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buried deep within there's a human
WHO: Chloe Price and YOOOOOOOOOOOU
WHAT: Catch all for May
WHEN: ... May
WHERE: Anywhere and everywhere
NOTES: I feel like Chloe's a generic warning unto herself, but expect swears and innuendo and I'll warn in subject lines for anything that could be worse.
WHAT: Catch all for May
WHEN: ... May
WHERE: Anywhere and everywhere
NOTES: I feel like Chloe's a generic warning unto herself, but expect swears and innuendo and I'll warn in subject lines for anything that could be worse.
i. my mind's lost in bleak visions (the docks; cw for alcohol use)
When things went crazy at home, Chloe had always gone to the lighthouse. Here, the docks seemed like the closest thing. A place she could sit that was above the water enough to not worry about getting wet, but close enough to stare out over the waves and feel a little more grounded. She didn't know why water was so calming, but it was about all she had to grasp to and she wasn't in the mood to analyze it too deeply because of that.
Normal people might have gone to their friends to confide in the frustrations she had over everything; the growing resentment she felt for being othered as a Rifter, the anger at the propositions being made, the overwhelming exhaustion that came from being distrusted simply because she existed no matter what world she was in. Chloe, however, was taking comfort from a bottle because talking to people was just... hard. Old habits never disappeared no matter how much she tried to change her outlook on life.
So she was sitting near the edge of an empty dock, feet dangling off the edge, bottle in hand, staring out and waiting to see if anyone yelled at her to leave. She was content to stay there long as she was allowed, though - at least until it got too close to curfew and she'd have to trudge back to her room, but that was more than a ways off.
ii. limbs lost to dead weight stake (gallows)
When she wasn't drowning her sorrows down by the docks, Chloe was looking for distractions. She didn't have enough money for shopping distractions to say the least and she was avoiding any research work like the plague while she tried to sort out her emotions, which meant that she was instead looking for them in the only thing she had left; art and mechanics.
When focused on her art, Chloe could be found sitting just about anywhere, paper and charcoal in hands, or homemade paint beside her with a brush instead, making sure to try and capture sketches of the views around her, or pushing out sketches for art that could be used in protest, or if someone were to come by at just the right moment, they might catch her making portraits of a certain elf who had managed to capture her heart and went by the name of Fern.
And when focused on mechanics, she was sitting with a stored broken cart that she had procured months prior, scrap metal beside her, trying to see if she could make a simple engine from the spare parts. Nothing fancy, certainly not enough to make a car, but maybe enough to make pushing heavy loads a bit easier for one person who didn't have a lot of muscle. It was slow going, a good deal of failure and a lot of forehead wrinkling, but it at least kept her mind and her hands busy on something that didn't make her particularly enraged.
iii. take me out of this place i'm in (wild card)
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Poe could see someone up ahead but didn't think anything of it at first. Not until he could hear things that sounded almost familiar. He picked up the pace a bit wanting to encounter where ever it was.
When he crosses paths with Chloe's, he looks at the cart before at her. There's a growing smile on his lips. He comes up to the side of the cart but away from Chloe to give her space. He's mostly wanting to get a look at what she has going on. "This is amazing. You've put in a lot of work. What do you think is giving you the trouble?" He sort of wants to know how it's made but maybe he could bother her about that after.
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There's a snort, though, when the question registers, and she gives the make-shift beginnings of an engine a frustrated shove. "More like what isn't," she said a little bitterly. "I'd watched a couple videos back home on how to make a combustion engine using hardware parts and I thought since this place had, well - most of the basics, it'd be a little easier, y'know? But fuck me, I guess." She'd paid extra to have the proper length pipes made, clearly, since she'd no welding experience in her life, but she was starting to realize she was going to have to fashion her own gears too. But she was sure some stranger didn't care much about that. "Or... maybe you don't know. I don't know."
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"It's a lot of moving parts I'm sure. I have only seem wood and steel." Poe doesn't look too sure on those terms at first. He knows that the culture life here is way different. Plus he's not sure who are rifters and natives yet. Even if so, he would try to be friendly towards everyone. If they don't play nice, he doesn't have to either. "I fly ships. I know what goes into engines that can fly. But, I'm sure if you figured out which part or parts are off you can modify it to the way it needs. I can provide a hand. Maybe all you need is another pair of eyes."
