[CLOSED] AND YOU'LL KNOW THE NEXT TIME I WAKE UP SCREAMING

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WHO: Astarion, Fenris, Bastien, Emet-Selch, Mobius, Ellie, Dante, Loki
WHAT: fear spirits are no joke when you're a bag of broken glass
WHEN: backdated to Crossroads plot hours
WHERE: the Crossroads
NOTES: so many content warnings: mind control, slavery, torture, blood, mutilation and abuse of every conceivable/literal shade, possibly more warnings to be added later, not joking this is a very horrible space. There's a reason why I'm divorcing this from the main log; Astarion's canon is, in short, unkind.

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Of course. [Astarion exhales easily, a sweeter sound of amusement that is— that isn’t— 

Ahah, why is the thought of his own would-be joke suddenly such a nagging, thorny thing? He knows better. And he hasn’t the right or the room to be jealous, no. It isn’t even real. And even if it was, that’s certainly Fenris’ right. It always has been. It always will be. It's not as if Astarion hadn't known before now the man was more than capable of fucking perfectly well whenever it suited him.

He's heard her name before on his lips, after all. So many times.]