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Bastien ([personal profile] cozen) wrote in [community profile] faderift2023-07-23 06:55 pm

player plot | when my time comes around, pt 2

WHO: Anyone who didn't die here.
WHAT: A sad week.
WHEN: Approx Solas 21-30
WHERE: Granitefell, the Gallows, wherever else you want.
NOTES: A second log for this plot. Additional posts/logs will cover the time travel/fix-it components—this one is for the time period where no one knows that's a possibility.


Those who fly out to Granitefell arrive a few hours after dawn to find a smoldering gravesite and fewer than twenty living souls, Riftwatch's five included. The survivors have done what they can in the intervening hours, but there's still work to be done to tend to wounds, move the bodies—especially the delicate ones—and help the remaining villagers, mostly children, build pyres to see to their own dead before they're relocated somewhere safer. Somewhere with roofs that aren't collapsed or still lightly burning.

Carts to carry Riftwatch's dead won't arrive for some time afterward, and bringing them back takes just as long. It's a few days before they're returned to the Gallows, preserved from decay as best everyone could manage but nonetheless in poor shape from the battle. Pyres are an Andrastian tradition for a reason—to prevent possession—but burials and mummification aren't so unheard of that anyone will be barred from seeing to their loved ones as they see fit.

Before, during, and after any funerary rites, there are absences. Empty beds, empty offices, voices missing from the crystals, pancakes missing from Sundays. Belongings that need to be sorted and letters that need to be written. And, perhaps most pressingly, work that still needs to be done, including the work left behind by those who can no longer follow through on their own projects or tie up their own loose ends, as the world and its war keep moving steadily onward as if nothing happened at all.
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[personal profile] overharrowed 2023-07-25 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
He concentrates on the delicate work of removing the splinter the rest of the way. It won't take him very long, but the focus of it gives him something to hold on to while she reads. It's a strange moment, suspended between wanting to know and not wanting to know what it says, maybe the last new words of Marcus's they'll ever have. He glances up at her face, trying to gauge her reaction.
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[personal profile] ipseite 2023-07-26 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
He likes apples best makes her laugh, mirthlessly incredulous, shoving the paper back to Julius before she's finished reading the rest—

“Apples,” she says, aggrieved, a thing that will make no sense at all as she leans against the desk, and then against Julius, curling her hand when he releases it.
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[personal profile] overharrowed 2023-07-27 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
He catches the paper, then her, exhaling in lieu of whatever it is he would say if he could think of something. Instead of trying to interpret apples immediately, he just lets her lean against him for a moment.

Eventually, he says, "We don't have to do it today, you know. If you don't want." He's not sure another day will be any easier, but they could always try it and see.
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[personal profile] ipseite 2023-07-29 10:05 am (UTC)(link)
There is no give to her, no pliancy; a tension that holds her taut in the circle of his arm, for a moment unable to choose between competing impulses. Of course not today— of course today, when will this not feel as it does?

How long could it possibly take for this to not be impossible?

“If we are to speak of wanting,” she says, bitterness twisting the words, “then it should never be done.”
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[personal profile] overharrowed 2023-07-29 03:16 pm (UTC)(link)
"I grant you," he says in return, quieter. "It does all seem ... I don't know how we're supposed to do without him." But the sun kept coming up all the same, and now they'd a will to deal with. Tomorrow it would be something else, and Julius found that its own sort of hurt. That there would be a lifetime of new things, as if he were on a boat pulling out to sea and had somehow left Marcus on the shore.
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[personal profile] ipseite 2023-07-30 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
And tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow.

A will, and all else, and the grim business of continuing when to do so is unbearable, and all of a sudden to stay there against the warmth of Julius is just that — unbearable — and she draws away not roughly but with a suddenness as brisk as every other motion she's yet made. As if some urgent thing has come to her, which in a manner of speaking it has:

“There is still work to do,” she says. “His will may wait, as you say. He will be no less dead on the morrow.”
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[personal profile] overharrowed 2023-08-01 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
Her sudden withdrawal, literal and otherwise, is unexpected and not what he'd hoped for with his suggestion to defer. Still, it feels petty to complain when she's taking him up on something he just offered.

"Yes, well. No shortage of work to do," he says, a bit quieter, agreeing because it isn't as if she's wrong. After a moment, unsure whether this will make it better or worse: "I can keep going through his desk, if you like."
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[personal profile] ipseite 2023-08-01 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
Petrana is not immediately sure, either, whether this is better or worse.

“If you wish,” she says, after a long enough pause to make the words she finally speaks brittle and awkward. “His office will need taking in hand, but that—”

and everything,

“—can wait, I expect.”

He will need replacing; that, too, will take time. The new diplomacy appointment will be more urgent, and a hundred other things in the interim.
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[personal profile] overharrowed 2023-08-04 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
"Flint will probably have some say in what to do with his office." Both its contents and filling it with someone else, eventually. "I can raise it at my meeting, I suppose."

He feels like there is some way he should be making this better. Easier for her, at least, if not for himself. But if there's a way, he doesn't know what it is; instead, he's just standing in the middle of the room, apart from her and hands empty. He could take up the papers again, but he doesn't know if that's better or worse. He could give her time to herself, but he doesn't know if that's better or worse. And he isn't sure that if he asked, she'd know either.
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[personal profile] ipseite 2023-08-07 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
“We will have to pack it up.”

This sounds like a fact, not a plan, not an immediate intention or even one that she seems prepared to immediately assign. Only a thing that is true: it will fall to them, or it must fall to them, or it should fall to them to see that thing done.

That she had rather see all of it at the bottom of the harbour is neither here nor there.