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"If you know any engine that's better than nothing. I just wanna make a basic external combustion one - nothing fancy, just enough to get the carts to maybe move on their own. I've got it connected to the wheels so that once I get the engine itself to move, it'll turn right. External seemed like a better idea than internal since I doubt there's gonna be fuel just lying around in this place. But..." She trailed off, before motioning for him to take a seat beside her if he wanted to take a look.
"I think I'd have to make a couple of custom bolts and gears, which I've got no idea how to do. Another Rifter told me she was trying for her own weaponry upgrades though." Maybe she could talk Rey into teaching her how.
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"You mean, you don't want the carts to go faster once they get moving?" He grins while knowing he could probably help her to get them moving at a greater speed than when it first starts off. "If there's no fuel or nothing that can be substituted for fuel external should be doable. It may take a lot of work and figuring out all the kinks. Nothing is easy, but it'll be worth it in the end." Poe takes the offered seat so he can look at everything. It's what he does with any vehicle to get a feel for it, the controls were normally the first thing.
"You may have to do that. Oh yeah? Maybe if she figured something out, if she's willing to help, asking her might not be a bad thing. I didn't know weaponry upgrades were a thing. But I guess you can't rule out everything." He hasn't been around long enough to figure out everything himself. Poe wouldn't know how to make a bolt, but there had to be something similar or substitute for it. Even if it's with nails, it's just a matter of placement.
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Working out all the kinks, though - that's something she knows is true. She sighs, nodding in agreement. Asking isn't a bad thing, but Chloe's shit as asking for help.
"I haven't found anything close enough to fuel that would work well enough for internal. Figured steam is everywhere, though, and the expansion principles of chemistry seem to be universal in the literal sense." She glared at the engine then, though, poking at the pipes. "But it either doesn't turn right - hence the need for new gears, possibly - or it uh..." She hesitated, blushing a bit at admitting her failures, "... it... Blows up. Nothing huge! Just like -" She makes a small motion with her hands coupled with a noise that was clearly meant to imply small, slightly controlled explosion. "I've had to weld back together so many parts at this point, I swear I could figure out how to make the damn gears myself."
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Poe knew asking for help can be nerve wrecking. But if there were people out with the knowledge. He'll likely ask them for the help instead of trying himself knowing it'll take longer.
"I come from a place with farther technology than steam too. We fuel starships primarily. Travel through space. Steam heats up and certain areas of the pipes could be getting too hot." He's thinking out loud in hopes that she may have seen or felt anything in that sense. "We all learn from our mistakes. The gears could be what you really need. But if it's overheating it could be bringing the whole thing out of whack." At least she didn't burn a tree or anything major from the sounds of it. "You probably could as long as you don't mind how long it might take with trial and error. If someone out there already knows though it could cut the time in half."
i
Prompto comes here every so often. Being near the sea was a novelty to him, and sometimes he liked to come here just to get a whiff of the breeze and the smell of sea salt. He meanders around the docks, though his usual smile is absent. The same thoughts churning in Chloe's head also occupies his, and it's completely by accident he comes across her while walking.
They haven't spoken in a bit, and he knows the recent news affects her, too. Walking up alongside her, he asks, "Is this seat taken?"
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"You want some?" She offered the bottle out to him. It wasn't like she paid for it, alright, she's not worried.
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"You know what, sure." He takes the bottle, nodding in thanks before taking a drink. Not the best swill ever, but it'll do. After handing the bottle back to Chloe, he sighs, leaning forward and resting his elbows on his knees. "Rough couple of days, huh?"
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The laugh that escapes her is definitely more bitter than it is amused. "Days. Weeks. Months? I don't think shit has stopped since I got here."
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"If it even works, I guess. It's shit that people volunteered to see if it was even possible. If none of us were willing to be experimented with, they'd never be able to find out in order to implement it, would they?"
