanter Julius,” she says, by way of explanation. “We became acquainted when he first arrived in the Gallows — there is a great deal in him to admire.”
He is brilliant.
After a moment, “I don't term him monsieur to lessen him in any fashion — Enchanter Julius prefers to remain as he has, but Mssr Rowntree expressed a preference otherwise when I inquired. I am sure he would not think it inappropriate, of course, that many still call him by the Circle title.” But perhaps they don't need to always think of themselves in the context of Circles? Food for thought.
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He was not prepared for Mssr Rowantree lives with myself and Enchanter Julius. His attention shifts abruptly to Madame de Cedoux, his eyes very round and his mouth dropped open. His arm flags in its rigidity.
"You," he says, "live with Ench-- with, like-- re, really?"
He heard the rest of that as well. Probably.
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Petrana pauses, slightly, and: “Well, since— for several months, now, yes, we have found it to be a very suitable arrangement.”
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Meanwhile, the little map in his mind has sprouted several more lines between Madame de Cedoux and Marcus Rowantree and several strings of ???? and even ??!??!? ?, and more lines pointing to Enchanter Julius, who Matthias hasn't spared much thought for--up until now, at least, and now he will be sparing very many thoughts, and looking at him closely next time he sees him.
Roommates, she must mean. Surely. If he momentarily pictures, say, a kiss-- But he wouldn't. That would be weird of him. Roommates, surely. Those can be a suitable arrangement.
"Good," he says, again, and realizes that his hand has raised unconsciously to pat at the Black Divine's neck. Oops. But the great nuggalope hasn't taken his hand off, so, good at that as well. Different good.
What was he saying before all of--this?
"Did he, erm. Did he really tell you that? That he doesn't like to be called Enchanter?"
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Etiquette.
(There is no etiquette she can find for explaining to your colleagues and companions that you've acquired an additional boyfriend, but she will quite like the word 'polyfidelity' if she ever hears it.)
“I don't know that he dislikes it,” she says, measured, “but it is not his preference. After all,” absently scratching the Black Divine behind one of his ears, tilting his attention back more towards his diminutive mistress than the nervy mage who is, it has to be said, being very brave and cool right now. “As much as it is well and good for those mages who desire to hold titles that they duly earned, and the formality therein is not without its use, we are speaking of Circle titles, and Circle bonds.”
She spreads her hand. “I think it is not much controversial to say that Mssr Rowntree is not a great advocate of making oneself continuingly beholden to the Circle system. It could be argued that to do so, without careful examination or exception, legitimizes a system that he and you both fought to be free of.”
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"Not his preference means dislikes," he advises. And he shoots her a shy little smile, the corner of his mouth tugged up in self-deprecation. It's too direct to keep up for long, so, ducking his head, he turns his attention back to the nuggalope. Madame de Cedoux knows the creature best, so he tries to take his cue in the petting of the Black Divine by scrunching up his fingers and scratching, clumsily.
All of this buys him a moment of time to consider what she's said. "I don't like the Circles either. Obviously. Or being--beholden," her word, and it's as awkward as his attempts to scratch the nuggalope, "beholden, like, to the system. But--I reckon--people, mages, they earned those titles. Right? Even if it was in the Circle that they earned 'em, they still did it. Ench-- Rowantree--" He makes a little gesture, a wince, he's trying. "He definitely did. Not just 'cause of what he did in the Circles, more 'cause of what he did without. If anyone deserves a good title, it'd be him."
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If anyone is an apostate by the Chantry's measure, certainly it is Templar-killer Marcus Rowntree.
“To call him by it does not, to those who hear it said, indicate what he has earned or why. The title enchanter means something particular that he has chosen, and exerted himself strongly to choose, not to be. It is well,” thoughtfully, “for those who hold what they earned to be valuable. So long as Julius wishes to be known by that title I shall use it for him, but in this I understand Marcus and I to be of a mind.”
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Not now that he knows, anyways. Matthias' scratching at the nuggalope's neck has tapered off as he thinks his way through this. He shifts his weight, chews at the inside of his cheek, then blazes on.
"But--like, the way I think of it--even if the Chantry is the ones what made up the structure--er, strictures," not a word that he knows, but he'll go for it, "and the title itself, and how you earned it, and all--then using it now is sort of a pis-- erm, a way to say 'get out of it', to the Chantry. 'Course, you and he likely know more about it. Or I'd guess, anyway, 'cause you're next to a mage, aren't you."
Or so he reckons. If Marcus Rowantree is willing to give her the time of day, share a room with her (and--? no, move on), then--even if Matthias wasn't impressed with Madame de Cedoux on mere presence--that recommendation would be more than enough for him.
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She considers, visibly, how to explain.
“Witchcraft is a choice in a way that magic is not, for you, but it is rarely one made freely. It is a means by which the helpless may become strong, and so it is a threat to those who prefer them as they were, and until the dismantling of the holy church it was a crime punishable only by death. In dismantling that, and in the dangers that it held when the church was yet strong as it was when I began, my experience - while different - has proven useful to me here. Practically, and in understanding.”
