player plot | when my time comes around, pt 2

[cozen]

WHO: Anyone who didn't die here.
WHAT: A sad week.
WHEN: Approx Solas 21-30
WHERE: Granitefell, the Gallows, wherever else you want.
NOTES: A second log for this plot. Additional posts/logs will cover the time travel/fix-it components—this one is for the time period where no one knows that's a possibility.

Those who fly out to Granitefell arrive a few hours after dawn to find a smoldering gravesite and fewer than twenty living souls, Riftwatch's five included. The survivors have done what they can in the intervening hours, but there's still work to be done to tend to wounds, move the bodies—especially the delicate ones—and help the remaining villagers, mostly children, build pyres to see to their own dead before they're relocated somewhere safer. Somewhere with roofs that aren't collapsed or still lightly burning.

Carts to carry Riftwatch's dead won't arrive for some time afterward, and bringing them back takes just as long. It's a few days before they're returned to the Gallows, preserved from decay as best everyone could manage but nonetheless in poor shape from the battle. Pyres are an Andrastian tradition for a reason—to prevent possession—but burials and mummification aren't so unheard of that anyone will be barred from seeing to their loved ones as they see fit.

Before, during, and after any funerary rites, there are absences. Empty beds, empty offices, voices missing from the crystals, pancakes missing from Sundays. Belongings that need to be sorted and letters that need to be written. And, perhaps most pressingly, work that still needs to be done, including the work left behind by those who can no longer follow through on their own projects or tie up their own loose ends, as the world and its war keep moving steadily onward as if nothing happened at all.

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[ipseite]

On the edge of stepping — perhaps without acknowledging even that Derrica has spoken — it isn't quite that she relents. The part of her that considers the shape of this moment is not the sentimental part, the woman who had held Derrica's shoulders and told her she was proud, the friend. No, that she stops and speaks comes from the same reservoir as her ability to still sit behind her desk and work; the steely certainty that to do so is much better than anything else she might be occupied with.

She cannot come unraveled, else they take that from her, too.

“I understand,” she says, half-turning, to acknowledge her. To make eye contact, for all that her face remains as a porcelain doll. “And I will remember the preferred shape of your kindnesses, and when there is a future time that you need them, I will be glad to do it. It will be no burden to me.”

There will always come more sorrows. If her life has taught her anything, it has taught her that.

“But I must tell you honestly,” as she feels much less need to tell most others, “that if I am to bear this, now, then I cannot also bear you. I'm sorry for that.”

She means it for a kindness, that Derrica not feel she has failed, that she not wish to dash herself on an unassailable cliff-face, that she not think there was another way to offer that might have been welcome.

bow?

[tender]

The quiet that follows after is a measuring sort. Observing this truth and understanding it to be a demonstration of friendship, however remote the distance it travels from.

"Don't be sorry."

This, of all that's passed between them in this hallway, is such a clear expression of need. Of a thing Petrana needs, and what she cannot tolerate. Derrica catches hold of it with both hands. Steps back, towards the observant dog, the door behind him.

"Please, don't let me hold you here."

If Derrica seeks her company again, perhaps she will come bearing a task. Something detached from every part of this, as much as the business of Riftwatch can ever be in the coming days, or months.