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Tʜᴇ Pᴀʟᴇ Eʟғ | Asᴛᴀʀɪᴏɴ Aɴᴄᴜɴíɴ ([personal profile] illithidnapped) wrote in [community profile] faderift2021-08-15 11:01 pm
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[CLOSED] My bad habits lead to late nights, ending alone

WHO: Astarion, etc
WHAT: catchall for August minutiae
WHEN: now...ish
WHERE: Kirkwall, Lowtown
NOTES: injury, will add anything else as needed




armd: (heart ache)

cw description of panic and injury

[personal profile] armd 2021-08-16 10:29 am (UTC)(link)
It's certainly true that Abby isn't having the most fortunate day.

She's been fighting panic since the end of the fight and now that she's free and on her own it's spilling over, her body wrestling with her every step of the way toward the docks. Following the smell of fish. Somebody told her that it's easier to get back to the Gallows from the pier, she thinks, but it's difficult to tease the rest of that thought out when she's so loud on the inside.

Her pathway through the alleys isn't at all subtle. Mostly she's just trying to keep breathing, remind herself that she's fine. She's bleeding from her cheek and her shoulder, ribs made bruised and sore by an errant knee that shoved its way into her midriff; all treatable. Not the worst she's had, not by a long shot.

Could have died back there, though. Could have joined everybody else she knows. She's been trying so hard not to think about it all this time, and now it's all she can see whenever she blinks. Halfway down a claustrophobic stretch of high brick walls she has to pause, lean over, dig her shoulder into something cold.

Helps, if she keeps her eyes closed and rubs her arms. She's just going to do that for a minute. That's all she needs.
armd: (unbelievable)

[personal profile] armd 2021-08-17 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
The thrumming of blood in her ears fills her up but she isn't switched off. Can't ever afford to be. Her eyes jolt open at the soft slip of footsteps on the brick.

For a moment, Abby thinks that it's her. Ellie, back to finish what she started. The low light catches on the flat of the blade and delivers another shock to her system, makes her lash out with a fist into the empty space between them just to warn her back. But somebody else speaks, the timbre of the voice too low and full to have come from her nightmares. Abby breathes, blinks the blur of tears away, and gulps air as she tries to calm her heart.

She must look pathetic. It's shameful, being caught like this.

Not even by somebody she's met before. His shock of white hair is at least something to focus on while she presses her nails into her palms, and swallows everything down just enough to speak around.

"None of your business." Hard to take her seriously, with a voice that rough and watery. "Am I on the right track to get back to the Gallows?"
Edited 2021-08-17 02:42 (UTC)
armd: (snap)

[personal profile] armd 2021-08-17 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
He doesn't immediately move away, or answer her. Abby's prepared to tell him to fuck off again, without words this time, but luckily he steps forward and cants his head toward her. His eyes flash when the light hits them: a deep, blood-red.

Hearing her own name defangs her immediately.

"Astarion?"

She's placed the lilt in his voice at last. A moment, in which she struggles with the strange turn this encounter has taken, and then she manages, "Did– were you about to mug me?"
armd: (ppfpfpbpbpt)

[personal profile] armd 2021-08-17 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
Good grief.

Abby watches this display with both muted curiousity, and abject wariness. He can peacock at her all he likes, but she hasn't forgotten– "You're a vampire."

His outstretched hand; her bleeding cheek, forearm, and shoulder. He's right to say she'll have difficulty catching a ferry. It's a miracle nobody tried to stop her in the street: she's been wiping carelessly at her cheek the whole time, and blood is streaked across her face. She hasn't touched her shoulder, but she feels the sharp ache deep down in her muscle, the fabric of her shirt wet, and plastered to her skin. It's in a difficult place for her to reach. Somebody will have to look at it, but Abby was thinking of Gideon, maybe Derrica. Not Astarion, and in a dark alleyway.
armd: (santa barbara)

[personal profile] armd 2021-08-17 07:36 am (UTC)(link)
Abby hates that he's right. That he knows he's right, too.

"... Why does it pain you to admit that," she mutters, utterly resigned, and peels herself off from the wall with a sharp exhale to close the distance between them. She doesn't know what he thinks he can do to help short of... licking her clean, but he's been sincere enough in his offer that she's willing to hear him out. At the very least he might be a dab hand with needle and thread.

