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Wherever Barrow's mind is in all this, it's fair to say he's not overly concerned about harming either assailant-- and in fact, it's far more likely to assume he thinks he's being killed, which only results in a redoubling of effort to not be.

It's thanks to Abby's attention and his attempt to throw her that Barrow is only able to manage one hand at Lazar's throat; aside from that, it's not a sustainable position, straddling one while swatting at the other. He loses his balance, falling onto his side and nearly rolling onto Abby, who instead is treated to the leg of an infirmary bed against whatever part of her is closest to it.

His mouth bleeding from the sharp wood, Barrow spits a splinter and flounders to get up.

Fingers in his neck. Arms around Barrow. The world narrows, pressure punctuated about five iron points. Abby hauls. Barrow tilts, sends them both sprawling free.

Lazar barks a cough. Another. Hard, and strange-high, and none of that's good sign. But this isn't the first time someone's choked him. But some base, animal place whispers to roll himself over. Can't count on the time to stand, so it's still half on all-fours when he hauls forward, throws a clumsy bear-feint left –

(Look at me, look at me,)

Before hammering the other fist into kidney. Over, and over, pressing any chance to land.

"Stop it—"

Reasoning with Barrow is useless but Abby feels like she has to keep trying anyway. She squeezes her arms threateningly where they've landed around his neck — he bucks underneath of her like a horse, and then pitches over until she falls off, smacking her hip against the wood of the bed with a groan.

Oh, that's it. (How many members of Riftwatch does it take to tackle some guy coming off lyrium...?)

She grabs the back of Barrow's shirt and yanks him hard to keep him down.

He’s laid out, held by Abby long enough for Lazar’s fists to find purchase. Over and over.

Too occupied with the onslaught to pay any mind to Abby, Barrow curls, shudders, retches— it’s been long enough since he kept anything down that it yields nothing, but at least for the time being, he’s down for the count.

He pulls off. Staggers up the rest of the way, weight shifted to throw in again. If Barrow twitches too hard. If Abby can't hold him.

"The fuck was that about —"

Wheezed. The words crack, and he knows when he spits he'll see blood; same as he knows exactly the fuck that was about. Goddamn fool's errand is what. Lazar doesn't often inch his face far: Light, and easy, and a scowl at most. Only now he looks ready to put someone through a wall, and it needn't be the man retching below.

A glance over his shoulder at last lays name to head injury. Clarisse. Mark of esteem that he doesn't walk out then and there, but stoops to her side.

Alive, yeah. Unconscious, yeah. And between her, and Anderson, and the vanished ponce; that's half the Infirmary staff down. So,

"Get her out of here," Somewhere. Anywhere, like he should know, like any of this is his mess to clean. Lazar props a hand behind her skull, feeling for softness. For a familiar fracture. "I'll hold this down."

He wants a word with Barrow.

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A wet sniff. She gives another tug on Barrow's shirt as if to say and stay there before she hauls herself to her feet, grimacing as she puts weight on the leg with the hit hip. "Fuck." Feels like she got hit in the face by a brick wall.

Focus. Lazar is kneeling by Clarisse, one hand probing underneath of her skull. The silence on his end is probably good news and she crouches down in the meantime, making herself look at Clarisse's face, slack in unconsciousness but otherwise fine, still breathing. Nothing broken. Abby brushes some hair out of her face for her with gentle fingertips.

"Okay. I'll notify Marcus."

Maybe Gwen, too...

Barrow remains where he fell, curled half-fetal and shivering. He grits his teeth to keep them from chattering, only distantly aware of the pain that arises from the cuts in his mouth. Wherever his mind is, it's not here.

A grunt of assent.

He isn't a doctor. Not a healer, or a builder, or anyone fixes much. Breaking, taking: That's the business.

But there's been a lot of good intentions in this room. A lot of clever minds and best-laid plans. Near as he can tell, it hasn't helped a thing.

He props Clarisse up onto Abby. Unsteady and bloody, and she's figured out worse. He's busy.

"You're done, mate." He squats, plants a heavy palm to Barrow's shoulder. Side's good, harder to choke. "If you want to keep on this, got a minute to say."

Lazar isn't listening. The lock on the storeroom's easy, picked worse before he could read.

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Oh uh okay: the way he props her puts her arms dangling over Abby's shoulders in a loose hug, her head tipping to one side. Abby cranes her neck automatically in the other direction, she doesn't want to get any nose blood on her. Some has just run down over her upper lip, which is disgusting, face scrunching at the slippery hot feeling. Congeal, damnit.

She mops up quick with her arm then stands, pulling Clarisse up with her — like wearing a backpack on your front, if the backpack were a girl.

Squints.

"S'there another room with a door that locks?" For Barrow. The uhhh, the one with the door now missing is probably not gonna do it. And she doesn't want to lock the entire infirmary up behind her.

