faderift | CLOSED | She said, "Where'd you wanna go? How much you wanna risk?"

Oh.

Ellie's skin is hot under her hand, slick from the water. Clarisse can feel her chest rise and fall with that little hiss of breath, and she sucks in a small breath of her own, almost in answer. Ellie's close enough, now, that Clarisse can dip her head and press her lips against the other girl's neck. She traces a trail of water downwards, toward the dip of Ellie's collarbone, with her tongue.

She wants to grab Ellie's hips and tug her forward. She wants to press her palms all over Ellie's chest and back. She wants to run her fingers through Ellie's hair and dig her nails into the skin at the nape of Ellie's neck. She wants her hands in a hundred different places at once.

"They broken?" she asks. The words are mumbled into Ellie's skin. "Your ribs."

Am I going to hurt you? is what she's really asking.

It feels blindingly, unbelievably good. Embarrassingly good. She hadn't thought she'd been in this kind of a dry spell, because Clarisse's tongue fitting into the shallow impression of her collarbone shouldn't feel like it reaches all the way down between her legs.

Ellie's pulse jumps under Clarisse's tongue, and she reaches out, her scarred and tattooed arm circling around Clarisse's waist to pull her in closer, demanding skin on skin.

She reaches up with her other hand to brush her hair away from the side of Clarisse's neck, eyes flickering up, a fleeting glance.

"They were," she admits, her fingertips skimming over the back of Clarisse's shoulders as she moves all her hair aside. She smiles, something sharp and a little challenging, to cover the way it all tugs at something deeper in her chest.

"They're fine. Just don't try to break 'em again."

She can handle it, even if Clarisse is a little rough with her. Hell, she'd even welcome it.

Meanwhile, she brushes her lips against the curve of Clarisse's shoulder, finds the place she wants to put her teeth.

Grips her tighter, and bites. Not sudden, not tearing- but then she keeps biting, increasing the pressure until it's a warm, radiating ache, and she'll have a brilliant fucking mark for later.

The sharp pinch of Ellie's teeth on her shoulder sends a shock of pleasure all the way through her. Clarisse groans, soft and low, against Ellie's neck. The feeling of her body pushed up against Clarisse's, the wet heat of her mouth on Clarisse's shoulder, has her aching in the best way.

"Okay," she says in a voice that's shaky with want. "That's—that's good."

She pushes Ellie back against the stone lip of the tub. She's strong; it feels like she could hold them both there for as long as she wants to. One hand grips the stone, and the other runs itself over the curve of Ellie's breast, less gently now, less careful. She pushes her leg in between both of Ellie's, presses up against her.

"Ellie," she says. Clarisse doesn't want to kiss her mouth—kissing would make this something other than what it's supposed to be, but she wants to snag her bottom lip between her teeth. She wants Ellie breathless and shaking against her. She doesn't know what else to say, so she murmurs it again, Ellie, not much louder than a whisper.

Ellie comes up only when her teeth and mouth have left a dark, angry bruise, only when Clarisse indicates it's enough. She runs her tongue slowly over the marks and half expects there to be blood along with the heat of her indented skin.

There's a kiss there. Blink and you'll miss it. A flash in the pan of gentleness, there and gone before Clarisse pushes Ellie suddenly back. The stone lip of the tub pushes into her lower back, an aching counterpoint to the warmth of Clarisse at her front, the her calloused hand on her breast -- fuck she can feel her nipple going hard at the unexpected touch -- feel her breath catching-

Ellie gasps aloud as Clarisse's thigh pushes firmly between her legs, and the height difference means she's up on her fucking toes, practically riding it already, forced to put both arms around her or fall backward.

"Oh fuck-" she whispers, breath stuttering as she presses fully against Clarisse's thigh, slick and hot even in the wet heat of the water. They end up forehead to forehead, close enough to kiss, the both of them breathing nothing but steam.

