faderift | and I'm haunted

WHO: Hercules & Leliana & Ruby & whoever would like a thread with them 8Db
WHAT: a catch all for February-March;
WHEN: the next monthish :|b
WHERE: Skyhold, Emprise, maybe somewhere else.
NOTES:
1. individual starters in el commentos
2. specific themes and warnings will be dropped into subject lines as necessary.
3. if you are threading with Leliana it would be amazing if you could reply to this post re: information she could know about your character.
4. if we have discussed doing a thread but there isn't a starter here, feel free to just barge in and set one up! otherwise prod me and I can add it asap, I have a to-do list but I am also scatterbrained ;u;
5. I'm not doing open prompts this time for Leliana, but if you would like a thread with Leliana, please don't hesitate to get in touch with me! I am just trying to do custom things because she is in a particular state of mind, at present.
6. I am sorry there are so many notes

apparently I am being pretentious this month

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She hesitates slightly. She supposes that was either easier than she'd expected, or harder than she'd expected. She'd expected Leliana either to be more hesitant due to her youth and presumed innocence, or to not care at all. One or the other. Well...This is fine. This is good, isn't it. This is what she wanted. And she's committed now.

"How much is a good deal more?" That's the first question. There are others, but most of them are things she'll find out in time. Like how much responsibility and trust is she actually going to be given. What sorts of missions will she actually get. That's not something Leliana can even know the answer to yet - after all, she hasn't proven herself yet.

Not committed yet. Not bound to it yet. And Leliana suspects that she will be trying to delay any such commitment as long as possible. She is simply well aware that determined young women have means of getting themselves into trouble when they want to make a difference but their hands are tied.

Canting her head, Leliana watches Kitty a moment longer. "Enough to satisfy me that you can be trusted. We all of us have secrets, Kitty. Some secrets mark us for a target, and some might mean that an act against the Inquisition would not be a betrayal, by your reckoning, but simply serving your true loyalties."

Quite how much that means she needs to know? Well, that rather depends on the person.

Ah. Her true loyalties. What are they? Not the Inquisition, to be completely honest - no. Kitty's true loyalties are...deeper. Different. If she'd joined the Inquisition a few years ago, or if she'd joined it without having had the experiences she'd had, maybe she would still be capable of being loyal to an organization. But her time with the Resistance in Tevinter had shown her how easily organizations can get corrupted, lose their way. No...Her loyalty is to ideas. Not to constructs. So as long as the Inquisition serves those ideas, yes. She'll be loyal to the Inquisition. But if it loses its way...

Probably best not to lead with all that.

"Well," Kitty answers, shoving her glass of wine around a bit rather than drinking from it. "Do you want to ask now, or...later?"

"That depends," Leliana asks, with a bit of a smile. "Would the answers change?"

Part of it is a genuine question. Timing, context, can change a great deal. Partly she is being just a little contrary, a little... playful, almost, though it is not an entirely carefree trading of banter.

"Do you present a danger to the Inquisition, or to yourself?"

People can always lie, of course, but there are times when choice is a precious indulgence, and trust must be embraced, even in this line of work. Especially, one could contend, in this line of work.

She shakes her head firmly. There's nothing uncertain about her answer there. She might have a higher calling than just the Inquisition, yeah, but there's absolutely nothing she's about to do to hurt the organization right now. And, honestly, she doesn't think that she'd be able to even do any real damage if she intended it.

So, firmly, she answers, "No." Then a firm nod. "Not to the Inquisition and not to myself. Not beyond...the normal scope of danger posed when someone thinks that there are things much more important than their personal safety."

Leliana listens, sips her wine, and nods. "Very well. If you are willing to report in the morning, we can commence some weapons training for you. I would not see you in the field without a means to defend yourself. if you are already... proficient then it would do well to assess your strengths and see where weaknesses might be turned to strengths."

It will be more complicated, of course, but small steps in the beginning. No good would come of hobbling Kitty before giving her a chance to walk at all.

"Does that sound agreeable?"

"Yeah. It does."

Kitty takes a breath, and then smiles a smile that's a little self-conscious - but a little eager, too. She ducks her head slightly to hide it. She knows that she's doing a service for Leliana. She knows she's volunteering to put her life on the line. But at the same time, she feels compelled to say, "Thanks. For being willing to trust me."

There is something in that thanks, the touch of earnestness to it which weighs on her heart. Each of her scouts lives a life of danger and risk, dedicating themselves to the Inquisition and Leliana's service. The decision is their own, but the responsibility for their safety and their well-being falls to her. She hopes against all odds that none of them come to regret their choice.

"Thank you for coming to me. I appreciate your initiative, and your interest." She raises her cup of wine, in a little toast, of sorts. "To your good health, Kitty."

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