Open | Life is just a troubled sea

[keenly]

WHO: Colin + You
WHAT: Open post for Haring
WHEN: Throughout the month
WHERE: Kirkwall
NOTES: If you would like a starter, let me know.

I. Eyrie

No one here has yet been eaten by a griffon, but there's a first time for everything.

They're big. They're all so, so big, and they look hungry, and one of them is literally drooling. Fortunately, most of them are ignoring the normal-sized healer as he creeps about two feet into the eyrie, then stands there frozen. Is this a bad idea? This is a bad idea. Animals can smell fear, and these animals have sharp claws and sharp beaks and sharp talons. Thing is, these animals could mean life or death to a wounded ally. Moreover, he's learned a thing or two about himself from these bizarre dreams, and the most important of those things is that he's not as normal and boring as he has striven to be all his life. His instinct to hide from all things remotely heroic isn't as important as his curiosity, and when faced with both fear and wonder, he's going to try to act on the wonder.

That is, until one large, glossy, black griffon comes up behind him and nudges his elbow gently, at which point he chokes on a squawk and stumbles away from it. It follows. He bumps into another griffon, which makes an annoyed sound. Eventually he remembers to stand still. The black griffon approaches him and gives his shoulder a tiny headbutt. Colin turns positively grey. It gives his hand the gentlest of nips and Colin squeaks, backing away again.

II. Closed to Alexandrie

The doorman doesn't even have time to announce Lexie's guest before Colin is storming up to her. She has never seen him this angry, not even during their recent fight.

"You won't believe the conversation I just had," he snarls at the same time as the doorman stammers "A-apothecary Colin, my lady."

III. Obligatory workplace setting prompt

It's the apothecary. Maybe Colin is bottling potions and tinctures. Maybe he is sweeping. Maybe he is compounding various herbs. Maybe he is cooking lunch over the fireplace. Maybe he has run out of things to do and is sketching in a book. Come bother him.

IV. Wildcard

Comments

[keenly]

A sigh. "I tried to explain what I'd actually been upset about, so he'd know he didn't do anything wrong. And when it seemed to make him angrier, I doubled down on it. I thought he was upset because it seemed like I was threatening to try something again if, I don't know, if he didn't let me help him, or something. But it turned out he was angry I tried to kill myself. I hadn't realized he cared so much. But I don't think he wants anything to do with me now he thinks I've given up. I suppose I can see it. Why be friends with someone who might be gone any day?"

[coquettish_trees]

“Misericordieux Andraste, is this what I sound like?” It is all gentle amusement, gentler reproof. “Enough of that, you shall not be ‘gone any day’.” Alexandrie reaches out and flicks his leg with a finger. “At least, not with more immediacy than any of us; we might the both of us be run down by a carriage tomorrow.” She abandons her teasing quickly, though. “Even if you were to be, I should cherish all the moments of our friendship that are made available to me. You are not less worth loving for the risks of your fears and pains.”

A second set of thoughts run beneath the soft affection she makes visible, private as the deeper currents of the ocean on a placid day. She has very rarely seen Byerly truly angry, not without the presence of some greater cruelty. What is this, to him, that it sparked this hot? This real?

[keenly]

"Well, that must be how he sees it. Not that I've been very good at guessing his mind up to now." He shakes his head gently. "He doesn't even want me to help him with what he asked for."

[coquettish_trees]

“Let him work himself out, cher,” she reaches again for Colin’s leg, but this time it is to rest her hand on it and smooth at it with her thumb. “Anger is so rarely about what sparks it.”

[keenly]

After a second to think about that, Colin's eyes widen briefly. "That's what my apology was about to begin with, I suppose." He dips his head to touch it to hers. "Thank you. I do need to start imagining my friends wanting to keep me around, rather than looking for an excuse not to."

[coquettish_trees]

She turns her head against his so she can kiss his cheek—smudgeless for once despite the deeper press of it, the majority of her lip color having found a different home earlier—and then back so they look out together again.

“Always.”