A breath escapes Barrow that's almost voiced, a bit like a gasp or a plea. He's awake, but in and out of cognizance: sees the blood on the floor, recognizes that he's here too, can perceive Lazar above him doing what... was he just doing that?

He makes a move as though to get up, but is shaking too hard to support himself, and sinks back down.

Lazar will find the storage room empty of lyrium: perhaps someone had the foresight to put it somewhere even less accessible in the event of. Well. This.

"Lock's not gonna fix this," Over his shoulder, Barrow stirs. "Stay down."

Big hands, little bars. The tumbler clicks. Lazar coughs something darkly Ander, and resets. One, over the other, and if it's usually quicker than this — if this oughta go quicker — he doesn't pay it mind. No good comes of that.

A hard yank. The door swings, the picks fold away. And Barrow still hasn't said.

Took too long to bust the lock. Longer to get an eye over shelf and drawer. Rare days that he's knocked off an apothecary: Half this shite, it's useless to the common man. Nostrils flare, and he sucks a breath past bruised throat, and Lazar's never touched the stuff but he knows the stink of lyrium. Store's empty.

(He's out. Sold his stash in some dim act of solidarity. Viktor has plenty — and he'd sit watching Barrow bleed before talking to Viktor just now.)

"Someone dies if this goes on."

That's a promise. He isn't a doctor, but he knows how things break.

Clarisse stirs.

Feels like someone just woke her up from the shittiest nap of her life. Head pounding, trying to blink herself awake. There's a rumbling voice from somewhere near, but not near enough for her to pick up what it says.

"What," she says. The fuck is implied. The last thing she remembers is guarding the door, but she can't figure out how she got from there to wherever she is now. From the way she's slumped with her head against Abby's shoulder, she isn't sure how to orient herself, so she leans backwards and hopes for the best.

"Hi," Abby says grimly, face still turned away — she's watching Lazar pick the lock and wondering why the fuck they have locks on the infirmary shelves that random Riftwatch members can pick any time they like, doesn't that defeat the purpose? What if Barrow could pick locks instead of hitting them?? "Welcome back."

Then she goes, "Woah," and has to take a quick step forward when Clarisse leans backward suddenly, pitching their combined weight in the wrong direction. It's akin to holding up a drunk person. "Wait, wait—"

She lowers her until her feet find the floor, still supporting her by her arms lest she collapse like a house of cards. "Take it easy, you've got a concussion."

Says the woman with blood all over her face, but—

Barrow stays down, now as much out of resignation as out of any desire to appease Lazar. He hears voices off to one side-- you've got a concussion-- and slowly begins to piece the scene together through the haze and violence of his rebelling body.

Someone dies if this goes on. They're lucky nobody has yet, apparently, but Barrow can't find the focus to determine what can be done about that. He's close, isn't he?

"Just," he breathes at the ground, but also Lazar, "h...help me get to bed." If he tries to stand he will fail, all the strength having gone out of him with this confusing pain in his midsection.

Lazar lingers in the doorway. Shoulders lift, brow lowers. A flare of —

Something. Something old, dead and buried. A skinny kid with his fists balled behind the wagon, teeth grit around the certainty that no one gives a damn. No one will take it serious.

He's not a kid any more. And he shouldn't give a damn.

Clarisse stirs. Abby stumbles. And at last, he pushes the threat from his face, and hauls arms under Barrow's shoulders to lift. Sure, they'll find the bed. And then he'll wait on the end of it, for want of a chair. He'll wait, until it's done, or they find someone big enough to drag him out.

(Maybe later, he'll spare a thought for Clarisse. Thoughtful's never been his bag.)

She's definitely concussed, but Clarisse still manages to sound offended when she says, "No I don't," so she'll probably be fine. Abby has set her upright and by locking her knees she manages to stay that way without too much swaying in one direction or the other. Helps that Abby keeps hold of her by the arms so she can't really go anywhere.

Now that she's up she can see the blood all over Abby's face, smeared across her cheeks and still dripping over her top lip. "Oh, shit, Abs," Clarisse says, all the irritation in her voice replaced with sudden alarm, and lifts a hand like she could possibly wipe it clean herself. She stops with her fingers just touching the warm tackiness of Abby's cheek, and then it occurs to her that she should maybe figure out what's going on first.

It hurts to turn her head but she does it in time to see Lazar hauling Barrow up under his arms. Across the room, the open doorway and the door lying several feet away from it. The room looks a fucking mess. One of the beds at a weird angle, like someone knocked it out of place. There's a broken chair on the floor, big splinters scattered in every direction.

Clarisse blinks hard, like clearing her vision might force the scene to resolve itself into something that makes sense.

"The hell happened in here?"

That she naturally argues back is a good sign, a relief. Abby gives a gusty sigh. She says, "Can you sit down for a second?" and adds, "for me," to make Clarisse actually consider it. Thank god this place is full of beds, huh. If they were going to take a couple knocks to the head each at least it was in the infirmary.

