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Bastien ([personal profile] cozen) wrote in [community profile] faderift2019-06-01 02:24 pm

open: lol never mind.

WHO: Open!
WHAT: A memorial that doesn’t go as planned.
WHEN: Justinian 1
WHERE: The Gallows
NOTES: Nah.


The ceremony takes place in one of the side courtyards that’s been converted into a garden, where the oppressive architecture is offset with flowers and trees. There’s a small pyre, for those whose traditions call for pyres, but no bodies to burn. Instead there are tokens, flowers, favorite foods, treasured possessions—not yet lit.

(For the others, the Dalish and Nevarrans and anyone else with a different wish, their friends and family will have made different arrangements alongside the pyre, probably, if they aren’t universally reviled.)

Anyone who wants to speak, whether it’s a prepared speech or a single spontaneous sentence, can do so. The tone is respectful but only so solemn. It’s been more than a week. For many, the worst of the shock has passed, and the sun has continued to rise and set, and there’s room between bouts of misery for fond memories and occasionally laughter. The memorial is a door that’s closing—slowly, kindly—and tomorrow, on the other side of it, the war will continue.

Today, on this side, the only people judging anyone else for crying are the assholes.

***

Across the harbor, more than a dozen filthy and tired people come to a stop on the docks, and the loitering ferryman pauses to take stock of them, then starts laughing. There isn’t even any local mythology about ferrymen and the dead. It’s just that funny to him on its own, that he’s been rowing miserable people around all week, and here’s the source of all that misery, dirty and tired but significantly less dead than believed.

When he stops laughing, he offers to dunk everyone in the harbor before rowing them over. For the smell, you know. No one is going to be happy to see them if their eyes are watering too much to actually see them. Then he laughs some more at his hilarious joke.

But he does eventually load up his boat—and maybe there isn’t room for everyone all at once, maybe some dramatic reunions will be delayed, maybe some people will be even more fashionably late to their funeral than the others—and carries everyone across the bay, still chuckling intermittently.

***

In the courtyard, the speeches and anecdotes (and singing, perhaps) wind down to long silences peppered with murmurs or sniffling. Someone is preparing to light the pyre. And then the gate creaks open.

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[personal profile] indissection 2019-06-09 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
“Oh, my darling, dear heart -“ Sidony does not pause. She reaches and wipes at his tears, her own hands shaking as she does. Selfishly she had wanted this, to have been mourned, to think of herself as missed, but witnessing it in person does no more than leave her aching and hurting. Instead of celebrating it she leans close, her forehead on his.

“You were misled, Byerly. I give you my word that I am real, that I live, that I’ve come back to you. Thank you for coming for me - for trying.”

Her voices aches with her tenderness and she wraps her arms around his neck.

“I’m alive. I’m here, darling. I’m safe.”
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[personal profile] bouchonne 2019-06-09 01:47 pm (UTC)(link)
He shifts when she grasps at him - and then flinches a little bit, the wound in his side aching. No matter. His brain is still not quite capable of comprehending this - it's impossible, it seems to him, that she's returned; he still thinks that he'll come out of it, or wake up, or something - but there's no reason not to succumb to the illusion while it lasts.

And so he pulls at her, drawing her down to sit upon him. And he buries his unshaven face against her shoulder. "Don't go away again."
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[personal profile] indissection 2019-06-09 01:54 pm (UTC)(link)
She cannot imagine what it might be like to see someone you thought dead return - she has no experience of this. No, Sidony only knows her own heart and her own trials, and she sits here with him knowing that he needs her. It’s a silly, strange thought; she’s never felt necessary before. She’s never felt vital, but clearly Byerly had mourned her far more deeply than she could have anticipated.

It makes her heart ache a little.

“Never again,” she agrees easily enough. “And if I must go then you shall come with me. You were to be my fiancé once, were you not? It is only right that you protect your bride.” It’s meant to be teasing, her fingers lifting to hold his head in place, to stroke through his hair. “I shan’t leave you alone again.”