It is rather the tip of the iceberg, but she sketches it for him as best she can rather than delving too deeply into something that is, ultimately, only a sidebar to his interests. “It has been my experience that such a gesture as you propose is most effective when it needs not be explained. So long as most holdouts of such titles are loyalists, it will always mean the Circle, first, and that is an easy victory to hand First Enchanter Vivienne.” Wryly, “But Enchanter Julius believed himself a loyalist for a long time, and I would let him shed it in truth in his own time, too. His work now does speak for itself...it is only he may be readily mistaken for something he has not been in some years.”
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There's a lot to take in here. Witch, for one. The holy church. Enchanter Julius the loyalist.
"I don't know Enchanter Julius well," he confesses, "or at all, really. S'ppose I didn't much think of him. So maybe that defend your point better'n mine, 'cause if I knew he wasn't a loyalist, I'd have thought more of him."
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She considers, for a moment, and then: “Here is a question. I do not expect you to answer it — I do not pretend to have an answer, whole and perfect, to give you. But why should they not have those old things? In leaving the Circles, can we only imagine mages thriving in the ways the Chantry determined they must or must not? Those things have not served you. Have not served Mssr Rowntree. It is one thing to wear the ashes of what has been burned down and call it victory, but we might build something better yet. It would be a true shame to miss the opportunity for cleaving to the past.”
She strokes the Black Divine's great neck. He seems peaceful enough with waiting while they wrestle with questions of philosophy and rebellion.
“But at its most simple, Mssr Rowntree does not care to be called Enchanter and Enchanter Julius does, and it pleases me to give each of them what best pleases them.”
(They're probably just roommates.)
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"Well, I reckon," he starts, but then stops, because he doesn't know how to answer the question. He thinks about the stale air of Tantervale, and the cold air in the mountains, when you'd wake up and crawl out of a tent swaybacked by heavy snow. Then it seemed like there were two different words for air. One was stifling and hard to breathe and the other felt good in your lungs. Even when there was blood on the snow, if you were still breathing after the battle, that was good enough.
So titles might be like that, then. The same thing in a word, but different. Only how did you explain that to someone who hadn't lived it? They couldn't know. Magic done with your head down, magic done to spite everyone, magic done to help--they're all different. They should be called by different things. That's what she means, maybe.
"I dunno," he admits. "I never thought much of what might come after. After the war, I mean. Not until recently." And because he cannot--cannot--think too long about what she's said, and he cannot wonder if that's something you might say of a roommate--then again, he hasn't got good roommates--but even so-- "What would come next, d'you reckon?"
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However, to round the corner with a pair of saddlebags over one arm and find Madame de Cedoux performing acrobatics on the back of a nuggalope exceeds all John's expectation. His eyebrows raise, momentarily caught off guard before he thinks to clap, just once, before drawing closer.
"I had no idea this is what you got up to in your off hours," John tells her, pausing to sling the saddlebags over one of the partitions and so increase the ease of his movement. "It's very impressive."
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(Jim's circus remarks had clearly struck.)
With some wistful fondness, as she stops with her hands at her hips, “Had you ever the acquaintance of Mademoiselle Bonaventura?”
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As he speaks, John comes carefully closer. There's no danger of her falling, so all John is really offering here is a hand should she choose to dismount.
There is some novelty, in looking up at her to carry on a conversation.
"Why do you ask?"
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He aims to catch her—
He finds he has no cause to.
The beast is neither ferocious in nature (despite all strange, unsettling appearances), nor is she in any danger of falling from its back, as it seems. Still, it leaves him perhaps a touch too close to the grounds beyond gating, gauntleted fingertips tentatively outstretched, his posture keenly angled in her general direction in obvious concern.
Perhaps she's taken no notice, and he'll be able to slip away as silently as he'd arrived.
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“Thank you,” she says, politely.
If it's the thought that counts, then his was a good one.
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Still, all the same, he takes a single step back— in part because he’s yet uncertain of her (wow so very large) chosen mount, and in part to offer up the formality of a bow: something of an apology for all caused trouble.
If her finery and poise is indicative of anything, he would be remiss to not make amends.
“Forgive me.”
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but the dress doesn't need to be particularly fine. On another, it might be taken for the relatively plain thing that it is. It is, most of all, the way that Petrana carries herself; it has always been the way that the air shifts around her when she smiles or she frowns.
“There is nothing to forgive,” she says, lightly. “Would that we all erred so kindly; it is hardly a bother to me. Are you newly arrived?”
The question could mean many things, but in this instance only that she hasn't seen him before, and she spends enough time cloistered on the Gallows island that she ought to recognize most of Riftwatch at least as Riftwatch by sight.
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It is a relief, in some ways, to speak with someone who holds herself well. Who he does not need to strain to comprehend, nor shift himself to alter his own proclivities in any way for the sake of comfort (that he does, of course, is a matter of camaraderie amongst allies, and he'd have it no other way when necessary— but it is exhausting all the same).
"Perhaps it is not my place to ask, but the beast you so favor..."
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This may have raised more questions for Gabranth than it has effectively answered.
“And I am Madame de Cedoux.”