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Felix Alexius ([personal profile] blightedson) wrote in [community profile] faderift2017-01-08 12:07 pm

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WHO: Felix and OPEN
WHAT: Felix returns home after being away doing Warden-related things.
WHEN: After Wintermarch 13th
WHERE: Skyhold proper and warden camp, feel free to place your reply in either as Felix will spend time in both areas.
NOTES: None




Felix had been gone for a bit longer than expected. The mission with the Wardens was supposed to take only a few weeks and had lasted for longer than a month. While away he hadn't complained and had dealt with his duties admirably. He still had some thoughts in his head that he wasn't good enough to be within their ranks, but none of the Wardens he had traveled with had made him feel that way. There had been a bit of teasing for him being the newest Warden among them, but otherwise it had felt like he belonged there. It was almost peculiar to think about.

Either way, he still felt relieved when Skyhold came back into view. There was time spent in the Warden camp, debriefing and discussing, and then Felix wandered back up to the castle itself. He had changed from his Warden uniform and cleaned a bit because he wanted to look decent when he showed his face within the castle's walls.
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{ skyhold }

[personal profile] serannas 2017-01-09 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
The stronghold seems quieter with so many out in Orlais, stationed at various posts or taking time to recover after the events in Halamshiral. Ellana awaits their return here, thankful to have been spared the terrifying experience. She's kept herself busy by organizing her travels to elven ruins into a new journal that maybe Varric with his connections can someday help her get published. She's kept up at the lute, fingers gaining callouses from the strings, but she's learned no new songs since Felix has been away; merely tried perfecting old ones. And she's settled on a final shapeshift form: a big cat to claw and bite at her enemies should there be need.

All in all, life has moved forward well enough. His absence was a good test of their relationship and what she must expect it to be like from now on. Wardens have duties that go above those of the heart, but she thinks she's born the separation well. When he finds her, she's lost in thought, her journal open in her lap and a faraway look on her face. Catching movement out of the corner of her eye, she looks over, eyes taking in the figure first before they flicker up to the face and she inhales a sharp breath of surprise.

Her journal tumbles from her lap as she jumps to her feet and throws her arms around his neck, squeezing him tight. Her senses are flooded with the familiar and a laugh bubbles up from her throat. Then she pulls back, holding him at arms' length and clearing her throat. She tries to tamp down her smile as she says, "Sorry, who are you again?" but doesn't quite do it.
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[personal profile] serannas 2017-01-09 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
And in return, she has the kindest, most caring man in the world here in her arms once more. The strength of his mind and his heart has always left her in awe and even with distance between them, she knew he was staying true to himself and doing good works for the Wardens. She swears she can feel more bulk on his arms than when last he was here. Probably swinging a sword and doing other physically taxing things. But he's healthy and stronger now, so she doesn't have to worry.

"Hmm," she begins, eyes narrowing in thought. "Hmm, what if I...?" Ellana trails off and moves to press herself against him, lips teasingly grazing against his.

"Is it coming back to you yet?"
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[personal profile] serannas 2017-01-09 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
Ellana giggles against his mouth, but moves a hand to cradle the back of his head, joining him in deepening the kiss. Maybe she should be more conscious of where they are, since an elf and human kissing out in the open isn't a sight many probably wish to see, but this moment of reunion has temporarily washed all logical thoughts from her mind. All she can think about is Felix and how comfortable this all is. Nothing is more comforting than the familiar, and Felix knows her better than anybody. He knows all her stories, all her experiences, and she's never hidden a thought or feeling from him. It's like -- she suddenly realizes -- her other half is here again, filling up that reserved spot in her heart.

"Mm," she hums, softly breaking the kiss. "How about now? Getting a sense of who you are?"
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[personal profile] serannas 2017-01-09 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
"Ah, good to know," she replies, eyes bright and full of love for him in return. If there's one thing that can be said for Ellana, it's that she's a hopeless romantic, so no, she doesn't mind cheesy, sentimental words like these. In her eyes, they're perfect.

But now that they've established who he is, she turns her attention back to the ground and pulls back enough to retrieve her journal and piece of charcoal.

"We should go somewhere more private to catch up. My room? It's closer than the Warden camp."
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[personal profile] serannas 2017-01-10 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
They're a rather unique pairing; there's no doubt about that. Thankfully a number of people have gotten used to the sight of elves and humans mixing company, but there will always be plenty around to judge it harshly as well.

