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Ellie ([personal profile] notathreat) wrote in [community profile] faderift2021-08-27 09:27 pm

Do you walk in the valley of kings? Do you walk in the shadow of men?

WHO: Ellie & Others
WHAT: Catch-all log for August/September
WHEN: End of August/September
WHERE: Various
NOTES: TBA




sparklequeen: (041 » I'll never soften my grip)

[personal profile] sparklequeen 2021-09-21 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
They're both tense and unhappy now and it's so fitting. A couple of idiots. Glimmer stiffly lets herself down from Artichoke's back, her hand in Ellie's for a moment.

"I'm just.... I'm glad you're not hurt or worse," Glimmer says as her feet touch the ground. Some of the initial anger is draining away, replaced by a tired sense of frustration at Ellie's silence.

"I wish you'd told me earlier," she adds as she stretches out her legs, wincing at the soreness that comes from sitting astride a griffon for too long, then carefully retrieves her staff.

"We're friends. I want to be able to help."
sparklequeen: (041 » I'll never soften my grip)

[personal profile] sparklequeen 2021-09-21 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Glimmer wants to be patient. Wants to be able to just listen and accept whatever Ellie tells her. She's been good at that for the whole length of their friendship, but it grates. It feels as if she just lets things run off her back and Ellie keeps doing this. She swallows that down, though.

"Didn't what?" Glimmer asks. It's not sharp or accusatory, just... weary.

"Didn't think I'd understand?" An assumption, maybe, but not out of line with the way Ellie's treated her before.
sparklequeen: (Counting every win and fail)

[personal profile] sparklequeen 2021-09-21 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Glimmer's first instinct is anger again. Frustration. Other people are always trying to protect her from things and it drives her up the damned wall. She's not delicate or fragile.

"I can handle myself, Ellie!" she snaps before Ellie has a chance to continue, that ember of hot annoyance and frustration stoking itself higher. And it dies down a little as Ellie manages to continue. There's a look of shock, horror, maybe something close to understanding. She reaches out, wants to touch Ellie, to hold her, reassure her that it wasn't her fault.

She doesn't know that, of course, but...

"Oh, gods. I'm so sorry, Ellie." I had no idea, she almost says but Ellie knows that. Ellie didn't tell her so of course there's no way for Glimmer to have known any of it. More of Ellie's life, more of how much struggle and pain she's gone through, is starting to come into awful, horrid focus.
sparklequeen: (079 » Forget forget forget forget)

[personal profile] sparklequeen 2021-09-21 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
The squeeze hurts but Glimmer doesn't protest. All she does is wait. And listen. Ellie says the thing that Glimmer half-wanted to hear. I know you can handle yourself and there's a guilty surge of relief that Ellie is not trying patronize her or protect her from this. Glimmer takes a breath, long and shaking. She doesn't know what to say. Her own experience of this involved a lot of self-reflection, a lot of time spent with herself and with her enemy.

It hadn't been easy. She doesn't expect it to be easy for Ellie, either, especially with the way things had happened with Joel and Abby and all of it. It is painful and hard and the worst part is that no one else can really do the work for you.

"I know." She does. She knows what it feels like to just want it all done with, for the war to be over and for things to be okay again. Except they'll never be okay again, not really.

"I'm sorry, Ellie." Sorry that Ellie has to face this. Sorry that she was harsh. Sorry that any of this ever happened. Pick whichever one you like.
sparklequeen: (058 » Oh oh no oh no oh no oh!)

[personal profile] sparklequeen 2021-09-22 03:11 pm (UTC)(link)
"...Yeah," GLimmer murmurs. She remembers Joel. Her brief interactions with him. He had been a stern, stoic sort--a lot like Ellie in some ways. Holding himself aloof with a sense of something else hiding behind that distance. She'd never known him well, but there's some relief in Glimmer's expression that he at least didn't want that for Ellie. Glimmer knew what it was to want revenge. It ate you up inside. Consumed you.

"I'm just glad you're okay and the neither of you ended up dead," Glimmer finally adds. She squeezes at Ellie's shoulder and tries to be brave--tries to act like the distance doesn't bother her and that she's not still worried sick.

"Let's go mess these guys up, yeah?"
sparklequeen: (057 » self-fulfilled prophecy)

[personal profile] sparklequeen 2021-09-27 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
Glimmer watches Ellie, almost imagines she can feel the wall going up. Ellie always does that when things strike too close to her--she puts up a wall, makes herself out to be impassive and tough and untouchable. She wishes Ellie wouldn't do that. Not like it can be helped. Not here and not now, anyway.

Balancing her staff in her hand, Glimmer hurries along in Ellie's wake. She's in better shape than she used to be and that job, while not as easy as it is for Ellie, proves simpler than it might have been a few months ago. She glances up towards the smoke, frowning.

"They're being a bit obvious, aren't they?" she murmurs.
sparklequeen: (022 » it hurts now)

[personal profile] sparklequeen 2021-09-29 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
"That's awful," Glimmer says, reaching out to take the offered hand and haul herself up the outcropping with a grunt. If she were home, she'd probably just go on and zap herself up there. Here, though, she needs to conserve her energy. Wouldn't do any good to wear herself out early.

"Some people just... I don't under why people would do things like that." It's not like there aren't selfish people back home. Not like there aren't liars and cheats and traitors. It still feels weird.