And Clarisse whispers her name and it's like asking permission, and Ellie slides her hands down Clarisse's back, grips both of her hips, and pulls them forward, right where she needs her. The movement is a hot slide so direct it has Ellie seeing stars, a punched out sound escaping the back of her throat.

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Okay, fuck it.

Clarisse leans in and takes Ellie's bottom lip between her teeth. It's not a kiss, it's not a kiss. She bites down hard enough to draw blood, runs her tongue over the soft wet heat of Ellie's mouth.

Ellie's hands are on her hips, pulling her closer. Clarisse presses up with her thigh, letting Ellie grind against her. She pulls her hand away from the stone lip of the bath just so she can drag her fingers over the small of Ellie's back and then hold onto her there with both hands, supporting her weight while Ellie rocks down against her thigh.

She can feel it when Ellie slides over her like this, even here. The slight resistance, the way Ellie's own thighs tense up as she moves. The noises Ellie makes, strung out and desperate and so fucking hot, make Clarisse's breath stutter in her chest.

"I can't believe you weren't going to let me fucking touch you," she gasps out, managing to sound both offended and turned on at the same time. Really, though.

Clarisse arches up, puts her thigh directly against her cunt, and pushes, and the fucking perfect friction steals all the air out of Ellie's lungs. Her thigh is hard, her skin is soft, and-

Ellie opens her mouth to tell her to fucking move and before she can get the words out, Clarisse's teeth are on Ellie's lip, hot and sharp and setting her every nerve on edge, the heat singing down her back. Purely on instinct, purely on want, Ellie presses back into it to give Clarisse a biting kiss, licking her own blood past her lips and into her mouth until they both can't breathe.

A breathless laugh explodes out of her at her words, sounding like it almost hurts.

"Better get those touches in now," she threatens, "Because once I get you on your back- fuck-"

"Big talk, for a mortal girl," Clarisse says against Ellie's mouth, breathless. The words are hardly more than gasps. Ellie tastes like blood, and she's not sure whose it is, or maybe it's both of theirs. At the sound of Ellie's laugh, Clarisse can't help but grin back at her; it's not a soft smile, self-important and all angles.

She grips Ellie tighter around the waist, pushing her down against her thigh, feels the way her clit drags over Clarisse's skin. The warm weight of her body, skin slipping against Clarisse's as she rocks forward, the gasping sounds she makes, has a low groan coming from deep in Clarisse's throat. She muffles it by placing frantic kisses along Ellie's jaw and down her neck, scraping skin with her teeth.

"Gods, you're hot. Come on, Ellie."

It's frustrating, fumbling-perfect, the kind of fuck that Ellie would have attributed more to her teenage self, finding the first thing that felt good and riding that feeling to a hot, messy orgasm.

Clarisse feels like that against her, a blur of heat that intensifies with every slide, her voice a low coaxing challenge in her ear as her clit catches on the hard, slippery plane of her thigh, outright demanding that Ellie give up on snatching at any semblance of control of this.

It feels good. It's a jolt, first, when she rides into Clarisse just right and the pleasure goes shooting up her spine, kept going by Clarisse's teeth on the pulse in her throat. One more buck of her hips and Ellie stops breathing, dragged into a shock of pleasure that has her mouth falling open, trembling on that frustrating edge-

And then slipping back from it with a desperate, aching noise of frustration.

"Clarisse-"

Without thought, she pulls her thigh back, but only so she can press the heel of one hand against Ellie's clit instead. She wants to do this herself, not just have Ellie ride her leg. She has her pushed back against the tub hard enough to bruise Ellie's back, and she rubs, slow and dragging, against her. Ellie's hips roll forward, again, frantic, desperate.

Clarisse could go faster—she wants to, she's buzzing all over, throbbing with each beat of her own heart. She wants Ellie to unravel right in front of her, come so hard Clarisse has to hold her upright. But she wants this to last, too. Her hand slides lower, fingers slipping inside.

"Good?" she whispers against the wet angle of Ellie's jaw.