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"Wait, who volunteered for it?" Someone missed that memo.
i
Today she's on her way back from her own quiet consideration of the water when she spots the bright-- albeit less so than when they met-- blue of Chloe's hair fluttering in the wind off the waves. Considering recent events, she diverts her path down to the wood of the pier and sits nearby to dangle her feet as well.
"Fuck." Nari says succinctly, by way of both greeting and acknowledgement of the circumstances that had most likely brought the young rifter out here.
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There's a small smirk at the curse, though, quickly hidden behind a sip from the bottle, before she offers it out to her. "Sounds about right."
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"Seems about par for the course for the Chantry's first official interest in Rifters," she says, not making much of a secret of her feelings on that particular institution. She reaches into her bag and pulls a pouch out, emptying it on the boards between them: a pile of small stones and pebbles she'd collected to use as markers. The elf picks one up, tosses it once, and then whips it out over the water. A small sploosh marks its new resting place.
Throwing things is nice.
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Her eyes flickered to the rocks, lingering on them as she listened to the splash from farther off when one hit the water. Another reminder of home, of days spent with Max and her dad, something that simultaneously made her pine to be back in Arcadia Bay and remind her that all that shit was gone. She scrunched her mouth, grabbing a flatter rock, and placing the bottle to the side so she could properly hold it in her right hand. With a flick of her wrist, she watched it skip across the waves a couple of times, before landing with a similar plunk in the water.
"Color me unimpressed," she said finally, letting out a small sigh after. "Not being able to even get angry about it without having that used against us too is the worst part. Punishing people for having feelings is a shit move."
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"Shit move indeed," she says with weary irritation, "Do nothing, they run roughshod over you. Attempt diplomacy, you have no position of power to bargain from. Get angry, and 'prove' you're the savage threats they claim you are and you deserve your subjugation. Actually rebel?" Nari shakes her head. Toss, catch, throw. "They purge you for the 'good of all'." A snort. "Humans." She pauses. "Well. These humans," she amends, "although it sounded like your world had some similar problems."
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"Why are people so scared of Rifters?" It was a genuine question, one she'd wondered from the start and never thought to ask.
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"Because we're scared of the rifts themselves, I imagine. Of the other things that come out of them. Demons are native to this world; people know what they are. Are scared of them." She picks up a smaller stone, leaving the larger ones for Chloe, and whips it out into the sea. It disappears without a noise. "Should be scared of them."
"Rifters are the only other beings that come out, which to a lot of minds automatically groups you with demons. Nevermind that the demons start to attack you too, so it's fairly clear you're not allies. People who aren't part of the Inquisition don't get to see that much. You're new, and different, and part of something that's shaking up the way the world was." Nari shakes her head slowly, looking out over the water. "People don't like that. The world changing. I think in the grip of that fear, they forget that your world is just as broken up as theirs. More."
She grimaces slightly. "It might have been a bit different if you'd come out into a world that wasn't already scared of magic."
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She rubs her face, going to take another long sip from the bottle instead of responding right away. It might have been different, but she doubted it. "People always find a reason to hate what they don't understand," she said without much feeling in it either way. "I don't think it'd be different at all."
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Nari tilts her head to the side to look at Chloe, speaks with a sort of quiet confidence. "It's bad now, I warrant. But I think the world is better for you, and plenty more than I think the same. We'll fight too; you'll not be alone in it."
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So she picked up another stone and chucked it hard as she could, because that seemed like the most reasonable reaction somehow. It was good to know she wasn't alone, but scary all at once. It meant that there was something to lose.
"I guess we'll see how it all turns out sooner or later."
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They can throw the stones until they're gone. There will always be more.
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"I've been trying to build a steam engine," she said finally. "It's a... a thing from my world that can make stuff move without people having to push it. Carts for example, but we ended up building all sorts of stuff that used it back home before it got outdated." She isn't sure why she's saying it at first, but she uses the time to toss another rock. "Someone said it seemed pointless when you could just use magic, but I keep thinking that maybe if people who don't have magic could have stuff that made their lives easier too, they'd be a little less bitter about magic in general." And, in turn, less suspicious of Rifters, maybe - or at the very least less angry at mages, which would have been just as fine with her.
