player plot | when my time comes around, pt 2

[cozen]

WHO: Anyone who didn't die here.
WHAT: A sad week.
WHEN: Approx Solas 21-30
WHERE: Granitefell, the Gallows, wherever else you want.
NOTES: A second log for this plot. Additional posts/logs will cover the time travel/fix-it components—this one is for the time period where no one knows that's a possibility.

Those who fly out to Granitefell arrive a few hours after dawn to find a smoldering gravesite and fewer than twenty living souls, Riftwatch's five included. The survivors have done what they can in the intervening hours, but there's still work to be done to tend to wounds, move the bodies—especially the delicate ones—and help the remaining villagers, mostly children, build pyres to see to their own dead before they're relocated somewhere safer. Somewhere with roofs that aren't collapsed or still lightly burning.

Carts to carry Riftwatch's dead won't arrive for some time afterward, and bringing them back takes just as long. It's a few days before they're returned to the Gallows, preserved from decay as best everyone could manage but nonetheless in poor shape from the battle. Pyres are an Andrastian tradition for a reason—to prevent possession—but burials and mummification aren't so unheard of that anyone will be barred from seeing to their loved ones as they see fit.

Before, during, and after any funerary rites, there are absences. Empty beds, empty offices, voices missing from the crystals, pancakes missing from Sundays. Belongings that need to be sorted and letters that need to be written. And, perhaps most pressingly, work that still needs to be done, including the work left behind by those who can no longer follow through on their own projects or tie up their own loose ends, as the world and its war keep moving steadily onward as if nothing happened at all.

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[grindset]

"Before," he clarifies, not quite turning his head. "Before all of this. Coming here. Losing everything."

Or, as a spirit clinging to some far-off impression, merely believing he lost everything.

"He made this." As Viktor's long, pale hand relaxes, the crutch's shaft rolls into the cradle of gently bent fingers, its heaviest features pointing down. "When a cane was no longer sufficient. It was his take on the old design." As he grasps the red hand-grip, he says, "This part was mine."

First his wrist bends one way, which seems to do very little, and then the other, which loosens the whole fixture. It comes away from the main shaft as a separate piece, with a threaded mouth: hollow. He's holding it like he's waiting to tip it into her hand.

[notathreat]

Ellie's no stranger to fiddling with things, even if her skills are miles below Viktor's, and her eyes widen at the little click, the hollow compartment in his crutch. Something kept secret, and close. Something vital and guarded.

Ellie's brow furrows as she reaches out with inkstained fingers to hold out her hand, accept anything that Viktor wants to drop into it.

She looks from her own palm, back up to Viktor's face.

They've been through things, the two of them, but she didn't expect this.

[grindset]

What slips out is a slim glass phial, roughly the size of a finger. One can see immediately that it's not from here—not Kirkwall, not the Marches beyond, not Thedas. Each end has a metal cap, and, as with everything else from Viktor's world, even those small details were given aesthetic consideration. With a little shake of encouragement, it slides out of the hollow handle and into Ellie's palm.

Empty.

That vital thing—it's the secret itself.

"I built something," is how most of his stories begin. "It began as a... learning machine, a way to harness the arcane forces of our world, dynamically and intuitively... but soon revealed itself to be much more than that." He isn't looking at her, only slowly fixing the handle back in place. "It was regenerative. Transformative. And with this," a nod to the empty phial, "or what this once contained, it would have changed everything."

[notathreat]

It's lighter than she expected, the delicacy and design making it clear that this is no result of anything done in Thedas.

She turns it over in her hand, this empty vial, and looks up and into his face before really understands. What would Viktor build, if he could do anything, anything at all?

Regenerative.

"... and then you came here."

[grindset]

"I was preparing to use it." This correction is grimly, softly spoken. With one more small click, more felt than heard, the handle finds its seat; he keeps the crutch in hand, then, just to hold it. "That night. Gathering materials. Gathering strength. I closed my eyes for just a moment, just to rest them, and then,"

and then he was weightless—and then he wasn't. The ground was forgiving, soil made plush by the recent rain, but the hard spine of his crutch was half-beneath him, and his legs clattered together painfully. Then the alien sounds: shrieking and rumbling, scrapes of metal, sapient shouts, the crackle of acid-green light. The wheat was tall, ready for harvest, so they didn't spot him until after the rift groaned and burst and he sat up in a daze, rumpled and streaked and shivering. He passed out in the carriage, and then,

"I was here."

[notathreat]

Ellie listens to what he is telling her, a ripped-away, raw-socket feeling behind the words. The unreality of having it stripped from you, the dreamlike horror of lifting a boot to put to a step that is no longer there.

Everything, gone. Everything, ripped completely away. Right on the cusp of change.

The familiarity of the feeling is so acute that she chokes on it. That grief.

It's not so dissimilar to the deaths they're mourning now. That cusp of almost. Of could have. If only.

Ellie nods, brittle.

[grindset]

A glance tells him she understands, beyond the words, beyond the story. That it must be the same for her, for everyone who arrived here through a rift, is no comfort at all—and that's fine. He wasn't looking for comfort.

"I don't know why I'm telling you this," he says, to that space that looks like a horizon, where the black sea relents to a star-filled sky. That thin seam between the material and the imagined. Pure possibility.

His words fall to a whisper. "It doesn't matter now."

[notathreat]

Ellie hates that her throat feels tight. She's been in this place before, and it took years to claw herself out. It took Riftwatch. It took Clarisse. A part of her despairs at ever being all right, because what's the point in being alive if you're alone?

"It matters," Ellie whispers hoarsely.

She can't tell him that it'll be all right. That there will be brighter days. That it will matter tomorrow, or ten years from now. They may not live to see the new year, or even the morning.

But it matters, right here. Right now.

"For what it's worth, I'm glad you told me."