Ellie hisses out a filthy curse when Clarisse pushes her back, so close she wants to scream, only to swallow her own sounds when she replaces her thigh with her hand.

And god, that's better, that's way fucking better, so much more direct. It puts her shoulder so much closer, too, and Ellie reaches out to hold onto her -- anchoring herself as much as just-

The bath is warm, but Clarisse is warmer, her skin burning. And then Clarisse's fingers slip inside her, and Ellie clamps down on her with a rough gasp, like she's trying to fucking break them. She's tight like she hasn't fucked herself like this in years, and it's because she hasn't.

Ellie's answer is a ragged, drawn sound next to Clarisse's ear, her blunt nails digging into the back of her shoulder. It's not something she normally finds herself craving, but right now, spread open around Clarisse's fingers-

"Yeah," she whispers, the word punched-out and raw, her nails digging in. Clarisse's lips are soft against her jumping pulse. She feels out of her goddamn skull.

"Fuck, don't stop."

Ellie's tight and wet and hot around her fingers and gripping Clarisse's body like she can barely stand.

The two of them are pressed against each other, so close now that she can feel the shaking rise and fall of Ellie's ribcage each time she gasps out. The sound of her ragged breaths hot against Clarisse's ear has her wanting to go faster, send her over the edge, but instead she presses her thumb against Ellie's clit and rubs in slow circles, almost teasing.

She sucks a new bruise into the salty skin of Ellie's neck.

"Not stopping," she murmurs.

Some part of Ellie had assumed that Clarisse would make this rough and quick, straight to the payoff, and that part of her wanted that. A quick release of tension to clear her head, a small detour before she anchored her hands on Clarisse's hips and held her down and brought her over and over until her jaw puts itself out of commission-

But this is. This is-

Ellie quakes at every pass of Clarisse's thumb, her thighs trembling and her back awash with goosebumps despite the steam. They're close, feverishly close, the heat turning to chills in the unexpected softness of Clarisse's mouth on her neck.

She's gonna have more bruises later. They're gonna be visible later, something to think about and run her fingers over and

Ah, shit.

Ellie draws her hands up over Clarisse's back, finding her shoulder blades, the column of her spine, the nape of her neck under her hair. Her nails scratch again lightly as she grips down, holding on like that can possibly anchor her.

Ellie doesn't have a clue how big a favor she's doing Clarisse right now, dropping this in her lap for free after midnight in the fucking baths, of all places.

When she'd first arrived at camp, she'd bulldozed her way through games of capture the flag and sessions at the lava wall until her whole body ached and she was practically asleep on her feet, all so she wouldn't have to lie awake at night and think about her bedroom in Phoenix. And again, when she'd left for college, there had been basketball games and the parties after the games and the girls and guys at the parties, and if she was up all night before classes, it meant no nightmares, no thrashing around in bed and staring at the ceiling, no problems.

Here there's the training yard and what seems like a thousand steps to go up and down every day, but it just isn't enough, and she finds herself sleepless, stressed out, anxious in a way that has her feeling like she's somebody else, somebody she doesn't recognize.

She could've made this quick and dirty, and it would have been good, too (because for all she sucks at the rest of it, Clarisse knows she's good at the physical stuff), but she's making this last. Maybe she's lonely, sue her. Maybe she doesn't want to think.

Everything closes in until it's just Ellie pressed up against her, gasping, Ellie's fingernails digging into the nape of her neck and sending little electric shivers down her spine, Ellie shaking under her hand as she presses her fingers in deeper. The circles she's making with her thumb get a little faster, the pressure firmer and less teasing.

There's something that hits so perfect when it has time to build. The feeling of hitting that rise, knowing that you're gonna cum if you can just keep doing it just like that.

Clarisse shivers against her, presses her fingers in deeper, and does something tight and perfect with her thumb that for a split-second has Ellie imagining her with her face between her thighs, doing the same motion with her tongue.