Barrow is being shuffled out of the room behind them, Lazar's arms roped underneath of his own, and Abby finds she can't turn to look; a bruised pride can hurt worse than a broken nose. She leans back from Clarisse's fingertips brushing her face. "It looks worse than it is."

And will look worse later — she can feel the break across the bridge and some sore, tender place behind her eyes is already throbbing but there's little she can do about it right now. A problem for future Abby. As for right-now Abby: is Clarisse sitting? She eyeballs her before crossing the room to find something she can wipe her face with that isn't her own arm. "Barrow happened. He knocked the door down and took you out at the same time — Lazar had to come in and back me up after this."

This being the state of her and the roll of bandage she's just torn off to wad up against her nose.

Yeesh, okay, message received. No more touching.

Clarisse finds the nearest bed and sits on the end of it, watching Abby while she crosses the room and tears off some bandages. She reaches up and massages the back of her own neck, pauses with a wince as her palm brushes up against the knot behind her ear.

"I don't remember any of that," she admits. It's embarrassing knowing that he took her down like that with zero trouble, and the embarrassment pisses her off. She'd like to go give Barrow a few good hits to remind him who's in charge, but acknowledges that too many sudden movements might not be a good idea just yet.

"Fuck Barrow," she mutters. What's his problem? And the room all messed up, the door destroyed—Clarisse knew he was strong, but not so strong it'd take both Abby and Lazar to get him under control.

"I'm not surprised. You went down pretty hard — I didn't see it but I heard you hit the floor." Then saw her lying there unresponsive, slumped on her side. Thinking about it makes her clench her jaw and frown, situating the bandage up underneath her nose with a little more force than is strictly necessary. Her teeth grit against the ache. She admits, "It freaked me out.

"So did Barrow. I've never seen him like that before."

And right up until she'd turned the corner he sounded a lot like something else. Abby hasn't really thought about the infected in a long time.

"Neither have I."

Clarisse frowns, looking down at her lap. She wants to say something useful about moving Barrow to a more secure location (where would that be, though? the dungeons?) for the duration of... this, but it's hard to pin down a fully coherent thought. She feels foggy, a little sick to her stomach.

"What are our next steps?" she settles on after a bit. "He shouldn't stay here."

"I dunno." She hasn't seen this situation before either and can't tell where they're headed — is this the worst that it gets, for Barrow? They could be on the other side of it now. She points with her chin. "Lazar's got him for the moment but I think we should let Strange know, he'll probably have a... recovery roadmap, or something."

She snorts suddenly.

"I sound like dad."

After turning the phrase recovery roadmap over in her head a few times, Clarisse turns her attention to the more important issue: telling Strange. Yeah, he'll have to be told, the infirmary's a mess and Barrow's his patient.

Maybe they should tell Marcus too. Barrow just went berserk and it took two people to get him under control. Then again, everyone already knows he's trying to go off lyrium, so maybe Marcus would consider it redundant.

Realizing she hasn't said any of this out loud, Clarisse says, "Yeah." Yeah she should tell Strange, yeah Abby probably sounds like her dad, yeah.

"Hey, are you okay?" Her face. It doesn't look like Abby's bleeding anymore, but there are already bruises forming under her eyes.

Maybe that's not a satisfying answer. Maybe Clarisse wants to go solve this with her own two hands but Abby doesn't see how they can help out any further — neither of them are experienced when it comes to deal with lyrium withdrawal symptoms and when Barrow finds out he knocked them both down to get to his stash...

She sniffs wetly, makes a face when blood hits the back of her throat. "Yeah, I'm okay."

Then she sighs and amends that, cuz it's Clarisse, cuz she's looking at Abby like she wants to do something about all this. Before, she'd touched her so gently with fingertips and thumbs. "I mean — it fucking hurts, but I'm okay."

She stops holding the bandage up in front of her face like a shield. "Does it look as bad as it feels?"

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Abby's right that Clarisse wants to do something. She'd like to go into the other room and kick the shit out of Barrow, not enough to really hurt him, the guy's already hurting enough, but just enough to get back at him for this. Get it out of her system.

Clarisse takes a closer look once the bandage is off. Even though Abby's been wiping it away, there's still smeared blood drying on her chin and cheeks. Clarisse's hand twitches. She's itching to get some cold water and a towel and clean it off for her, but she doesn't think Abby'd appreciate the offer.

"I mean it's definitely broken, but you're gonna look like a badass."

"Thanks." Ish. Looking like a badass is not something she's ever worried about but she knows it's important to Clarisse and it makes her smile a bit anyway... There's blood on her teeth. It's not the first time she's had a broken nose either, so even though she knows it sucks to have one she also knows it'll heal up fine.

She gestures to her own head and leaves the wad of bandage behind on one of the tables for a moment. Remind her to bin that later... "Can I...?"

Touch you. Lazar was the one who felt her head for breaks, one hand splayed across the back of her head like a web; Abby wants to double confirm what he already figured out.

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