"Were they desperate, do you think? Or just cruel?"
sparklequeen: (048 » I just want to make a change)

[personal profile] sparklequeen 2021-10-01 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
"More than that? What does that mean?" Glimmer catches her footing and steadies herself for a moment, adjusts her grip on her staff. There's a pause and she seems to think better of her question.

"...You don't have to answer if you don't want to."
sparklequeen: (079 » Forget forget forget forget)

[personal profile] sparklequeen 2021-10-01 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
"I want to hear it," Glimmer says softly. She's quiet, but there's still something firm in her voice. A determination.

"I'd rather--" Glimmer exhales and tightens her grip on her staff.

"I'd rather know than keep wondering about all of it. About what your life was like. About what you've seen."
sparklequeen: (066 » If you are not very careful)

Re: cw: violence, cruelty, mistreatment of corpses

[personal profile] sparklequeen 2021-10-01 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
Glimmer listens, because it is what she asked. It sounds awful enough, at first. The fighting. The killing. That part of things is at least... familiar, in a way. There's a picture of what that looks like in her mind, even if her experience with guns and combat isn't quite the same as Ellie's. As the story continues, though, her breath catches a little. It's hard to imagine it simply because she's never seen anything like it. Sort of. She's seen what happens when towns are destroyed, when people die, when lives are uprooted. This sort of thing, though is different.

It seems so needless. So cruel even compared to things she's seen in her battles.

"So they just killed them for no reason except because they could." It's more a statement than a question. A little more of Ellie's life slides into focus. A little more awareness of just how difficult things must have been enters Glimmer's mind. Even if the thought of that violence makes her feel a little sick, she's privately glad to know it. Glad to know more of Ellie.

"All the more reason to make sure these guys can't hurt anyone else, if they're bandits," she adds in a small, serious voice.
sparklequeen: (020 » But I know you truly saw me)

[personal profile] sparklequeen 2021-10-01 05:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Glimmer takes a minute to check herself. The dagger strapped to her waist, just in case. Her staff. Everything where it's supposed to be. No loose ties or worn buckles that might give out at an inopportune moment. In her mind's eye, she remembers the brick smashing down on a man's face and wonders if it will feel the same a second time.

Even if that's not really her memory. At least that's what she tells herself, sometimes. Because it's easier that way.

"Yeah. Let's go." She adjusts herself, then moves to follow after Ellie. Better to focus on the here and now.
sparklequeen: (047 » Don't need fame)

Re: cw: murder, corpses

[personal profile] sparklequeen 2021-10-03 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Glimmer is careful to follow Ellie's footsteps. She's not nearly as expert at moving quietly as Ellie, though she does her best. When Ellie stops, she does too and her breath catches. Even if Ellie is doing her best to hide what's happened--or at least the full horror of it--Glimmer can still see it. There's a low ember of anger and sorrow in her chest. Righteous grief. Her grip on her staff tightens.

"Oh no," she says quietly. She doesn't know what else to say. Then, a whisper:

"Where are they?" She asks and the murmur of conversation reaches her ears. Men arguing? Someone is laughing.

"Some merchant. There's barely anything in the bloody money chest."

"Told you he looked too poor to bother with."

"Oh, laugh it up. Not like you've picked a better fuckin' target recently."

They killed these people for nothing and they're laughing?
sparklequeen: (095 » I love that he pretends to care)

[personal profile] sparklequeen 2021-10-05 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Like Ellie, Glimmer carefully moves around the blood. The thick, coppery scent of it makes her feel a little sick, but she can't do that. She can't. She has to focus on the now. On what has to be done.

"Okay," she murmurs. She presses herself up against the wagon, staff gripped in her hands, and waits. Watches as Ellie moves invisibly to her new position. She takes a breath. Steadies herself. Glimmer nods back at Ellie and waits.

One.

Two.

Glimmer digs her toes into the ground a little, preparing herself for what's to come.

Three.

Glimmer blinks out of existence and reappears atop the wagon. There are startled cries and she lowers her staff to send a blast of energy down at the man crouched over the money chest, his hand raising an axe as he looks up at her. It catches him full in the chest and there's a sour scent of burning cloth as he's pitched back into the road. She isn't quite sure where Ellie is, but there's not really time to worry about that as someone--a fourth man--leaps up onto the wagon next to her. She spins to block an incoming blow with her staff and staggers back, missing her footing a little in the mixed goods still piled in the cart.

"Get off--!" She yells and then tumbles back into the cart with the bandit after her. The staff is too clumsy now as he presses down onto her, the blade in his hand shoving at her face. She presses back, staff held across her body as she struggles against him, her world narrowing to the struggle over life and death atop a bale of textiles. She strains and pushes, but he's larger, stronger--his breath reeks of garlic. Her arms are trembling from the effort and she knows that if she stays like this longer, she won't be able to keep it up.

Glimmer has to do something. So she does. She gives one last shove with the staff and then wrenches herself to the side all at once, releasing her weapon and scrabbling her waist belt. The man's blade pierces the space where her head had been and she comes back up with her dagger in hand and plunges it into his side. Once. Twice. Thrice. She doesn't stop as the color drains from his face, just rolls over to sit on top of him and plunge the dagger down again and again and again.

It is distressingly simple, in hindsight.
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