"Cla-"

It jolts over her, and Ellie's heel scrapes against the floor of the bath, her legs unsteady for a second before she realizes Clarisse has her- and then her breathing comes ragged.

"Clarisse, fuck-"

Louder, faster, until orgasm breaks over her like something getting dragged out of her by force. Hard enough to leave her shivering, soaking wet in ways that aren't the water, struggling for breath.

Clarisse's hair wrapped tight around her fist.

Her only real, coherent thought as Ellie comes is this is so fucking hot, which she manages to keep to herself, but barely. Her teeth are clamped over her bottom lip so hard it's gone numb, and she's holding her breath, totally fixated on the sounds Ellie's making, the way she moves, shuddering and wild.

Clarisse keeps her thumb moving until Ellie's collapsed against her and trembling with little aftershocks that Clarisse can feel around her fingers. She holds onto Ellie with one hand, keeping her upright and pressed against Clarisse even though—it's stupid, it's not like Ellie's gonna fall now, but—

"You good?" she says finally, kind of breathless herself, and instantly regrets saying it because it sounds so dumb. She likes the way Ellie's fingers are all tangled up in her hair, pulling on it in a way that's half pain, half pleasure, and she likes the way Ellie's shaking against her, the little gasps of hot breath against her shoulder. She could stay like this for... a while, feeling triumphant and incredibly turned on and half hypnotized by Ellie's body pressed up against her own.

She slips her fingers out, reaches up. Her thumb traces lightly over the tattoo on Ellie's arm, back and forth.

Somewhere in all of this, they ended up pressed together, Clarisse's arm around her, pinned up against the rim of the bath. Clarisse strokes her through the rest of it, drawing aching shudders out of her, and for a moment she doesn't actually feel any pain. It feels incredible. Suspended, warm, floating. Relaxed.

"Goddamn," she says in answer, a laugh on the tail end of it. She makes herself release the lock on her fingers, stroking through Clarisse's hair instead as she tips her head forward. Presses her lips against the dark mark she made on the side of her neck. Lingers there to feel her pulse against her mouth.

Let her eyes stay closed, just for the moment. Inhales through her nose as Clarisse pulls out (leaving her with that good ache) only to settle with the stroking.

She doesn't have real words yet. Instead, she trails slow kisses along her damp skin.

"Goddamn" is more than a good enough answer.

Clarisse grins, still stroking Ellie's arm with her thumb, trailing over the scars and lines of ink. She's tempted to say something akin to "I told you so," but Ellie trailing kisses down her neck is a huge distraction, and instead all she manages is a pleased little hum from deep in her throat.

This is really... nice. Later, maybe she'll feel weird about it, but right now she doesn't give a shit. Which is nice, too, in its own way.

Ellie can feel the vibration against her lips, the softer curve of her body as they settle together.

The stroke along her arm feels good, and strange- it's made up mostly of thick scar tissue, both too thick to feel properly and too sensitive not to throw out weird feedback. It sends a shiver across her skin.

With her left arm, she detangles just enough to ease it around Clarisse's waist and pull them more firmly together. All the better to just- feel her, because she's hungry for the sensation of skin on skin and she wants to taste that bead of water that's sliding down her collarbone and pooling in her clavicle while she fits her thumb right into the small of her back, thanks.

Yes, this is afterglow. Pressing the tip of her tongue into the perfect little hollow of Clarisse's throat is vital to coming down.

Ellie's arm slips around her waist and tugs Clarisse closer, surprisingly strong. She isn't expecting it, and her lips part as she inhales. Clarisse hadn't really thought they could get much closer, but it turns out she was wrong. Ellie's body is pressed firm up against hers, hot against Clarisse's skin in the best way, and her hand settles at the small of Clarisse's back, holding her where she is.

"Okay, shit," she murmurs, smiling, surprised. People don't get touchy with Clarisse too much—at least, not in this way, pulling her closer like she can't do it herself. Most people would be afraid to try, she thinks. But this is good. She's surprised how much she likes it.