It's the shoulder that's bothering her the most. She gestures to that first, turning side on to give him a better glance at it, her body tight all over.
armd: (:T)

[personal profile] armd 2021-08-17 10:55 am (UTC)(link)
She flinches at the first touch, but not because it hurts. Abby's still thrumming, breathing fairly shallow. She's ready to go at a moment's notice if the situation calls for it. For example: if he licks his fingers? She's outta here.

"Concentrating on what," she says grouchily, after taking a moment to wet her lower lip. Her mouth is so dry. She didn't notice until now; her limbs are tired, and heavy. "Poking it?" Every deep spasm into the muscle makes her feel even worse. Ellie's knife might have glanced off bone and away from her neck, but she still slammed it deep into the meat of Abby's shoulder.

Nothing a row of strong stitches won't hold together, but it will be tender for a long time.
armd: (not good)

[personal profile] armd 2021-08-18 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
"Walked here, didn't I?"

Her mood is betraying how she really feels, irritation curling into her tone. She's overtired. Wrung out. What she'd like most would be to see to her own wounds, in her own time; be alone for the rest of the evening to process everything that's happened. That want feels very far away from the current situation. It isn't Astarion's fault for offering to help her, but Abby begrudges it all the same. Shouldn't need it. (Don't deserve it.)

"I've had worse," she adds, by way of explanation. Both to reassure him, and in attempt to smooth over the jagged edges of her mood. "I'll be fine.

Where are we going?
armd: (amuse me)

[personal profile] armd 2021-08-20 10:53 am (UTC)(link)
Abby huffs at that, her pride as bruised as her ribs, but after only a moment's hesitation she follows him. Bringing up the rear, to hide the way she's clearly favouring one side.

By the time her breathing is coming in soft wheezes again (fuck, she still hasn't fully loosened up from that hit in the chest Ellie delivered right at the start. Still feels like there's a fist clenched shut, pressing on her sternum), they're at the front door. Abby leans up against the stone, and tips herself through the frame once he's inside, taking note of her surroundings. One window, one door. She kind of likes his various effects, the decoration, the hazy, floral scent in the air that layers over the cold. There's certainly no short of anything to look at as she takes her seat with a grunt.

She watches him search through his things with eyes half-lidded. Abby thinks she'd be suspicious if she had the energy left to do it.

"Why are you helping me?"
armd: (hmmmmmm)

[personal profile] armd 2021-08-22 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
Abby sighs, her head thunking back against cool stone, "Because we're allies."

She remembers. Same reason he keeps calling her darling even though it makes her skin itch and prickle. But the cold cloth feels nice, and she's glad he didn't heat the water. It soothes her skin's irritated flare around the wound, dampens the sting a little. Abby falls silent while he works, and her eyes narrow to slits. He could hurt her right now if he wanted, badly, but her reaction time would be too slow to stop it. She has to trust him not to. She's about half-way there.

"Are you supposed to tell me that we're losing?" She says eventually, her voice far away. She's tired, and the rummaging around in the wound at her shoulder is sapping her energy. It takes effort to keep from wincing through it, "You're not worried about... demoralising the troops, or whatever."
armd: (dirt in her ear)

[personal profile] armd 2021-08-24 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
Getting the bandage put on helps a lot. He winds it nice and tight but leaves her wound enough room to breathe, and it feels so much more secure already. Abby relaxes and dully flexes her hand as he speaks, curling her hand into a slow fist before she releases, repeats.

"Everybody needs something." Easier to downplay than get into it: she has nothing to her name, not even back home. No faction, no pack. It's her and Lev, the both of them torn asunder by separate grief. "Otherwise, what's the point."

She's never had the luxury of being aimless before. Sometimes she wonders what it's like.
armd: (are you for real)

[personal profile] armd 2021-08-24 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
Abby, mollified by this response, holds very still while he tends to the cut on her cheek. The split where Ellie dug her thumbnail in is very sore and the salve tingles in the wound, but smells nice. She wonders what it's made of.

"... Another rifter, actually," she volunteers, her gaze flicking to his face to gauge his reaction.
armd: (:|)

[personal profile] armd 2021-08-24 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
She's got a choice, here. Maybe it seems odd to keep Ellie's name to herself in this moment, but to Abby it makes sense. If she offers it up, she has to answer questions, give parts of herself away to people she doesn't know well enough, and the thought of that makes her skin crawl. She isn't protecting Ellie. Abby couldn't give less of a shit about her.

"Doesn't matter," she says, and meets his gaze steadily to show that she's serious. Feels safe enough to add that, "I know her. We came here from the same place. She won't be a threat to anybody else."

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