"It's not working yet, though. Mostly the container I'm using just shakes or explodes instead of actually moving things like it's supposed to."
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"I bet the person who said it seemed pointless when you could just use magic can use magic," she replies dryly, her lips twitching with humor. Contrary to Chloe's hope, the elf is bordering on certain that advancements brought about by rifters might be seen as near the same as magic (and just as frightening) unless the folk using them could be made to understand their workings. Even so, that it had occurred to the young woman to try to share things that made life in her own world easier was touching. There were enough of the kind of people in the world who would, in her shoes, keep any edge they could muster close to their chest.
"How is it meant to work?"
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In their shoes, he'd probably be suspicious as well, but - well. He's never been great at putting himself in someone else's position. Occasionally he walks to try and think and one this occasion, he's find Chloe bent over her mechanics and her scrap as she tries to make it work. He's a touch curious, especially since he's never been that mechanically inclined. Magic has always done everything for him.
"What exactly are you doing with... all of that?"
He's curious, even if he doesn't understand it. That just means he gets to ask questions.
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"Making a mess," she said around the edge of her hand, muffled slightly because of it. She drops her arm back to the steal. "I'm trying to figure out how to get this cart to move without anyone needing to push it."
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"Why not simply use magic? It's available, after all."
Then again, using magic to move things was never really his specialty. But he's heard of artificers who can make rather wondrous creations and vehicles that move on their own.
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She went back to balancing the pieces of the engine she was trying to put together as she spoke again. "Plus, it just kind of feels nice to work with parts again. Technology could use a boost around here anyway."
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He's not trying to loom, but he does anyway. Perks of being a qunari.
"I'm not familiar with the mechanical principles behind such engines; I was never much of an artificer. Ah... how is it meant to work?"
He is curious, though.
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Talking about engines, though. That's a lot simpler. Something that almost makes her perk up a bit.
"It's an external combustion engine. A steam one, specifically, since I figured that that'd be the easiest resource to guarantee being able to get my hands on. You heat water in this cylinder here -" She starts to gesture as she speaks, so he can follow along easily with visuals, "- and the steam pushes the pistons, which should then move this connector rod, which'll spin the gears, and should, theoretically, get the wheels to turn." She bit her lip as she sat back, wiping her dirty hands on a cloth that was strewn across her lap.
"That's the simple explanation anyway. It's mostly chemistry based - expansion principles, mostly, but figuring out how to not only get it to work but to do so without like... Exploding? Is proving trickier than I expected. But I've only ever known how to build this thing in theory before."
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"That seems... simple enough in concept," he replies as he tries to picture the engine in his mind's eyes. He'd never really thought of steam providing enough force to actually power anything, but natural philosophy had never been an area of interest. He furrows his brow after a moment. He might know a lot about magic, but he is woefully ignorant on this front.
"...but steam usually isn't all that powerful. It can make a kettle sing, but I've never heard of it moving anything on its own. How does one make it... push or pull something? Especially without magic."
Please don't laugh at him Chloe, you'll wound him.
apologies for the late
Either way, she shakes her head. "Steam's extremely powerful when it's put under pressure. Like when you're boiling water in a covered pot and the lid starts to shake, the steam is obviously more powerful than when the pot is uncovered and the steam is allowed out into the air. So you use that pressure to make the engine move. It builds up in the container, it pushes the pistons forward which allows some of the pressure to release, it builds up again as the piston moves back into place, and lather, rinse, repeat." She paused before adding; "That's the... super, super simplified version. The rest would require way more lessons in physics and chemistry than I think I could brain right now."
No worries!
"That seems... so simple when you explain it like that, but I don't think anyone I know would have thought up something like that. They would have just... enchanted a wagon or a cart to move on its own or by command. When you can do that sort of thing, you don't... think about the other possibilities."
He trails off for a moment, a pair of fingers pressed thoughtfully to his chin.
"I suppose it's a bit like a water wheel in some respects; you use an existing force to push or pull something, which acts on another thing and so on and son, until you get the desired effect. Truly, your world sounds fascinating. Do all vehicles there use this... sort of engine to move about?"
He's imagining a world full of powered wagons with large engines strapped in back.