"O-kay," she says again, stumbling on the word in a way that'd be embarrassing if she weren't so focused on what Ellie's doing with her tongue at the hollow of her throat.

The first time Clarisse stutters that out, Ellie smiles against her skin. The second time, Ellie clasps her closer until their hips bump together, slides down just enough to follow her breastbone.

"Nobody ever put their mouth on you before?" It comes out like she's trying for playful, but she's actually offended.

Because if so, that's a fucking crime.

And even though she just came, how fucking responsive Clarisse is is absolutely going to get her going again. Quickly.

And she's not trying to be distracting when she uses both hands to frame the underside of Clarisse's breasts, stroking her thumbs along where her skin goes from muscle to softness, but if that's a side effect...

Clarisse laughs, just once. She is very, very distracted. "Uh, yeah," she says. "You did, earlier."

Other people... sure. Who cares. That was stupid, sloppy college shit in tiny beds, or trying to hook up in the middle of the woods back at camp. Distracting, but in a totally different way. Half her mind always thinking about other shit. This is...

The way Ellie's thumbs are stroking over her breasts has her breathing catch in her throat. She shuts her eyes, for a few seconds, leaning into the touch. Bites her lip, sucking air through her teeth.

"Their loss," Ellie breathes, this time more openly simmering over it, only to have it immediately grow worse when Clarisse reacts so openly, so honestly to her touch. Sure, she might've been teased up from touching Ellie earlier, but...

God. Ellie gets distracted, just watching her face. Heavy-lidded eyes, hair messed up, sweaty and wet from all the steam of the baths. Her breasts slip against Ellie's hands, warm and soft as she follows the arch of them with her thumbs, pressing but not quite grazing her nipples.

Wetting her lip, Ellie dips her tongue back into the small notch of skin where Clarisse's clavicles meet, and downward, tasting salt. Her breasts slip in her hands again, a gradual squeeze of palm and fingers until her nipples brush hard against Ellie's palms. She cups her fully then, pressing them together enough to trace her tongue along her cleavage.

Dip inside, as she traps her nipples with her thumbs. A light pinch, but a slower, insistent tug.

Clarisse makes a sound in her throat that might be agreement, or just want.

Ellie's got her tongue in between Clarisse's tits. She's playing with her nipples in a way that's sending electric shocks of pleasure down Clarisse's body and right between her legs, touches that hurt a little bit in the best way and have her heart pounding against her ribs so hard that Ellie must be able to feel it under her flushed skin.

Clarisse runs her hands up the curve of Ellie's spine, digs her nails into the lean muscle of her back, slick with water, and murmurs something in Ellie's ear, Greek that is very obviously not a demand for her to stop what she's doing.

It takes Ellie a second to place the language- it's completely unfamiliar, for a second sounds like Spanish, before her memories click into place. Ancient Greek.

Ellie gives a heady exhale against her chest, another slow tug as Clarisse digs her nails into her back. Fuck, she can just keep doing that all night- instead, she makes a low noise against her skin and dips lower, framing Clarisse's waist in both hands to bring her in close. To run her tongue over her nipple, suck her into her mouth, test the delicate skin with a hint of her teeth.

She's close enough to the water that she can feel her hair dripping into her face, and she has to close her eyes, go completely by touch to follow Clarisse's hips under the water, grips her ass with both hands.

"Hold on tight," she murmurs against her skin, sounding breathless.

"Mmm—" The muscles in Clarisse's back flex, a little shiver running through her at the feeling of Ellie's tongue running over her nipple, the wet heat of her mouth, the scraping sting of teeth.

Then Ellie's hands are on her ass, and the sound that comes out of Clarisse is almost a whine, and she presses her fingers even tighter into Ellie's back, hard enough to bruise. It's like no matter how close Ellie is, how tight her body's pressed up against Clarisse's, it isn't enough.

"I think—if I held on any tighter I might break your ribs again," she finally manages to say, voice rough and breathless.

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