"Well, there has been plenty of good and bad. I take it you've heard about what happened at the Winter Palace already, so I won't repeat it now. Before that, we were celebrating Satinalia and First Day like last year. I went out to the Hinterlands to rescue missing Tranquil, or at least find out what happened to them, and we defeated Venatori who had been kidnapping them. Beyond that, it's been quiet here. What about you? What were you off doing?"

As she tells him all this, she leads him through the Great Hall and towards the rooms that line the rear of the stronghold. Hers is among them, and it's been her own private sanctuary since Sabriel left. Unlocking the door, she leads him inside and waits to close the door behind him. Her room is simple, with a queen sized bed, dresser, and small table by one side of the bed. There's a small curtained window too, but that's it.
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[personal profile] serannas 2017-01-28 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
She sits on the bed and pats the spot beside her. To tell the truth, the Tranquil unnerve her too, and she thinks they must do that to most people, or at least most mages. To see what it looks like to lose such a vital part of yourself makes you desperate to hold onto it.

"Is that so?" she asks, lifting a brow and smiling faintly. She loops her arm around his and tucks herself in close. "It must be hard, knowing what so many of them are like, and being so different from them." There's a pause as she reflects on that, and realizes how it sounds. She didn't mean because he isn't a talented mage.

"I mean in values, in mind. You're so caring."
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[personal profile] serannas 2017-01-28 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
"Hmm," she hums out, lifting her eyes at the ceiling and realizing how right he is. Most other Dalish are so angry all the time; so bitter. They're vindictive towards humans and hold on to a dying culture instead of trying to embrace change in addition to celebrating what they have left.

"I guess you're right. But since I've left my clan... I don't know what that makes me. Am I even Dalish anymore? Are you even a Tevinter if you don't live there and don't agree with what they do?"
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[personal profile] serannas 2017-01-28 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
She blushes when he touches her, as if it's the first time all over again. Their love always feels new and exciting in moments like this, but there are times it settles into quiet familiarity too. How it can be all these things at once, she doesn't know.

"My vallaslin will always make me appear Dalish, and I love the Creators a great deal. But the way the Dalish act as a whole..." Ellana shakes her head. "I don't want to be associated with them. It's hard to say. I don't think I can come up with an answer right now." Because there are people like Cyril and Merrill who Ellana is proud to count herself among. There are Dalish in Rivain who are so kind and open to all visitors to their clan. She likes being associated with that kind of Dalish elf.
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[personal profile] serannas 2017-01-28 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
"You're right. I don't need to have a descriptor ready to give people, right? I can just be Ellana and anyone who cares whether I'm Dalish or not is probably someone who shouldn't matter to me." She hugs his arm tight, forever grateful that he's in her life. Again she's reminded that his time in this world is short and one day he'll go to the Deep Roads and never return to her. It isn't fair. Why should such a generous, kind, wonderful man like him have to lay down his life while terrible, awful people are allowed to die old in their beds?

"I'm so glad you're back."
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[personal profile] serannas 2017-01-28 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
"I want you around for a good, long time." Her words are serious, and she suddenly shifts on the bed to draw up one leg and face him.

"How long have the Wardens been around? Hundreds and hundreds of years? And they've all fallen to fighting darkspawn?" It seems like these questions are coming out of nowhere, but she can't believe they've been around for so long and never question the way they go out.
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[personal profile] serannas 2017-01-28 07:05 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes, of course," she says, though there is something urgent in her voice. "Why is it that Wardens aren't allowed to retire? The Blight only comes once every hundred years, and the last one only came after hundreds of years without one. Why can't there be a smaller force for the years in between Blights? Surely if they know how to give the Blight to someone and keep them alive for years, there has to be a way to draw the Blight back out, right?"
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[personal profile] serannas 2017-01-29 08:04 am (UTC)(link)
"The Wardens have so many secrets, though," she continues, almost as if she didn't hear him. "They might keep secrets from the lower ranks too. It does sound like something people in charge would say to make sure no one leaves before their time."
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[personal profile] serannas 2017-02-12 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
The fact that he considers it a possibility helps a great deal. If he refused to believe it, then it would be a lot harder to convince him to try looking.

"Don't you think that loyal Wardens should have the option to choose their fate after serving for years? If there might be a way to draw the Blight back out, then the Wardens would know, wouldn't they? You can all sense darkspawn, right? You're connected to them. But all of you can live for years after joining while someone else who gets the Blight sickness deteriorates immediately. Look at Alistair. He's been a Warden for over a decade. There's some secret to prolonging your lives, so what other secrets could be uncovered?"

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